NICK'S POV Last night was a total failure, I barely slept, not that I expected any considering that I totally ridiculed myself infront of the woman I love. I walked down to the kitchen hoping to get some drinkable water only to bump into Octavia. Immediately I saw her, my heart skipped, Octavia was quite beautiful this morning. Her eyes sparkled in the morning sun, she smelled of lavender and her sleep hair suited her perfectly. In recent times her skin tone has looked brighter than ever before. Her face had this overwhelming glow which radiated across any room she was in, the children in her belly seem to always be excitedly kicking, a constant reminder of the failure I was as a man, a lover and her mate. I gazed down at her, cursing at the pain that grew in my chest as I tried walk

