Gio GioFirst the burning. Then the blood seeping through my fingers. Always the sound of Paolo croaking my name over the crack of more gunfire. Gio, no! Gio, no!Gio’s hit! Gio’s hit!It’s the horror of loss ringing in his voice that makes my heart pound. Not the pain. Not my own fear of death. I don’t think about my demise in the moment. I didn’t when it actually went down, and I don’t in the nightmares that plague me every night. And always the girl. She’s in every nightly replay. Sometimes she gets shot, too. Those are the worst. My inability to rescue her, to protect her from damage makes me want to die right there. Other times she runs to me, after I’ve been shot. She wraps her arms around me and we both fall down. Always her wide blue-green eyes lock onto mine the moment the fir

