NOLAN POV
I thought about going to the gym after getting home but instead changed into running clothes and decided to run in the woods. I wanted to pound away the anger and frustration and self-loathing that were threatening to consume me whole. But no matter how hard, fast, or long I ran, my demons kept pace.
Physically and emotionally exhausted, I returned home to find April and Watt in my kitchen dancing to eighties tunes as they got out plates and opened a box of pizza.
"We were going to start without you," Watt said, grabbing a third plate.
"What are you doing here?"
April looked up at me, her eyes shining with sympathy. "We knew today was the doctor’s appointment and we wanted to find out how it went."
"It was fine." I made a beeline to my bedroom, stripping my clothes, climbin
