Dying would be a better choice right now. An easier and less painful one. Rather than staying alive and feeling every f*****g shade of pain I never knew existed.
I wasn't even sure what part of my body hurt more. Was it my swollen eyes that dripped blood in intervals? Or my bleeding ankle that made walking almost impossible and f*****g excruciating? Or my aching chest? Or the burning sensation crushing my heart into bits?
The pain already pierced into my soul, shattered my resolve, and left me at its mercy. I could almost feel my soul leaving me.
Before now, I'd conjure up images and moments with Elena in my head. They sheltered me from the pain. Kept my mind distracted and at peace. Endless fantasies of getting reunited with her had me in one piece. Until I found out in the most painf
