s**t! What the hell has been going on? The more I thought about it, the angrier I got! How could such a thing happen? I thought I could find the person who had caused this, but I hadn't expected to be so humiliated. After lying in bed for a while, Matthew called and said he would come back later to pick me up and take me out to dinner. He spoke in a very gentle voice, making it difficult for me to pursue the guilt he should have felt after doing something wrong. Before long, Matthew came back. I had changed clothes and pulled my hair up. Even though my body had been deformed because of the pregnancy, I was still very confident about my face. My elaborate outfit really ushered in a different look from my husband, who looked at me blazingly with a sense of wonder. "Honey, you are so

