$Pain and Pleasure$

Dinner

A week later..

I'm standing in the line at starbucks to order myself a coffee. I've had a long day at work and the last thing I need is to stand in a big line but I really just want that coffee. I'm just looking forward to get home and sit down on the couch watching some tv.

"A women suit suits you." I suddenly hear Dimitri voice in my ear. I turn around and I look right into his chest because he's so much taller than me. I look even further up to meet his eyes and I see him standing with the same frozen expression as he so often wears.

"Thank you." I say and I feel myself get really nervous.

"Late day at work?" He asks me and I nod.

"A very long." I say smiling. I can see the exhaustion on my face.

"Have you are yet?" He asks me. Why would he asks me that?

"No not yet." I say honestly.

"Let's go somewhere else then and grab a bite of something to eat." He offers. "My treat."

"Are you inviting me out?" I ask confused.

" Don't get any intention little one." He says. He lays his hand on my upper back and pushes me gently out of the line. "I just doubt that you are gonna go somewhere to get a proper meal right now." And he's right I would just go home and make myself a sandwich.

"So, where are we going?" I ask as we leave starbucks. My question makes him turn around and grab my neck gently as he speaks in my ears.

"Next time you speak without permission then I'm gonna punish." He whispers in my ear. Holy shit.. I just asked him a question? 

"I'm sorry sir." I whisper. Dimitri doesn't say anything as we walk over to his Mercedes. He opens the door for me to get in and I get in without saying anything. I wanna say to him that my car is here and I wanna ask him if he's gonna drive me to it afterward but I'm afraid that he's gonna punish me.

"I liked the show the other night." He breaks the silence in the car.

"I'm glad you did." I say as I now look at him. "What did you like the most?" My question makes him glare at me shortly. I know that look I did something wrong.

"What did I just tell you less than two minutes ago?" He asks me. Can't I ask him question when we have a conversation without being punished? He needs to understand that I'm not a full time sub and I don't live by those rules.

"Dimitri..I'm not a full time submissive, I don't live my those rules." I remind him.

"Around me you will."

"So I can't even ask you a question when we have a conversation?"

"You need to ask permission."

"I need to ask a question to ask a question?" I ask as it doesn't make sense to me.

"I thought you were trained." He shakes his head.

"I am but your rules are apparently way more different than other Dom's."

"It's called respect Stella." He says and I don't say anything. I just look out of the window. "I liked the p***y spanking the most. You seemed to enjoy it too." I don't answer him because I don't know of I'm allowed to answer him.

"What did you enjoy the most?"

"I liked when he called people on the stage to let them use me." I say.

"Ronnie is really good at doing the show and because you trust him so much then it just completed the show." He says. Again I don't dare to answer because I'm scared that I might be punished and I'm just not in the mood of a hard spanking today. "You become very quite."

"I guess I'm just not looking far a punishment today sir." I sigh.

"Fine let's cut the dominant thing off today and then you are free to ask me what you want, but don't make a habit out of it. This is a one time thing but I want to have a enjoyable dinner with you and since you're unsure about the limit then you're gonna be tense the whole way though." He now says. It surprises that he's gonna let it go for few hours.

"Thank you." I say.

We get to a really nice and fancy restaurant and it's clear that it's expensive. The waiter shows us to a table and I feel so misplaced here in a work suit. Ive never been to such a expensive restaurant so I barely know how to act here. It feels like people are staring at me, it's like there's written 'she doesn't belong here' on my forehead.

"Red or white?" He asks me referring to what color of wine I like the best.

"White." I say politely. Dimitri orders some white wine and the waiter lets Dimitri tastes the wine before it then gets served to me. We then get a menu card each and when I'm opening the card I almost fell down the chair. It's really expensive. "This is really expensive Dimitri." I say. I'm not a fancy girl and I'm not a girl who wants fancy things like this. I don't feel comfortable in these environment and it feels like people are starting at me crazy.

"It's really good food." He just says.

"You didn't have to invite me out to an expensive place. I would've been fine with Burger King." My words make Dimitri look up from his menu card.

"But I wouldn't." He says. "Stop complaining. I would hate to regret that I spend some time with you." It seems like he can't turn the dominance completely off.

"I'm sorry." I say shamefull as I look down into the menu card. "What can you recommend?"

"The salmon salad is really good and it goes perfectly with white wine." He says.

"Then I would like to have a salmon salad." I say smiling and Dimitri meet my eyes shortly before they return down to the menu card again. We sit for a while in silence as he looks through the menu card and then he finally orders some food.

"How old are you Stella?" He now asks.

"I'm 26." I say.

"You're very young." He chuckles. I don't think I'm that young.

"How old are you?" I ask.

"33." He says. He's almost 10 years older than me. I've never been with a man older than me. Ronnie is 28 and the oldest man I've been is 30.

"I'm really not that young." I them say.

"You are. It also explains why you are so inexperienced." He says and I roll my eyes now. I don't think I'm inexperienced, I'm actually a very good submissive and I've never heard any complain.

"Will you stop saying that? I'm not inexperienced. Have you consider that there's different level of b**m?" I ask annoyed.

"No I think it's all about training. Your body is capable of way more than you think." He says. "But I was actually talking about your behavior and your obedience."

"You're more different than other Dom's Dimitri." I state.

"No, I'm really not. Many doms just spare their submissive, they don't teach them and guide them as they should do. Many doms forget that it's about the roles and about respect." Dimitri says and I'm confused now.

"You need to explain that to me." I say.

"Too many Dom's think about the submissive and their feelings and needs. I don't say that you shouldn't but you should only do that when she deserves it. I've met a lot of Dom's who ends up feeling sorry for their submissive and then spare her the punishment. A Dom's shouldn't do that, it doesn't earn a dom respect." He explains and I get it now. Dimitri is about the very true b**m, the level of submission I haven't experienced yet but I would like to try it.

"You're about the very true BDSM." I say.

"I am." He confirms.

"Ronnie is like you." I say. I know I haven't experienced that level yet but Ronnie is definitely the most hardcore dom I've been with.

"Ronnie is nothing like me." He chuckles. "Ronnie is a very good trainer and Ronnie's mind is very similar to my mind, Ronnie just ends up feeling sorry for the submissive sometimes which is a shame because if he didn't then he would be the perfect dom."

"Haven't you ever felt sorry for a submissive?" I ask.

"No. I told you, my mind is twisted and I get off on that shit." He says.

"So it turns you on to whip a  girl?  To hear her suffer and cry?" I ask curious.

"Yes." He says. It should scare me and a part of me is scared but also a part of me wants to experience it.

"I want to try it Dimitri." I admit.

"I need a contract on you then." He says but I don't do contract.

"Why can't we do it without a contract?" I ask.

"I need my safety." He says and once again I'm confused.

"Safety?"

"I have to be sure that you can't sue me for assault if I whip your ass until your skin breaks." He asks. Would he do that?

"Would you ever do that to me? " I shutter.

"If you had done something which required that kind of punishment then yes." He says. Would I be okay with that? Never I've been whipped until my skin broke and yes it scares me. "The look in your eyes changed."

"What would earn me that kind of punishment?" I ask him.

"You have to really anger me and you'll quickly find out where that limit is." He says.

"I want you to dominate me." I say.

"Are you ready for a contract Stella?"

"On one condition."

"Do you think this is a negotiation? I think you forget who I am." He frowns.

"I just want you to dominate me one time without a contract."

"No. There's a lot of things that you have to earn before I do that sort of thing with you. Either you sign a contract or then you got nothing." He says harshly.

"I need to know if it's something for me." I say.

"The contract only gonna last 3 months so that gives you time to see if it's something for you." He says. 3 months is a long time if I don't like it.

"It's a long time if I hate it from day one."

"The first period includes a lot of training but I doubt that you'll hate it." He says. I stay quite because is this something I wanna get involved in? I never wanted to sign a contract so why am I about to do it with him? "So are you gonna sign a contract?"

"Sorry... But I can't." I say. I'm not gonna get caught up in that and I realised now that he has some kind of influence on me which is dangerous. I always told myself that I would only sign a contract of I was in love. Now it's just desire which almost made me agree to a contract with him.

"What made you almost say yes?" He asks.

"My desire for you." I admit and he just nods. I wanna change the subject so it doesn't get awkward between us. "How many submissive do you have right now?"

"Two." He says. "But they are no fun anymore. I actually only use them for shows and

 When I need to get laid, mostly I let other Dom's use them. That's why I'm looking for a new one, someone like you Stella, a little rebellion which I can have a lot of fun with." Its weird that he didn't want anything to do with me to start with.

"When you first met me you didn't want me."

"But I was wrong about you. I think your stubbornness is a good quality and it does that you can take a lot of pain."

"I told you."

"You know that I always get what I want in the end right?" He says in this cocky way.

"And you know how stubborn I'm, right?" I give him a cocky tone as well.

"That's what I like most about you." He smirks. I'm glad that I've makeup on right now because he just made me blush like crazy. Luckly the waiter now comes with our food and I don't have to respond. The salmon salad tasts amazing like he said it would!

"This is really good." I say.

"I told you." He smirks as he takes a bite of his own food. "When did you first discover that you like b**m?"

"I saw a porn video and it just turn me on so much that I watched it over and over again." I tell him.

"Tell me about that video." He says.

"The girl was bound with ropes and she was lying totally helpless on the floor. Then the dominant walks in with the flog and begins to whip her and just to hear and see her reaction to this turned me on and wanted someone to do that to me so bad. Then he begin to f**k her mouth as another guy walked in, this man had a wand in his hand and he put it on her p***y in high volume and asked her to hold the orgasm. The two men f****d her in all her holes, whipped her and dominated her." I explain and Dimitri just nods his head. "Then I started to research this lifestyle and I also become more extreme with what I'm watching. I like to see how dominant were punishing their submissive and I liked to see a girl being abused and f****d by several of guys and it quickly became a fantasy of mine."

"You watched videos of submissive being punished?" He asks.

"Yes."

"Did they turn you on?" He asks.

"Yes." I say and I can feel myself blushing.

"Is their any fantasies you haven't experienced yet?" He asks now.

"Yes."

"Which ones." He asks and I can feel myself getting really embarrassed because I get so shy when I've to talk about fantasies.

"I've never been punished by the several of guys at the same time, I would like to try that." I say.

"Like a group punishment?"

"Yes."

"What more?" He asks.

"I've never tried p***y clamps." I say.

"You definitely missed something then." He says.

"I bet I have." I say.

"I would make all those fantasies come true if you would let me." He says. I want him to make my fantasies come true, oh I want it so bad but I don't wanna sign the contract. He looks so tempting sitting in his suit and perfect hair. I want him so bad right now that I'm actually getting wet just to look at him.

"I will let you without a contract." I say.

"I'm not gonna do anything without a contract Stella." He says.

"I'm not gonna do anything with a contract Dimitri." I give him an attitude.

"Don't get smart Stella because I won't hesitate to spank you in front of all those people." He warns me.

"You promised not to be dominant tonight." I remind him.

"It doesn't mean that you can be rude towards me and act like you want." He says.

"Why can't we do it without a contract?" I ask.

"I've already told you."

"If you really want me taht bad then you'll do it without a contract."

"I'm not stupid Stella. I may want to dominate you but you're still just a women and you don't make rules." He says.

"What if we just have s*x?" I say as I run my foot up his legs towards his member to tease him.

"I don't do vanilla sex." He says and I now have my foot pressed against his member and I rub it lightly. "I don't react lightly on teasing."

"I wanna tell you another fantasy." I say biting my lip now.

"Spit it out."

"I want you and Ronnie to dominate me, f**k me and abuse me."I say and I feel his member grow in his pants.

" You better move your foot if you don't want to add more to your punishment." He says and I put my foot down. Punishment? But he promised me not to do that.

"But I haven't done anything." I gasp.

"You didn't move your foot the first time you were told." He says.

"You said that there was non of that tonight." I say.

"Then you shouldn't have misbehaved like that." He says. I don't say anything, I just avoid his eye and begin to eat my food again. "What was your first b**m experience?"

"It wasn't that interesting to be honest." I say and look at him.

"I wanna hear it."  He says.

"I've a boyfriend at that time who tied me to the bed, whipped me with a flogged and f****d me but he wasn't that dominanting, he cared too much." I say.

"Because he was your boyfriend."

"Probably." I agree.

"That's why I won't ever have a relationship with a submissive."

"So you never want a relationship?" I ask. If he had a girlfriend then he had to back away from the lifestyle and I already know that he can't do that.

"Probably not."

"What about kids?"

"No." He says. I want kids in the future and I don't understand why he won't.

"You don't wanna have kids?"

"No you can't live the life I do and have kids." He says and I agree on that but then you could just keep it in the bedroom.

"You can just keep it in the bedroom." I say.

"There's no fun in that." He chuckles. "You want kids I assume?"

"Yes." I say.

Me and Dimitri have a really nice dinner and we talk about a lot of things. It's a whole other side I see of Dimitri today and it's nice. When we're done eating Dimitri is a really gentleman when he leads me towards the door, or at least that's what I think until he squeezes my one asscheek.

"I can't wait to spank your beautiful ass." He whispers in my ears as he does. It tickles in my body and I get wet from his words and his touch.

"Please don't be hard on me sir." I whisper.

"Such a good girl." He says and squeezes my other asscheek.

We walk out to the car and I'm worried about what's waiting for me. Dimitri now opens to the back seat and I look at him with a confused look but I don't get any answer, I don't dare to ask so I just get into the back seat. Dimitri walks around the car and he gets into the backseat as well, I'm now very confused. He sits in the middle of the seat and I don't know what to do, I'm so confused about what he's up to now.

"Get over my lap." He demands. Now?! Is he insane? Everyone who's walking outside the seat can see us, it's embarrassing!

"Dimitri everyone outside can see us." I say.

"Hesitation will make your punishment even worse." He warns me.

"Please not here." I beg. Dimitri grabs my hair and slaps me across the cheek before he drags me over his lap.

"Humiliation is a big part of b**m, did you forget that Stella?" He asks while he pulls up my skirt.

"No sir, but it's different down at s*x and Submission." I say.

"Yeah because it's not humiliation." He says. I don't agree but I'm not gonna argue with him about that. His hand comes down on my ass hard and I didn't think a hand could cause such pain but it burns. I'm so embarrassed as he hits me over and over again and I can see some people looking through the car window as they passed by. I have no idea how many times he hit me but I know that my ass is on fire and my asscheek is swollen, red and sore.

"Please sir, I'm sorry." I cry when I can't stand the pain anymore but it doesn't stop Dimitri, he just keeps going. I struggle and I cry but Dimitri is so stronger than me. "Sir please!! I can't take it anymore!"

"Stop complaining, that'll only make it worse." He says coldly. Ican feel my wetness running down my legs, I guess it turns me on that he gave me no mercy right now. It's crazy that he can still turn me on being this cruel. When he finally stops and begin to rub my asscheek again. I'm releaved. I think he's spanked me more than 100 times and I know my ass is gonna be sore for the next couple of days. "I told you that I don't react lightly on teasing."

"I'm sorry sir."

"I want you to remember that this is a very soft punishment for teasing me." He says. Soft? That was no near soft.

"Yes sir." I say.

"I just so you know... If you were mine I would also have given you an extra punishment for making a mess in my car." He says. A mess?  What mess? I turn my head to look at him.

"When did I make a mess sir?" I ask.

"You're dripping in my car you little whore." Dimitri frowns and pulls my hair. "Lick it up bitch." He tells me as he pulls me up so I can see how my wetness is on his leather seat. I'm so embarrassed at this point that I can burry myself. I do as he says and lick my own wetness up from his leather seats.