Impossible Love

Chapter 5

    Jessica’s POV

    I don’t know what’s happening… how did I get here? Yesterday I was packing my things to move to Italy with my best friend and now I’m here… kidnapped, pretty much disowned by my mother, and technically taken by some gangster. 

    So, how the heck did I get here?

    That is the question I’ve been asking myself since I numbly entered the shower after the guy literally asked if I was comfortable with cleaning up and using his clothes until he could take me shopping this weekend. 

    Here’s how it happened. 

    After he took me out of the basement and carried me to his room he wouldn’t stop looking at me with a smile on his face. 

    It still creeps me out just remembering it. I shudder as I step out of the shower. 

    Anyways, I was squirming mess under his creepy gaze and couldn’t meet his eyes given the fact I was scared as heck. 

    He chuckled and said, “I’m sorry, beautiful. I don’t mean to scare you. You’re just… mesmerizing.”

    His words made blush and he chuckled one more time before he said, “Adorable.”

    I’m not adorable…

    I had thought as I pouted mentally. He kissed my forehead and walked towards the dresser at the other side of the room. He pulled out a black bottom down shirt and turned to look at me with a kind smile before he said, “I’m sorry I don’t have any clothing you can wear besides my shirts. I’ll take you shopping this weekend. However, for the time being, I think it’s best if you wear my shirts.” 

    To say I was shocked is an understatement. I was shocked, surprised. I was speechless. I thought I’d be a burden if I asked for something other than his shirt. 

    So then, he handed me his shirt along with a pair of boxers. He explained where everything in the bathroom was and even helped me turn the shower on.

    And now, here I am. 

    Staring at myself in the mirror. I tilted my head as I look up and down my body, which was now covered by the huge black bottom down shirt.

    The shirt reaches down just above my knees, successfully covering my private parts. I turned slightly and check out my behind. 

    Not much to show back there, so the shirt covers me up just right. I look at the boxers, which are patiently waiting for me to pick them up from the sink and pull them up my thighs and around my hips. 

    I mean… the shirt covers me up just fine-

    A knock on the door brings me out of my thoughts as I hear the guy say, “I have a meeting I have to go to. There are books in case you get bored and you can sleep on the bed if you get tired.” He steps away from the door and out of the room. 

    I sigh in relief as I grab the boxers and pull them up my thighs and over my hips. Better safe than sorry. 

    I’m pretty slim but I’ve got my thick spots here and there. Not thick enough for the guy’s boxers to fit me, however, so I still have to keep pulling them up with my hands. 

    I walk out of the bathroom and flip down on the bed with my arms behind as I look up at the ceiling. Thinking back to earlier when I was in the basement, the boss, Jacob, was kind of an ass. He was a f*****g prick. 

    “Language, Jess” I mutter to myself. 

    I wonder how Samantha is doing. The last thing I heard about her was her promise of us getting out of here. 

    As I think about Samantha and our situation, I notice just how dirty this room actually is. I shot up off the bed and look at it in horror. 

    All the times that guy slept here… all the germs… oh my god, I need to clean…

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    “At first I was afraid, I was petrified! Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side! And then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong and I grew strong! And I learned how to along, AND SO YOU’RE BACK! FROM OUT OF SPACE! I JUST WALKED IN TO FIND YOU HERE WITH SAD LOOK UPON YOUR FACE! I SHOULD’VE CHANGED THAT STUPID LOCK! I SHOULD’VE MADE YOU LEAVE YOUR KEY! IF I HAD KNOWN FOR JUST ONE SECOND YOU’D BE BACK TO BOTHER ME!” I sing at the top of my lungs as I dance around the guy’s room while picking up clothes that are on the floor. 

    “-WEREN’T YOU THE ONE WHO TRIED TO HURT ME WITH GOODBYE! DID YOU THINK I CRUMBLE?! DID YOU THINK I’D LAY DOWN AND DIE?! OH NO, NOT I! I WILL SURVIVE! OH AS LONG AS I KNOW HOW TO LOVE I KNOW I’LL STAY ALIVE! I GOT ALL MY LIFE TO LIVE AND I GOT ALL MY LOVE TO GIVE! AND I SURVIVE! I WILL SURVIVE! HEY! HEY!” I smile and crazily move my hips side to side as I make the bed. 

    Laying the last pillow on its place, I flop back on the bed and move my feet up and down while laughing loudly. I get up and fix the sheets before jumping around the room. I continue dancing about freely not thinking about what has happened to me during the last 24 hours when suddenly I hear clapping causing me to yelp in fright and turn to see the guy that took me smiling and clapping.

    “That was great. I should’ve recorded that” He says chuckling.

    I gulp and back away from him as he starts walking towards me. I whimper when he traps me between his body and the wall. The only thing running through my brain right now is the fact that there are so many germs floating between us right now and also the fear that he might eat me.

    He starts moving his face closer to mine and I look away, he nuzzles his face in my neck and breathes deeply before groaning and saying, “You smell so f*****g good”

    That’s totally not creepy…

    I thought as he started kissing my neck, I whimper and try to push him off of me, but he wouldn’t budge. He continued kissing my neck and I whimpered before kneeing his balls causing him to groan in pain and step away from me. 

    “D-don’t touch m-me!” I whimper before running out of his room and running into the first room I see. 

    I close the door and sigh in relief before I start looking around the room. Just as I was about to look around some more, the door opens making me freeze in fear.

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    Jacob’s P.O.V.

    “And when you caused me to crack my skull open!” Cole says and we laugh loudly at the memory. He hands me the blunt he rolled up just about five minutes ago and I inhale the smoke from my mouth before letting it out slowly through my nose and chuckling as I say, “Man we got our asses beat that night.” 

    Cole chuckles and says, “Yeah, your mum was furious. It was scary as f**k but so f*****g hilarious at the same time.”

    “Cheers to that brother,” I say and we hit the ends of our beer bottles together slightly before gulping down the last sip. I sigh in satisfaction before saying, “I’m going to go get another pack of those. Be right back”

    “Yeah, you do that. I’m just going to wait here patiently.” Cole says while taking another hit from the blunt.

    “Alright,” I say as I stand up and make my way to my office where I keep the rest of the beer. I open the door and see that girl Tomas wanted to keep, standing there. 

    “What the f**k are you doing here?” I snap making her flinch and whimper. She turns slowly and looks at me with fear in her eyes. “Are you deaf?! I asked you a question” I say angrily.

    “I… I… I’m sorry… Id-didn’t know… I-I was trying to get away f-from t-that g-guy a-and-” 

    “I don’t give a flying f**k what you were or weren’t doing. Don’t ever come here again or I will blow your brains out. Understood?” I snap. She nods and I roll my eyes while saying, “Get the f**k out.” She stumbles out of the room as fast as she can and I sigh frustratedly before walking to the mini-fridge at the corner of my office.

    I grab two extra packs of beer before making my way back to the backyard where Cole is making out with one of the sluts of the gang. I smack his head making them stop. Cole turns to glare at me as I hand him a beer smirking. I sit down on my chair before rolling up a blunt.

    In deep. Out slow. Throw your head back and let the magic of the drug do its course. 

    I feel a weight on my lap, I look up to see Jane leaning down to kiss my neck. I take another hit and put my beer on the floor before placing my hand on her ass and squeezing tightly. I take another hit before handing it to Cole who now has the girl wrapped around him and grinding on him while moaning.

    “Aye yo, boss! Y’all havin’ a party ou’ here and y’all ain’t say s**t to us!” Drew says as he and a few more of the gang step out to the backyard.

    They grab a few chairs and sit after they each grab a beer. We talk, drink, smoke and laugh while telling stories. Some of the guys are playing a drinking game, others are making out with different girls(some with their girlfriends or wives), the rest are smoking with us and laughing. 

    I feel a tap on my shoulder and turn to see Lucas with a worried look on his face. He leans down and whispers, “Sir, we have a problem.”

    I move Jane off my lap and ask, “What is it?” He shifts nervously before saying, “The Prisoner…  She umm…”

    “What?” I ask while raising my eyebrows frustratedly. He gulps and says, “She knocked out Kevin and is now roaming the halls somewhere in the house, sir.” 

    I growl and slam my bottle against the floor causing everyone to stop what they're doing and look at me. I look at everyone and growl, “Find. Me. That. Bitch.” 

    Everyone scrambles into the house, guns in hand, as I make my way to my office with an angry scowl on my face. When I find her, she’ll wish I had killed her when I had the chance. I make it to my office and pull up the security footage from her cell. I watched as she whispered something on Kevin’s ear and he smirks.

    “That c*nt seduced him,” I mutter underwear my breath. I continue watching as Kevin unlocks the cell, giving her the opportunity to attack. He wraps his arms around her and she wraps her arms around his neck before pinching one side of his neck, knocking him out instantly.

    “The b***h does have a brain after all,” I muttered as I clench my hand around a pen. She grabs the AR hunting rifle from the corner of the cell along with the Glock G23 from his waist and walks out of the cell, and that’s when she notices the cameras.

    She gives the camera her middle finger and smirks before blowing a kiss towards it and running off. I growl as I hear the shots and screams from outside. I grab the sniper from under my desk and walk out of my office. As I make my way down to the living room all I see is bodies and blood staining the walls and the floor. 

    “Jacob!” I hear Liz scream from behind me as she runs towards me. “How many dead?” I ask as we walk towards the front door. “Zero. She hates killing people. She might injure them, but she’d never kill anybody.” She says.

    When we get to the front yard, we see her and Tom’s girl getting into a jeep and driving off. “Boss! We gotta find them! I need her back!” Tom says as tears run down his face.

    Tom isn’t a crier. He never cries. He takes things as a joke and he laughs at everything, but I’ve never seen him cry. Let alone over some chick he just met.

    “We’ll find them,” I say.

    I’ll find you, Samantha. And you won’t like it when I do