~GABRIELLA~
I can't explain what happened to me a few days ago, but I'm now ashamed of my actions. I didn't like being that vulnerable, especially in front of Arthur. I don't want him to see how weak he makes me.
My emotions seem to be getting the best of me recently, and I don't know how to control them.
He hasn't visited me since my last mental breakdown, and even now, I still miss him despite what I feel.
I know that he didn't owe me any explanations and that he's never once said that he would only be mine or that he would keep away from other women as long as I was still here. None of those promises were made, and I also didn't expect him to fulfill any of that either. But I still completely lost myself after learning about that truth.
All I know is that I don't ever want to feel
