$Pain and Pleasure$

Dimitri's discipline

I wake up by the feeling of the sun burning my eyes and I have no idea where I'm when I open my eyes. I look around in the room that I'm in, I'm laying in a kingsize bed and the room is painted in deep red color, it's actually really beautiful. There's a glass door which leads out to a nice little balcony and then there's two other doors that I've no idea where are they leading too. I know that Dimitri mentioned something about that I should sleep at his place last night, so I guess I'm here now. I walk over to one of the doors  and opens it, it leads out to a nice bathroom.I walk out and pee and after that I wash my mouth with some mouth wash and remove the outfall of makeup under my eyes.

I walk out of the second door in the bedroom which leads out to a long hallway, I make a turn to the left and walk down at the long hallway until there's an opening on my right which is an open kitchen. I see Dimitri stand in the kitchen turned with his back against me making breakfast, it smells like English breakfast.

"Good morning." I say shyly which makes Dimitri turn around and I can't help but stare at his naked chest, he's in such a good shape.

"Good morning." He says and I feel so dirty standing here in my dress from last night. "Did you sleep well?"

"Yes." I say as I take a seat on the barstool in front of the island.

"Do you have hangover?" He asks as serves me a plate of English breakfast and a glass of orange juice.

"No, it's not really something I get." I say as I stare at the delicious breakfast he just served me.

"That's impressive considering how drunk you were last night." He says and I feel so embarrassed for bothering him like that last night.

"I'm sorry." I say suddenly feeling so small. I know he stands on the other side of the island starring down at me but I don't dare to look.

"You can apologize after your punishment." He says like he reminds me that it's still gonna happen. I just nod my head as I begin to eat my breakfast and there's some silence between us. I actually think it's sweet that he takes care of me like this, he brought me home so I had a nice bed to sleep in and now he made me breakfast. "Thank you."

"For what?"

"For taking care of me." I say.

"You're welcome Stella." He says. In some way I really love how my name roles out of his mouth. Again there's a movement of silence which makes me think about what's gonna happen after my punishment today. Is he gonna ignore me again or is he gonna give me  a chance? If he goes back ignoring me again then I'm just gonna do something stupid to get his attention again, I know myself.

"What's gonna happen after my punishment?" I ask him as I now look up at him. Dimitri stands with his hand on the counter and leaning his weight against them, he looks at me with the only look he has looked at me so far, the cold look I can't read.

"I'm gonna drive you home." He just answers.

"And what's gonna happen after that?" I push it.

"Why don't you just eat your breakfast for a starter?" He asks but how am I suppose to eat anything when I'm so tensed about all this.

"I wanna know if you're just gonna ignore me again." I say.

"I've never ignored you Stella."

"Really?" I say in a sarcastic tone.

"I could say the same thing then because you haven't tried to talk to me either, we met each other once or twice a week at s*x and submission but you never try to talk to me." He says. It's really hard to talk to someone who's constantly cold towards you.

"Because I already know that you won't talk to me." I say.

"I never said that." He says. "But I think you wanna do more than just talking and that's not gonna happen." His words hurt and I never fell so insecure, I usually have a big self esteem but he makes me feel insecure.

"Am I not pretty enough?"

"You are very pretty Stella but I've told you what my issue is." He says.

"So of I'm a full time submissive then what?" I ask.

"It wouldn't matter because weather you're a part time or full time submissive then you still can't handle it." He says. So it doesn't matter what I do then I still can't get him to dominate me.

"Then why am I here?" I ask him.

"You need discipline because your behavior was inappropriate last night." He says.

"You know Dimitri, I don't get you." I say and look at him. "You obviously like to punish me then why can't you just take it a step further?"

"You think this is about what I like?" He frowns. "I need to punish you for your behavior last night so it's not about what I like. I have to make sure that you'll never make a scene at one of my clubs again because apparently you didn't understand it last time."

"You're so full of shit." I mumble as I look down at my food but I then feel Dimitri grabbing my hair and forces my head down so my cheek touches the counter.

"What did you just say?" He asks and I hear him walking around the island to come over to stand beside me.

"You're full of s**t because I know this isn't about discipline, if it was then you wouldn't had touched me like you did last night." I say.

"Have you any idea how much trouble you are in?" He hisses.

"Yes." I say and he smacks my ass very hard.

"Yes what?"

"Yes sir." I whimper.

"I think you're done eating your breakfast." He says as he pulls me up. "Follow me." He says and begin to walk. I follow him down the long hallway I came from and he suddenly he stops in front of a door, he opens it and I see a very big playroom. It's beautiful and I haven't seen anything like it, if pain and pleasure looks like this then I really understand the hype about it. "Drop your clothes and kneel at the X." There's an X drawn on the floor in the middle of the room. I take off my dress and lay it on the chair next to me before I walk over and kneel down on the X. Dimitri walks over and takes something but I can't see what as I keep my eyes on the floor. I then hear him drag a chair across the floor, he stops right in front of him and sit down on the chair. "Get over my knee." I get over on his knee and on my way up I see the paddle in his hand. When I'm over his knee, he then bring his one leg over my legs to hold me down if I struggle. "Do you understand why you're being punished Stella?"

"Yes sir." I say. My heart is beating very fast as I already know that this punishment is gonna be worse than last time.

"I started on 20 last night but you have worked your way up since." He says as he runs the paddle over my ass cheek. "You took 10 of them last night so now you have only 35 left." Only 35 left?! If he's gonna hit me harder on extra strokes like last time then my ass is gonna be purple when I walk out of here. "I want you to count each stroke and thank me for it, if you mess up or struggle to much or in any way make it difficult for me then I'm gonna start over, is that understand?"

"Yes sir." I whisper.

"Speak up." He says and comes down on my ass hard.

"Yes sir." I speak up. Dimitri then comes down hard on my ass again. "1, thank you sir." I say and it hurts but it's not that bad yet, but I know it's gonna get worse. "2, thank you sir." I say when he hits me again. He spanks me with the paddle over and over again when he reach the 20th stroke, he then rubs his hand over my ass, it's burning and my tears are very close to break through.

"It's the same rule as last time, I'm gonna spank you harder on the extra strokes." Dimitri informs me.

"Yes sir." I say.

"Your ass has such a beautiful dark red shade now." He compliments me and I know it turns him on because I can feel him b***r against my thigs. "Are you ready?"

"Yes sir." I say and he comes down very hard on my ass and this time I don't whimper in pain, no I scream out in pain and I want to struggle but I know it's only gonna get worse then. "21, thank you sir." At the 27th stroke my tears escape because it hurts so so bad. "35...thank you.. Sir." I sob when he gives me the last stroke.

"Such a good girl." Dimitri says softly as he gently runs his hand over my ass. I know that my ass is very bruised once before and that's when I once came without permission with Ronnie. I now feel Dimitri rub my back as I still cry in pain. "Are you okay Stella?"

"Yes sir." I say. Even though it hurts like hell then I'm okay, this is what I'm sign up for in my level of submission.

"Kneel in front of me." He now orders me and I obey by kneeling in between his legs. Dimitri grabs my head between his hand and his thumb nuzzle my cheek gently. "Look at me beautiful." I look up to meet his eyes and it surprises me that he just called me beautiful. "You did very good." He says and kisses my forehead.

"I'm sorry for my behavior last night sir And I'm sorry for what I said in the kitchen." I apologize.

"It's all forgotten now." He says softly as he runs his figure through my hair. "Lay down over the bed over there then I'm gonna get the lotion for you." I get up and I walk over to the kingsize bed to lay down on my stomach. Shortly after I feel Dimitri sit down on my legs and he begins to rub my ass with the lotion, it feels so nice and I can't help but moan from the feeling. He keeps rubbing my ass and suddenly I feel his hands slipping down between my legs and massage my inner thighs, I don't know what his intentions are but he makes me beyond wet right now. He's getting closer and closer to my s*x and I can't help lifting my ass as I crave for his touch. "Someone is eager."He chuckles as he can probably feel how badly I want him to please me.

"Please." I beg. He begins to kiss me all the way up my spine to my neck.

"No if I gave you what you want then you'll just come back for more and I already told you that I don't do part time submissive darling." He whispers husky in my ear.

"I beg you sir." I whisper.

"You're very tempting but the answer is still no." He says and bites my earlobe, he's such a tease.

"I promise to please you too sir." I say.

"If I wanted you to please me you would already be down on your knees sweetie." He chuckles as he gets off me. " Now get dressed so I can drive you home."

I sigh frustrated as I get up and put and put my dress on, my ass stings on pain and I know that I'll have trouble sitting down for a week or so. I follow Dimitri out to his garage where there's parked 3 cars,  3 very expensive cars; a black Audi Q7 a silver Mercedes E200 sport and a red Lamborghini Aventador.

"Wow that's some really nice cars." I say.

"Do you likes cars?" He asks me.

"Yes, my dad was a mechanic but I'm not interested in cars like he was but I just like cars." I say as we walk towards the Audi.

"Was?"

"Yes he's dead."

"I'm sorry to hear that." Dimitri says as he opens the door for me so I can get in.

"Thank you." I say as I get in. My dad died when I was 17, he was working on a car when the lift broke and by that he got under it.  Dimitri closes the door when I get in and then he walk around the car and get in on the driver seat, he turns on the engine and then we drive when I've given him my address.

"How did he die?" Dimitri then asks.

"He got crushed under a car while he was fixing it." I say.

"How long ago is that?" He asks and I don't know why he pays such an interest in me today.

"9 years ago."

"How old were you then?"

"17."

"How about your mother? Does she live here in New York then?"

"Yes she does." I answer. Me and my mother are very close but she doesn't know about my other lifestyle, I'm afraid that she'll might think that I'm getting abused or something like that. Dimitri doesn't ask any question so I decided to be  the one asking questions now. "Did you grow up here in New York?"

"I did." He says.

"When did you started getting interested in b**m?" I ask him now.

"I guess I always knew in some way but I had my submissive when I was 18." He says and looks at me. "What about you?"

"I started my training at Ronnie 2years ago and before that I had a few boyfriends who dominated me in bed but I wanted more, then I knew that Nelly met Andy down at s*x and submission so I tried it out and I've been loving it ever since." I explain.

"Then you're pretty new in this." He smirks and I know he's trying to provoke me, I know that he knows  that it's pissing me off that he thinks I'm week  because I'm new.

"I should have started before but it was kind of a taboo for me." I admit and Dimitri just looks at me shortly before he turns his eyes to the road again. I know that he's more open about it but he has his own business and a lot of money, he has nothing to lose like I have. "Do your parents know?"

"I don't have any parents." He says coldly and I feel a certain coldness from him which means that it's not something I should ask him about.

Not many words are spoken on the way home and when I got out of the car I politely thank him for the ride. Now I know I'm just gonna go back to be ignored by him and I have to figure out my next move.