Black Rose

Chapter 18

Matt's POV

I lay awake staring at the ceiling I couldn't sleep. I couldn't get a certain feisty brunette off my mind. She gets under my skin, and she has since the moment I ran into her in front of the studio. She sets my blood on fire. She's smart and sassy. I have so much fun with her, I feel like myself around her. She's freaking gorgeous without even trying, and shes a freak in the sack. The best s*x I have ever had was with her and believe me I've screwed around a lot, not to mention how well she handled both Both Brian and I like no one ever has before. I hated that I hurt her. Brittany was never my girlfriend. I was laying next to to Ariel watching her while she slept off our s*x coma when I realized I had feelings for her. It scared me, I don't do feelings. I freaked out and did what I always do and called an easy piece of a**. It was stupid and I'm an i***t. I couldn't go through with it though. I haven't been able to look at anyone else since that day on the bus. Not even in Vegas. Weman have tried, they always throw themselves at me and usually I'd happily screw whomever but since Ariel I haven't been interested. Brittany left angry when she couldn't seduce me. She knew I was interested in Ariel she said she could tell by the way I stared at her, she said I would regret turning her down for someone like Ariel. No I won't, Ariel is the best kind of woman. I hate seeing her with another man even Brian. Normally I don't mind sharing with him but knowing he can have her and I can upsets me. If she was mine I would prefer to keep her to myself but I could share with Brian occasionally. But I messed it up. He has her and I don't. Maybe I should man up and tell her how I feel before its too late. It might already be too late Shes with him right now.