Pageblug in Korowelang

45. Anna's Hope

"I really don't need anything, Minah. Luxurious life, lots of wealth or comfort and a throne, it's not my dream. What I need right now is for my mother to get back on the right path and live a normal life like a normal human being. I was sad when I saw my mother was hated by many people and even affected me. I will never forget the torture of torture I endured when I left the house without my mother. I will also never forget when I saw my mother doing evil to other people. My heart feels broken Minah. Destroyed so badly that I even felt completely unworthy to associate with them citizens. Please tell mom to stop everything. I will never mind when you take away all the welfare that you give as long as he wants to return to the right path."

Minah just nodded her head without answering Anna's words. She knew how the girl she had raised since childhood felt. Minah knew even down to the level of the most personal thing that belonged to Anna. But she still tried to convey the mandate given to her by Sarah to advise Anna because Sarah knew Anna only wanted to obey her orders.

"Why are you silent? Don't you agree with what I want?"

"It's not like that, Miss. It's not that I don't know what I want, it's just... how it feels... Ah, I can't say anything. I'm sorry my number really can't do much to help Miss."

Anna smiled bitterly. She knew it was hard for Minah to side with her because once she made a wrong move, her life and her family would be at stake.

"That's enough. I know you're just carrying out mom's orders to tell me to stop what I want. You are innocent at all and I know you are a human being who is very loyal to your master. One drawback is not having the courage to say something honest because honestly what you are about to say really hurts the employer's heart. If I may suggest to you Minah, be honest even though to be honest it is really very painful and will make you die because of it. Will put you in the best place when you carry out his orders. Don't worry because God's promises are real."

"I dare not, Miss"

"Stop getting out of my sight and back to your activities. You don't have to tell mom that I don't want to follow her orders. I will stay on the road and ask God to put my mother back on the right path.”

Minah nodded her head straight that gave rise to steps while bowing her body to pay respect to Anna. Several times Sarah did forbid her to bow in front of Anna, but Minah still did it because she felt very refreshed towards the master's child who really had strong principles.

I beg you to say goodbye.

Anna nodded her head and then she walked back to the laptop that was on her study table. She tried to look at the CCTV camera one more time. There was a very gruesome sight there. Sarah still tortures Rimang's crow.

“In what way will you return to the right path, Mom? How can I intervene to prevent the killing of the people around us? Not to mention the pageblug that you created really made all the residents in the Sultanate of Alexandria very panicked and anxious. Oh God help me. I want to stop my mother's activities but I don't know how."

Ana continues to monologue while watching her laptop screen.

She knows that nothing is in vain in her struggle, but right now she has not been given the opportunity and is on the road to take a decisive step.

Tired of doing writing activities and watching her mother's cruelty on the laptop screen, Ana immediately turned off her laptop. She then stepped into the bathroom to clean her body and took ablution water after which she faced the Almighty by praying two rak'ahs. In the prayer that was said there was only one return of the mother to the right path and this made the child shed more tears. The helplessness that really tormented her.

Several times she heard the cellphone on her study table ringing but she still couldn't receive the call. She knew her mother had called because so far only her mother knew the number. People outside the house who did not know her contact at all. Her friends have absolutely no desire to ask for a contact number because they are afraid of her evil mother and this is very painful for ana.

To be honest, she actually wants to have close friends who want to accept her as she is, but she must know herself and be aware that it's impossible. For other people it may be a very trivial desire but not for ana. The wish to have a true friend is a very difficult wish to fulfill. Some people really hate her especially when they know she is a descendant of Sarah. The number one most evil woman in the world who has made their lives miserable suffering from being separated from their families.

“Then what should I do Lord? If it's difficult to have real friends, how about having a husband? I'm not sure there will be a man who will accept me as I am."

Ana looked up at the sky that spread wide above her. The clear cloudless sky seemed to laugh at her fate. Ana shook her head trying to resist the activities of the sky, which was still laughing at her until her stomach hurt.

"If you're in my position for a minute, I'm sure you won't be able to reach the sky, so don't laugh at me. You should have supported me. Don't be like those who are always sweet all because of the position of my mother's child. Don't sky please don't do that. You can do anything including throwing stones at me with water or whatever, but one thing I ask is never to mock me, I have the right to live happily with my mother."

"Come on, don't be a crybaby, I know you can't do anything and don't have any power to stop this mother ana. You are a weak girl, let alone do not have friends and friends. You have nothing and can't do anything because you can't even help yourself."

Ana looked back up at the sky to find the source of the sound she heard. She wanted to make sure that her ears didn't mishear the words that had just been uttered by the vast object that lay majestically above hier Between believing and not believing the child finally decided to be silent while contemplating what someone from the sky said.

“Heavens, it might be true what you say that I am weak and can't do anything to help myself. I know what you are saying is all right, nothing wrong at all but please understand me. After all I am a human who has desires and never forgets me before God. I don't have anything but I have an almighty God who always helps me live this life.

No one answered this time. The child was free to say all the burdens that were in her heart so that she did not realize that someone was already standing staring at him behind the door.