I found the advil and grabbed two pills out of the bottle. I put them in my mouth and drunk the sink water to get it down my throat. Quickly, i opened the door and walked past him to the room. I heard his footsteps following me but i acted like i didn’t care. I got in the room and sat on the mattress, not acknowledging him.
“ so i see you now about my disorder...,” he started speaking. I nodded. “ listen. What just happened, that wasn’t me! You see... there’s only 2 of them because myself doesn’t count. There’s roc and chase. Chase is the person you just saw. He’s so aggressive, abusive, and doesn’t have a heart. He literally has no feelings at all whatsoever. He doesn’t like when people disobey him when things don’t go his way. I try to control him from coming out but he always seems to take control of me. “ i shoot my head trying to take everything in .
“ so what about roc ?”, i asked quietly.
“ roc is a freak . He loves s*x and everything intimate like that. He doesn’t care what kind of s*x it is, he just goes with it.
He can’t resist seeing beautiful girls like you without doing Something.” I felt myself blush.” I can actually control him better though. Like when you got out the shower, i really had to stop him myself because he wasn’t gonna do it on his own. And of course me, chres. I’m normal I guess you can say. That’s why I never do anything to you. I don’t try to hurt you or make you feel uncomfortable. I want you to feel good.”
So why’d you kidnap me if you’re so nice,” i said the last part sarcastically.
“ chase has been watching you for a while. Like i said, i have a really hard time controlling him from coming out. But now that I actually have you, i don’t wanna let you go,” he explained. I closed my eyes and put my head in my heads.
“I see you’re kind of frustrated so I’ll give you some time.” Then he left.
I looked at a clock on the wall and it said it was 6:37 . That’s when I realize how hungry I was. I got up, put on a big t-shirt , and walked downstairs . I went in to the kitchen and opened the refrigerator . There was so much food . I was so much food.i was wondering why because he is so...fit. I rechecked in and grabbed this out of pizza that you had to cook in the oven. So that’s why I did. As it was cooking, i walked out
The kitchen and bumped into him.
“ what’re you making?,” he asked smiling.
“ umm...pizza. Sorry for not asking. I was just really hungry,” i answered. I was kind of scared i didn’t know what “chase” would do because I didn’t have permission.
“ mmm good choice. I was just about to order some pizza..”, he said. Then he just stood there which was very awkward. I looked around and tried to think of a conversation.
“Uh.. can i, um, call my mom?”, i asked.
He gave a simple answer,” ok. Come.” He had me sit on the couch and gave me his phone. He sat across from me while I dialed my moms number after adding *67. I brought the phone to my ear and after 3 rings, she picked up.
“ hello?, she asked in a quiet voice. It sounded she was crying.
“Mom!,” i yelled with a huge smile on my face.
“Ava.oh gosh! Are you okay?! Where are you?!?! “ she cried out.
“Um am okay . He hasn’t done anything to me ,” i explained partly lying.
“Who is he ?,” she screamed , i look at chresanto not knowing what to say. He held his hand out and i put the phone in it.
“Hello?,” he asked. I heard a lot of screaming on the other end of the phone. “ she’s fine. I didn’t do any...,” he was cut off by more yelling. I couldn’t make out what she was saying. “ stop...yelling...at me and let me explain.”, he said shouting the last word. His body started shaking and i could tell his other side was coming out. “ no i am not bringing her back,” he screamed making me jump. Them he threw the phone against the wall and it broke into pieces. His leg was going up and down and his first were balled up.
“Chresanto?,” i whispered. I learned over to him and put my hand over his. He immediately snacked his hand away and stood up.
“Don’t f*****g touch me!’” He yelled. I closed my eyes waiting for the blow. But it didn’t happen. I opened my eyes and he wasn’t there. I want towards the kitchen where I saw him opening oven. He took the pizza out and put it on top of the oven . “ I’m sorry ava. I’m trying.”
I leaned against the wall , “ i could help you but you can’t just get mad and hit me.”
“ I’ll try. Only for you. Something about you just makes me so calm. I’ve never been nice to Anyone of my girls before. You’re lucky,” he said before cutting the pizza into eight. He got two plates and put two slices for each of us. I grabbed the plate with one hand and he took it away. You have to hold with both hands!”
I signed and put both hands to carry it over to the couch. I finished the first slice in less than a minute. That’s how hungry i was. He started laughing and i looked at him.
What’s so funny?”
“You’re eating like you’ve never eaten a day in your life!”, he laughed. I grabbed a napkin, wiped my mouth, and sat back. I made a pouty face just to make him feel bad.”Ava... you know i was joking.,” he said. It made me flinch a little because that’s what I said before he... went crazy on me. I felt my eyes burning, the tears trying to come out but i wouldn’t let them. He still noticed. “ what’s wrong?”
I looked at him as he scooted closer to me. Way too close. I couldn’t slide over though because I was at edge .
“Well.. you just said something that I said . About how were just joking . It just reminded me when you got so mad and almost.....raped me. What if you can’t stop yourself next time?? What if chase takes full control?? What if—,” he cut me off by kissing me. My eyes were wide of shock. I was expecting rough sloppy kiss but this one was sweet. I didn’t kiss back. I couldn’t! He was a murderer , kidnapper, rapist... that’ll be wrong. He continued and leaned down onto me making me fall back. His lips were so soft.... and juicy.
“ Don’t stop yourself Ava..,” he said against my lips. His tongue pressed against my lips, waiting for a entrance. And i gave it to him. I fell into the trap. My kidnapper was kissing me and I was kissing him back. The worst part was i actually liked it. After moments of kissing, i ran out of breath and pulled away. I quickly pushed him off me and wiped my mouth once again.
“ i can’t believe i just...kissed you. f**k!!,” i yelled out. I ran up the stairs, into the room, and slammed the door. I fell asleep.
All over the mattress. My period. I heard the shower running so i had to go to the bathroom downstairs. As soon as i lifted my top half up i groaned... loud. It felt like someone was stabbed me! I heard a door open and running then my door was swung open. My mouth hung down. He stood there wet, water dripping from his head to his abs why did he have to be crazy??
He laughed quietly from my expression. I lifted the cover off of me and his face immediately changed. “ what the f**k Ava? What is this? He asked loudly. I didn’t answer him because.... i was still recovering from his body. He walked over to me and grabbed both my hands so he could pick me up. As soon as he did, i bent over because it hurt so much. He basically carried me to the bathroom. “ do you want me to help you undress? I promise roc won’t do anything.” He began taking my clothes off starting with the shirt. “ so why is there blood everywhere?”
“ my period.its going to be pretty bad because i don’t have my birth control with me,” i answered. He took off my b*a, still looking at my face.
Explained. He walked out and came back fully clothed. Dammit.
“I’ll go to get you some stuff. But you have to promise me won’t leave. I trust you,” he said.
I won’t leave. Because then chase is gonna get mad, find me, and probably kill me,” i joked.
He shook his head with a smile, “ I’ll be back.”
I got into the shower and sat down on the floor of it. The water felt so good. It seemed to wash everything away. I relaxed myself, closed my eyes, and enjoyed.
I was sitting on the chair by the pool, just laying down. I had one of his T-shirt on and boxers. I had to use tissue because he stil was back. It was 2 by now and I was wondering what’s taking him so long. Deep into my thoughts, i dozed off.
I woke up to the sound of glass breaking and yelling. The sky was pinkish meaning it had to be at least 5 . I ran into the house and saw chres pacing back forth. Once i shut the sliding door , he turning towards me and his lit up.
“Ava i thought you left me !,” he shouted.
“ i was outside. You should’ve checked,” i simply said. I looked around and there were a few broken plates on the floor in the kitchen. But in the living room. There was loads of bags. “ what the hell did you get?!”
“ well. I didn’t know what you wanted so just got a bunch of girl stuff. Things i though you might like,” he said. He walked to one of the bags and handed it to me. There was pads, tampons. Panty liner,and wipes. I took out the package of pads.wipes. Found some underclothes then went to the downstairs bathroom.
“ wait. What about other stuff? He asked.
“ i don’t wear tampons,” i said before closing the door.
When I came out i felt so refreshed and clean when I came out. He was sitting down on his phone. I thought he broke it? He brought another one? Where did get all this money from? He turned his head towards me and put his phone down. “ come sit with me,” he insisted. I walked over slowly and sat on the other side of the couch . He pulled my arms towards him , “ why are you still nervous ?” He asked. I stood up and crossed my arms. Giving him a look.
“ I’m not nervous. For what?” I said. He smirked at my reaction.
“ because you get all shaky and your cheeks get red” he said standing up. He grabbed me by my waist and asked,” can i kiss you?” I nodded before even thinking and his lips pressed against mine. I automatically opened my mouth, letting his tongue in. His hands went down to my a*s where he gave a squeeze and i moaned.
I think it was my period. I’m always super horny.
He broke away and smiled at me,” not while you’re on your period.”
“ no no no. I can’t. You’re criminal! This is so wrong.”, i cried out.
“ i don’t treat you in a bad way. I know i kidn*pped you and all and I’m sorry. But don’t think of it that way. Think of it as like I’m you’re friend,” he explained. Friend. I can try.
Okay. I try and forget the fact you took me away from home,” i said being sarcastic. I put my hand over my mouth realized what I did . f**k! I’m sorry.
“ don’t worry. if you try for me. I’ll try for you.
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