“Bullseye!” The guard yelled, waving the flag. I picked another arrow, attached it to the bow, and pulled. All the simmering emotions from last night flooded into my head in a mad rush. It's the most hellish night I've had in the last two years. More hellish because I had Elena so close and yet, I was fighting every urge not to get any f*****g close to her. I pulled. It hit the target. “Bullseye!” The guard waved the flag again. I picked another. This was a sick way of trying to distract my mind. To keep the thoughts in my head from driving me nuts. I aimed for the target again. But her face flashed in my eyes, forcing out a grunt from me. I lowered the bow, taking seconds to catch my breath. Escaping from my thoughts wasn't helping. Maybe embracing them would. So f**k it, wh

