SPENCER POV
I tell myself I always leave the bathroom door open when I take my morning shower, that’s one of the advantages of living alone. I tell myself I’ve always preferred the shower in the main bathroom — the one on the landing that opens directly across from West’s door. I tell myself that Violet is most probably asleep, that she’s probably exhausted and I’ll be long finished and dressed by the time she surfaces.
I wish to God I hadn’t heard her last night. I wish I hadn’t lingered, hadn’t pressed my ear to her bedroom door to hear her exploring West’s toys with curious fingers. Only those toys aren’t West’s toys. I never got a chance to give most of those beautiful toys to my little girl.
I wanted to make sure Violet went to sleep ok, that’s what I tell myself. I wanted to be su
