I had a shameful dream. I dreamed that I was in front of a huge floor-to-ceiling window. I was half kneeling with my body shamefully pressed against the cold glass, and my clothes sliding down. Money was being slapped hard against me by some man who was beside me. The shame of having money smacked against me was sickening. Who the hell was this guy? I could not see his face, I could only smell the strange scent. I braced myself, covering my stomach with one hand and struggled to support my body with the other. He kept squeezing and slapping me, the glass was so hard and cold, and my knees hurt so much! Even my stockings were worn out, oozing blood ...... This was...... who the hell was this? I struggled in panic and opened my eyes violently. My head was covered in cold sweat!

