$Pain and Pleasure$

Lousy submissive

I'm at work and I'm just looking through some pictures I shot earlier this day of a young girl when I received a text.

Dimitri:- I want you at my place at 8 am.

It's been 4 days since he gave me the cold shower punishment and I haven't heard from him since. I look at the text for a long tim, I don't know how to answer it or if I should even answer it. I don't know what he wants from me and I feel silly for doing everything he asks me to everytime.

DIMITRI:- And don't be late. Every minute counts as a punishment and don't you even consider burn me off.

I don't dare to burn him off.

ME:- I'll be there sir.

DIMITRI:- Good girl.

After work I swing by s*x and submission because I really need to talk to Ronnie, I so need his advice on this Dimitri thing. I haven't spoken to Ronnie for a week or something which is so odd.

I walk into s*x and submission and there I see Ronnie and he sees me immediately and he smiles all over his face.

"Stella." He says smiling. He walks over to me and lifts me off the ground and spins me around. "I've missed you."

"I've missed you." I say and kiss him.

"Why haven't you been here?" He asks the golden question now. I say and I now see Dimitri walks over us. Why is he here? "What is Dimitri doing here?" I whisper.

"We're just gonna talk a few things over." Ronnie says and I don't say more because Dimitri is so close now.

"Don't get any idea Ron, she's mine later." He says with a smirk.

"Oh..." Ronnie says a little surprised and look down at me to meet my eyes, he smiles. "So you finally got what you wanted darling?"

"No she has to be mine to get anything, she knows that." Dimitri doesn't give me a chance to answer the question Ronnie asked me. "But I'm counting on making her sign the contract tonight." This makes me turn my head and stare at Dimitri. He knows that I would never sign a contract so why would he say that?

"You know that's not gonna happen Dimitri." I tell him. Dimitri now pulls my hair and put his mouth down to my ear.

"I'm not quite sure if I heard how you addressed me?" He hisses.

"Sir." I correct myself.

"Good girl." He says. "See you at 8." And with those words Dimitri leaves the club.

"There's something you forget to tell me darling." Ronnie says with a smirk.

"I'm not gonna sign a contract with him." I say and Ronnie begins to walk towards his office.

"Why not?" He says and I follow him. "I think you're more than ready for that."

"You know how I feel about it." I say.

"Dimitri is a good master."

"I don't know.. He scares me a bit and his punishments are very..different." I say and we now reach Ronnie's office where he closes the door behind me.

"Different?" He asks.

"A little over a weak ago he took me to dinner and I teased him a little through dinner so when we went to his car, he spanked me. I felt very embarrassed as people walking in the street could see how he spanked my ass in the car." I tell him

"So? You've also been punished in front of people here." Ronnie says as he apparently can't see the difference.

"It's humiliating but it's even more humiliating when it's going on outside the club." I explain.

"Why did you tease him? You know he would punish you for that."He asks me as he sits down in his chair.

" I thought it was innocent and besides he promised me to drop the dinner for tonight because I was holding back too much."

"That doesn't mean that you can act like you want."

"You sound like Dimitri now." I say and Ronnie just chuckles. "The other day he gave me a cold shower."

"Oh.. That's a good punishment." He chuckles.

"I don't wanna sign the contract." I tell him in all seriousness now.

"It's only temporary." He says.

"You know how I feel about it." I say and sit down in his lap.

"No one is forcing you." He says and he hugs me from him behind and kisses my shoulder balde.

"I miss you." I say as begin to rub myself against him.

"Stella, you heard Dimitri." He  says.

"Are you gonna listen to him?" I ask and lean back so my head is on his  shoulder and he has a clear view of my boobs. I want Ronnie to f**k me because I'm pretty sure that Dimitri is gonna tease me like crazy and it's easier to resist when you have easied the pressure.

"Stella." He says but I keep rubbing myself against him. "I'm very close to giving you a punishment." What's wrong with him today? I now bend over his desk so  he has a clear view of my p***y under the skirt as we're never allowed to wear panties at the club. I begin to touch myself in front of him as it uses to work. I hear him get up from his chair and loosen his belt. I smile because I've won now but I'm proved very wrong when I feel his belt across my asscheek. "Count." He says.

"1 sir." I whimper and he spanks me very hard again, harder than he normally does. He hits me 5 times and then he rubs my sore ass.

"Then you can tell Dimitri later why you're having a red ass." Ronnie says. Great then he's gonna punish me as well

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I knock on Dimitris door and a few minutes later he opens. He looks at my outfit, the one I'm still wearing from the club.

"Do you come directly from the club?" He asks.

"Yes sir." He just goes further inside and I follow him all the way to his living room Where he sits down in his arm chair. I just keep standing as I'm not sure if I'm allowed to sit down.

"Kneel in front of me." He orders and I walk over and kneel between his legs as I keep my eyes to the floor. "You look beautiful today."

"Thank you sir." I say. I love that he compliments me. He begins to run his hands down my chest and down to my breasts.

"I'm gonna make you mine today." He says.

"Dimitri..." I only get to say before he slaps me.

"That's not the right way to address me, is it?" He asks.

"No sir." I say and he grabs my jaw harshly with his big hands and pull me in for a kiss.

"Crawl over to the table and get whatever you like on the table." He says against my lip. I turn my head to look at the table acress the room and I get a big lump in my throat, I know already that my ass is gonna be exposed when I crawl over there and by that he's gonna see the marks on my ass. "Are you hesitating my order young lady?"

"No sir." I say and crawl towards the table but I don't get very far before he speaks.

"Come back here." He says and I crawl back and kneel in front of him again. I look down to the ground as I'm so ashamed because I know that I've to tell him why Ronnie punished me.

"Who punished you?" He asks.

"Ronnie." I answer

"Why?"

"Because I seduced him."

"Look at me." Dimitri says and I look at him. "You seduced him when you knew you were gonna visit me later on?"

"Yes, I'm sorry sir." I say looking down again as I'm so ashamed but Dimitri slaps me even harder this time.

"I told you to look at me!" He raises his voice and I look at him again. "You've made me angry."

"I'm sorry sir." I say.

"I hate that we're suppose to have so much fun and you had to ruin it because you are a little filthy slut." He says. I deserved to be punished now and I want him to punish me because then it's out of his system and then we can get to the fun part.

"Punish me sir." I ask him.

"You want to be punished?" He frowns.

"No but I deserved to be punished."

"Indeed you do." He says and gets up. "Stay here." I just sit there and wait and suddenly he comes back but I don't dare to look at him, my heart is beating so hard because I know I've upset him on another level now. "Lay down on the chair and spread your legs widely." He instructs me. I do as he says and as I get up I see the crop in his hand out of the corner of my eyes. I lay down on my back on the chair with my legs wide open as I'm told. "I'm gonna punish your cunt and it's not gonna be those slaps that you're used to get from Ronnie that you like, no this is gonna hurt and if you close your legs then I'm gonna start over and hit harder, is that understood?" He asks.

"Yes sir." My voice shakes.

"I want you to count them out loud and thank me for each stroke." He says.

"Yes sir." I say and he gives me the first stroke. It stings and it burns! Its nothing like when Ronnie is a little hard on me, this really really hurts and I scream out in pain. "1 thank you sir." I count when I'm done screaming.

"You need to count faster than that." He says. How am I suppose to do that with the pain he's serving me? Dimitri hits me again and I wanna close my legs so badly but the thought about him hitting me harder makes my legs saty open.

"2 thank you sir." I say and he hits me again. The tears are already close from falling. "3 thank you sir!" By the 7th stroke I begin to cry and my p***y is literally burning from the pain. At the 11th stroke I'm so close to closing my legs and I can't take the pain anymore. "Pinky." I cry my Safeword.

"I think that this is a punishment  and there is no Safeword." He informs me.

"Please, I can't take it." I cry and he hits me again without warning and this time I close my legs.

"You only had 3 left." He informs me. Why wouldn't he have told me that before?

"Please don't start over." I cry as I'm rubbing my p***y to easy the pain but he slaps my hand away.

"Don't touch. Did I gave you permission to touch?" He asks.

"Please." I beg and he slaps my thigh hard with the crop.

"Answer me." He demands.

"No you didn't gave permission to touch sir." I say.

"Open your legs." He orders me. I'm scared and I can't take any more pain.

"No please.. Give me another punishment." I beg.

"Who's in charge here?" He asks harshly.

"You are sir." I say and he slaps me hard on the thigh with the crop again.

"Open your legs." He orders me once again.

"No sir, I'm scared." I admit.

"You should be. I'm not gonna ask you again Stella, open your f*****g legs!" He gets anger now which makes me open my legs. "Good girl." He says before he comes down on my p***y again but much harder this time and I scream and cry as I close my legs again, I can't take 14 more of these. "We just keep starting over Stella."

"Please..." I cry.

"You obviously haven't heard what I've told you Stella. I told you that you can't take this, you're provoking to me now that you can't take it." He says and it makes me angry, mostly at myself because I want him and I want to be able to take it.

"I can." I cry.

"Then show me you can. If you do it this time then I'm gonna reward you and if you don't then I'm just gonna keep beating that p***y  and then you'll probably pass out from the pain." He says. I'm scared but I wanna prove to him that I can do this so I spread my legs and hold myself under the knee to prevent myself from closing my legs. Dimitri hits me again and this time harder than before, I want to close my legs but I fight to keep them open mostly because i don't wanna disappoint him. I scream and I cry, it feels like I can't breath as he keeps hitting me spot on my exposed p***y. As we get to the last strokes, my legs are shaking and my makeup is totally ruined from the crying. I'm sweating but I'm proud of myself that I did it. After the last stroke, Dimitri rub my sore, red and probably swollen p***y. "Such a good girl, I'm very very proud of you Stella." He says.

"Thank you sir." I sob but a smile still shows on my lips.

"Close your eyes." He says and I do what he says without hesitation. I feel my p***y lips being spread and I gasp from the pain but then I feel his tongue lick my p***y lips before he begin to flick his tongue on my c**t. It feels so amazing because I'm so sore and it makes my p***y more sensitive and then he really knows what he's doing with his tongue.

"Oh god! Thank you sir.. It feels amazing." I moan. This is truly amazing because I've been craving for him so long. I've imagined what this would feel like and it feels even more amazing than I've imagined. Suddenly I feel his fingers f*****g my p***y, first one then two and them three fingers. I moan loudly and I'm very very close but I know that I need permission. "Can I please c*m sir?" I feel Dimitri move his mouth from my p***y but his fingers keeps thrusting against my G stop.

"Are you gonna sign the contract?" No.. He can't do this to me! 

"Please sir!" I beg knowing that he won't allow me to c*m if I don't wanna sign the contract.

"Answer my question Stella." He says harshly.

"I won't sign the contract." I answer and like I perdected; Dimitri stops everything that he's doing and he gets up on his feet. I watch him as I don't dare to make any complain. I watch him unbuckles his belt and I'm so scared that he's gonna spank me now.

"Get down on your knees slut." He orders me and I immediately do as he says. He drags his zipper down and pull out his c**k and I just look at it. "Open your mouth." I open my mouth and Dimitri enters my mouth, I lock my mouth around him as I've wanted to do this for so long, but Dimitri quickly pulls out, pulls my hair and slaps me hard. I've no idea what I did wrong. "What was your order?"

"To open my mouth sir." I say and I'm still confused.

"Then why the f**k did you close your mouth around my c**k?" He asks and slaps me again.

"I'm sorry." I say now.

"Get dressed and get the f**k out, you're a f*****g lousy submissive and I can't deal with it." He says harshly. I've never been criticized like this before and it really hurts me. I'm so confused because I'm really trying but no matter what I do then it's not good enough. I grab my clothes and get up and leave...