It's Not Him, It's You

Chapter Six: Jealousy's Aftermath

A/N: Observe explicit contents on this chapter. Read at your own risk.

“What are you doing here?”

“What are you doing here?”

What on earth is he doing here? I mean, I thought he was just visiting his relatives in here. This is a university party, my university. Gosh! What if he knew that I go to the school near this village?

I close my eyes as I felt my headache. I held it with my hand, “You first, what are you doing here? I thought you were just visiting your relatives. What are you doing at this party?”

“I just came from your apartment. I left after ringing countless times. I nearly thought you’re ignoring me again,” his eyes lowered on the ground. He looks so cute. “So, what about you? What are you doing here?” he asks.

I sighed, “I was with a friend. She wanted me to come since we haven’t had a good time together,” I said. Now that I’ve been standing for quite so long, I finally felt the dizziness. Thank goodness, he caught me again in his arms.

I heard him sigh, “Come on. Let’s get you home,”

I push myself away quickly, “I’m not yet going home. The party is still on. I want to stay and have fun with my friend,” I was about to turn around when he quickly pulled my wrist closer to him.

“You’re drunk, Nikola. It’s not safe here,”

“I can handle myself just fine. Just go. I’m going back to my friend,”

“You’re lost, aren’t you?”

I paused and glared at him, “I am not,” I lied.

“Nice try. I’ve been watching you from afar. I saw you left the bathroom,”

“What a sucker. Hey, should I start getting scared of you?” I gagged.

“You’ll go with me or I will carry you out?”

“What?” he was about to carry me in his arms but I quickly push him away. “Fine, fine! I’ll go with you, happy?”

“Let’s go,” he took my hand and drag me outside the house into his car. It’s a different car now. I really don’t have any interest in cars but I can tell that this one is much expensive than the one he uses to drive at school before.

I sat in silence on the passenger seat. I place my arms on my chest and my attention is outside the windshield. I can still hear the muffled sound of the music from the house.

“You look pretty, by the way,” he suddenly said and started the engine. I just turn my head to look at him for a while before I returned my attention outside, biting my lower lip to stop myself from smiling wide.

When we arrived at my apartment, I realized something, “Hey! You never answered my question earlier! What on earth are you doing at that party?”

I drop my purse on the coffee table and went to the kitchen to get some water to drink. I feel so hot and intoxicated by all those beers I chugged.

“I’m meeting someone,” finally, he confessed.

I paused for a while. Someone. Then, I drank the entire water in the bottle. I tossed it on the sink carelessly and approach him behind the kitchen counter.

“Really?” I said grasping the edges of the marble to support myself.

“Yes, my cousin. She initially invited me to come because she wants me to introduce to her friends but I refused because I was planning to come to your place,”

Friends? Let’s see how would you react to this.

My eyebrow raised, “Huh, really? If you wouldn’t have dragged me out of that party, I would have met that guy my friend was going to introduce me,”

His eyes darkened and licked his lower lip. He scoffs, “You want me to drive you back there?”

“Nah. I’ll just meet him on Monday. I heard his visiting me to school,” I lied.

He stood up from the high stool and slowly walk behind me. I turn around as he put his arms on my sides, locking me in.

He lowered his head to level our faces, “Are you making me jealous?” he asks darkly.

I raised an eyebrow, “Me? Making you jealous? Of course not!” I denied it with a touch of sarcasm on every inch of my voice.

“Oh, yeah?” his voice suddenly changed into a raspy one. “Because it f*****g makes me kiss you right now,” his eyes full of lust met mine.

I stood silent, suppressing the urge to kiss him first. “You can’t make me kiss you back,” I dare, fighting back his flaming stares.

Like a hungry lion, he captured my lips and swallowed them like it is his. My eyes went fluttered shut and I held his muscly arms for support. His other handheld my cheek to put my head still as his tongue explore every corner of my mouth. The fire inside me ignited making me want to deepen our kiss even more.

My hands traveled up to my shoulders and encircled my arms around his neck to push him closer to me as I kiss him back. I’ve never been so hungry like this. His lips and his touch are making me insane. I can feel him smirking.

His hand left my cheek and both traveled down my thighs. He heaves me up and easily placed me on the kitchen counter. We’re gasping for air when we broke apart. My heart is beating so fast, pumping hot blood all over me.

He stood in between my thighs and my skirts rolled up revealing more of my skin. My arms still encircled around his neck.

“Tell me, does he kiss just like that?” he whispered to my ear. I did not answer, “I want to taste all of you,” he added.

His head turned to me and our eyes met. “f**k you,” I said and kiss him again passionately.

I felt his hands traveled up my waist and pulled my turtle neck off my upper body, tossing the garment behind me. I was only left with my bra. Putting his arms on my sides, he leaned closer and left a tingling kiss on my neck. My back slightly arched in contact with his lips on my skin. All I can hear was my pleasure moans and his kisses.

I tilted my head every now and then as his mouth traveled everywhere on my neck and on my chest. He looked up again to meet my eyes. I was gasping for air as we stare at each other.

Those eyes were treacherous. It makes me easily lure myself into his fire.

I gasp as his hands traveled inside my skirt. He found the thin cloth inside and rolled it down to my thighs. I close my eyes as his one hand daringly traveled inside and I felt him stop just close from me.

His free hand made me look at him and he kisses me passionately. It’s so slow that it made me so dizzy. With his hands all over me, I’m getting out of control. I like how he dominates me.

Still aware of his hands near me, I moaned in between our kisses as his palm rub me hard. His lips on mine and while his hands under me make me insanely good. Why is he so good at this?

I moaned so loud in between our kisses as he keeps on rubbing me. I can’t help but clawed my nails on his broad shoulders as I internally feel him.

I was gasping for air as he stops but the absence of his hands makes me want him more. “Why d’you to stop?” I gasp, my eyes met his. I know he’s more than hungry as I am.

“Why don’t you want me to stop?” he whispered.

“Because you’re making me feel so good, happy?” I snap.

He smirked, “You really know how to snap, don’t you?” he said. “Say my name, Nikola,” he suddenly whispered as I felt his hands move again under. But now, it’s different. A finger was only rubbing in my entrance and can’t help but yelped in pleasure.

His other hand made me look at him and he made a chaste kiss. “You can tell me to stop,”

We stared at each other as my heart won’t stop beating so fast. “Don’t…stop, Scion,” I moaned and soon after, I felt his hands inserted. My mouth went agape as he keeps going in and out of me. I moaned his name as I felt so good.

He inserted another finger and I arched in pleasure.

“You’re so tight. Relax, Nikola. Look at me,”

We stared at each other and I felt myself relax but still aware of what’s happening under me. “I want to see you feeling so good with me,” he lustfully said and slowly inserted his fingers on me. My eyes fluttered shut and I moaned to the top of my lungs.

“f**k, Scion…” I moaned as his hand reach my bottom and made me move in sync with his finger. “Aaaah…aah,” I rocked my body up and down as he keeps on doing his job. “Aaaaah…Fuck, you’re so good,” I whimpered lustfully with my head held back as I feel the pressure of his fingers between me.

“And you’re so beautiful, Nikola,” he whispered to my ears as I get insanely good with his touch. We kissed as he keeps his work under me. I felt so drunk and intoxicated again. I don’t want to stop this anymore.

“Please don’t stop,” I begged as I kiss him and pulled him even more.

“I’ll make you feel good tonight. Don’t worry,” he whispered as he kisses me. Every up and down are taking the s**t out of me. Why is he so good at this? It’s making me crazy.

We went on like that for a bit longer until we got tired. I got knocked out on his chest and I gasp for air like I just ran miles and miles away.

“Let’s fix you up,” he said. He rolled my underwear back and fixed my skirt.

“I want to take a shower,” I inserted. He looked at me with a serious face. I quickly felt my cheeks went red, “I-I’m not implying anything. It’s just that I want to freshen up a bit before I sleep,” I quickly defended myself.

He chuckled, “Do you want me to join you?” he teases.

“It depends on you,” I hesitated, thinking if that was the right word to say.

He heartily laughed and chastely kissed me that I can’t help to flutter shut my eyes. “That’s for another day,” he whispered to my ears.

I looked down and pursed my lips as I nodded. I laughed, “Maybe,” I raise an eyebrow and we both laughed.

He helped me got off the counter and I went to the bathroom inside my room as he sat down on the couch of the living room. It took me a while in the shower. I went outside to check on him and I found him lying on the couch. He’s staring blankly at the ceiling with one arm under his head.

I approach him, “What are you thinking so deeply?” I said and sat down on a small space before his legs.

He didn’t look at me but nevertheless, answered, “I was thinking what could happen if I have joined you in the shower?” he turns his head to look at me.

“What the hell?” I ridiculously said and quickly look away as I felt myself blush again.

“Just kidding,” he chuckled as sat down beside me. “Since you’re done. I should get going now,”

“Sure,” I nodded and pursed my lips. We both stood up and walked together to the front door with him behind me.

As we reach the front door, he called my name, “Nikola,”

I turn around and before I could ask ‘what?’, his lips were already on mine. I close my eyes as our kiss turns into a passionate one. I held his arms as I felt my knees melting, afraid that I might collapse. It wasn’t enough, he explored the inside of my mouth again that made me whimper silently.

His hands traveled down to my waist and soon after, I felt the cold surface of my front door behind my back. He pinned me on the door and we kissed like there’s no tomorrow. His lips landed on my neck once again and left a tingling feeling on it.

He stops kissing my neck and started kissing my lips again in the most dizzying way I ever felt tonight. He broke the kiss and leaned his head on my shoulder and encircled his arms around my waist.

I was surprised and confused by his sudden action. “Are you okay? What’s gotten onto you?” I giggled as I felt his nose nuzzled on my neck.

“I’m resisting myself,” he casually said.

My head creased, “Resisting yourself from?” I innocently ask.

“From stripping you again,” he answered that made me pursed my lips to suppress a burst of laughter. “I hate to know that you’re not wearing anything underneath,” he groaned and I can’t help but blush.

“Is this your way of punishing me? You’re turning me on,” he groaned again. I was wearing a silky nightgown. I am so used to not wearing underwear and a bra since I’m all alone here.

I bit my lower lip, “I thought you’re going home?” I gasp as I feel his palm traveling down my thigh up to my hips, lifting the hem of my nightgown.

“That’s a bummer,” he groaned and quickly removed his hands.

I laughed, “I want to ask you something,” I said.

He moved his head away from my neck to look at me properly, “What is it?”

I cleared my throat, “I was wondering what you did the other day that you weren’t able to stop by?” I looked down at my feet because I am so embarrassed nevertheless, I look back again to take a look at his reaction.

He smiled, “You were waiting for me?”

I look away and put my arms on my chest as I felt shy, “No, I was just wondering what have you been busying yourself?” I awkwardly cleared my throat before I looked up at him.

His eyes squeezed into an almost thin line and the sides of his eyes wrinkled as he laughs at me, “You’re so cute,” he said. “But to answer your question, I was busy arranging my documents in school I’m going to transfer,”

“What do you mean?” My eyes widen, “You’re staying here for good?”

“I guess that’s the plan,” he shrugged. “Why? You hate it that I’ll be staying here?”

My eyes fluttered multiple times, “No, of course not. What made you stay?”

He acted like he was thinking so deeply, “Let’s see, maybe because I like the weather here and the girl in front of me right now,” he cupped my cheeks and kissed me deeply.

And I can say it's the loveliest night of my life so far.