You are not my ALPHA

The clinic

I try being calm but I start breathing heavily as we walk in.

"Come on honey. She specialises in werewolf abortions." He whispered to me.

I walked ahead acting calm but started feeling a sharp pain. I hold my side and refuse to scream. Its almost like it knows and is refusing the abortion. Alanna comes to my side.

"Don’t worry it happens to every wolf." Alanna said.

As we walk into the room a see a secret passage with a hidden room. There’s chains in the bed. I look at Damon and he looks spooked. I get into the chair with his help and he squeezes my hand to let me know he is here as the doctor buckles and chains me in. My arms and legs are tightly chained my stomach has two straps. One above and underneath my stomach. I look at Damon and tears are in his eyes to see his mate tied up.

"Ok miss I need you to stay still I need to inject a needle into your stomach to calm it. Now it may look very gross. We will need to cut you open to take it out. As werewolves are harder to abort. I will need the father to grab it. If its to young the wolf spirit moves it around fast. If it is a few months old it will move itself. Do you understand me?" She asks me.

I nod and Damon gets ready.

“Now there is a chance it may be normal but usually the first half of the pregnancy, the baby is in wolf form. So I apologise for what you are about to see.” The doctor replied.

I nodded.

The needle was injected and now all that’s left is to cut open and take my baby. My baby? Huh I never thought id call it that. I feel the knife cutting me and start screaming in pain. The baby is ripped out by Damon quickly and squealing like a pup in pain. Blood dripping down Damon’s arms I can see him getting upset. The doctor looked shocked and then quickly grabbed the new needle to inject the baby. It slowly stopped moving and its heart best stopped. Damon looked at me in pain but could hear something. My skin started ripping itself together to heal instantly. The bites on me breast started connecting and healing. Instantly I felt better but Damon could see I wasn’t unhappy anymore. But he was. In his eyes he just killed a innocent. The doctor took the baby and washed her hands she then gestured to Damon to. He walked over there. Tears streaming down his face. And the doctor came to me.

“So the man that booked the appointment. I’m guessing he isn't a relative." She said to me.

I looked at her confused and Damon looked at both of us.

"He is my relative." I replied.

Damon knows I’m lying.

"Your name isn’t what he said. I got the fax from your father. He’s looking for you. Don’t worry your secrets safe. I will give you 24 hours from when you walk out. To make sure you get away. I heard the other wounds healing. I saw his face. It wasn't his. And I’m not stupid I know you are mates. I also know you. Your father put the reason why we need to all look in the memo. Be safe." Damon looked confused.

"Oh sir can you make sure she doesn’t run for a while or strain. Not until the insides heal. That will take a few days. Help her out please." She told Damon.

Damon carries me to the front. He walks to another place and sits me down. I realise we were in a restaurant and I didn’t even notice my tummy grumbling. I also didn’t notice the many eyes on us as he carried me in.

Damon went up to a counter and ordered a chicken schnitzel with chips and a salad for me and a large steak on his plate with chips and a salad. He also ordered a Pepsi max and a coca cola. I hoped he knew my favourite would always be Pepsi max. But come to think of it I never drank it outside while growing up. He paid a bit extra and didn’t get change. Then he sat down next to me and smiled. He placed his hand on mine and I could hear both our hearts racing in the same sync as I looked into the gorgeous eyes. I notice that his smile reveals little dimples and he had quite a few muscles bulging through his clothes. I look closely trying to remember everything about him. He leans closer and whispers in my ear.

"Your torturing yourself. I know what's happening to you." He says entertained.

I blush and look into my lap.

"I don't know what you mean." I lie as I’m hiding my blushing cheeks behind my hands. He chuckled and leaned closer. His scent making me feel it more.

"I know you are wanting something. We just need to wait. Trust me I know its hard to do as I’m restraining just barely. But I can tell you are because your scent has changed. Just please be patient. I will hurt you after what just happened. I don’t want to see you in pain. So please be patient." He whispered almost as a plea before kissing my neck.