Adonis Lightning flashed brilliantly, and the rain pounded on the window pane, matching the million thoughts in my head. My emotions were a mess, making me reluctant to leave the comfort of my bed. It was my wedding day, and I felt like a prisoner, caught up in the aftermath of my own decisions. Nobody made marrying Natalia a matter of life and death. I brought this on myself. The girl I was desperately trying to forget appeared in my mind. I remembered the good times: our first kiss, her angelic voice, her warm core gripping me... Fuck! The images kept flashing one after the other, and I felt a physical pain in my chest. It was embarrassing to admit that I couldn't stop thinking about her despite the pain she had caused me. I wanted to hate her, those forbidden memories, and cast

