$Pain and Pleasure$

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I arrive at work and I walk over to my boss to get an update on how the day looks like. Patricia is the one with all the schedules and if she thinks there's something important which she think we should know some days before then she informs us. So my usually routine every morning is to ask her what we are gonna do today. We're a very small businesses with less than 10 employees so I guess that's why she just holds onto a schedule.

"What's up?" I ask Patricia.

"The day today looks very boring actually. I send Simon and Kate off to do a photo shooting on some freelance models and Peter today we have some couple of families to come by and taken some pictures, that's really it." Patricia says. "Oh and then I'm booked to take a couple of shot of this new club which opens in next week and I might thought you would join me on that."

"Of course." I say smiling. I love to get out of the studio and do something else but to take some pictures of families for the family book.

"Perfect. We’re leaving in an hour." She says.

....

We arrive to the club and my first impression is really nice, it looks really good and it would definitely be a place I would like to grab a drink.

“Wow this looks nice.” Patricia thinks out loud and a door opens. Oh shit.. it’s Dimitri! What is he doing here?!

“Pose Photographic?” Dimitri asks us.

“Yes.” Patricia says and I just stand there like a dumb fool. Dimitri walks towards us and he first shakes Patricia hand.

“Dimitri Steele.” He introduces himself.

“Patricia James.” She introduces herself and Dimitri now looks at me and shakes my hand.

“Stella Morrow.” I introduces myself. Jesus.. If I knew that I was gonna meet him today then I would definitely put on a more sexy outfit.

“I want you to take the picture of whole place of course, but I also want you to take some pictures of some drinks standing on the bar, so my guests can see what kind of drinks we’re offering.” He tells us. His face is straight and he doesn’t show any emotions, it’s very clear to me that he’s a dominant but to other he may seem arrogant which he also is.

“No problem.” Patricia says smiling. We go around and take some pictures and I keep hoping that Dimitri will talk to me but he just treats me like we never met, like he never bended me over his desk and gave me 23 strokes with his leather belt. It pisses me off because I’ve never been treated like this by a man, a man has never made me feel so insecure.

We do what we came to do and take some pictures while he stands there talking to a beautiful women, I can’t help thinking if she’s a submissive.. She’s gorgeous but what’s the difference between me and her? feeling I have inside me right now.

"What an arrogant idiot." Patricia says.

"You don't say." I say and I really mean it.

….

Later that weak I arrive at s*x and submission and the first thing I see is Dimitri standing there talking to Ronnie, I wanna get over there and show myself off but Dimitri scares me a bit and I know Ronnie doesn't like when I interrupt.

"What are you gonna do about him?" Nelly asks me as she knows just how much it irritates me that he acts like we never even met.

"I don't know." I sigh maybe I should ask Ronnie for advice? I could do that without it becoming weird because me and Ronnie are such good friends. "I think I'm gonna talk to Ronnie."

"Why are you chasing him like that? It's a waste of time when you can get other handsome men to dominate you." Nelly says. But they're not Dimitri!

Besides he's the only man who has treated me like this, he's the only man who already pushed my limits the first time I met him by punishing me outside the club, he's so mysterious, powerful and somewhat dangerous and then I have a feeling that he can pleasure a women like no one else can.

"He's a challenge." I say as it's that simple.

I keep looking at Dimitri, I just wanna walk over there and ask what the hell his problem is, but I'm afraid I don't wanna hear his answer. When Ronnie and Dimitri is finally done talking then Ronnie walks over to me as Dimitri once again walk out of the club. Why the hell does he keep coming here but he doesn't actually join anything here?

"w******p darling?" Ronnie asks me.

"Not much." I say smiling as he kisses my cheek.

"Dimitri told me that you have been out taking photos of his new club and that you were very polite." Ronnie tells me. Of course I was polite when I was working and I couldn't really be a brat when he didn't talk to me, but why does he talk about me to Ronnie?

"That guy is seriously messed up." I sigh.

"How can you say that?" Ronnie asks curious.

"First he throws me over his desk and spanks and now he treats me like we never even met but now he tells you how polite I was." I tell him.

"Why does it bother you baby?" He smirks as he knows me too well, he knows that I'm frustrated and I might be attracted to Dimitri.

"It seems like you already know." I giggle.

"He doesn't do part time submissives darling." Ronnie then says.

"I just want one session with him." I say as I don't have any intention to have what me and Ronnie have with anybody else.

"You gotta get over that unless you have any thoughts of becoming a full time submissive."

He smirks. Ronnie always thought it was a shame that I don't want to be a full time submissive, but I think I'm too much of a rebel for that. I'm also afraid that if I for example Ronnie's full time submissive that it would ruin all the excitement between us. If I ever should have a master then I wanted it like Nelly and Andy, they love each other and I think it's all easier when you also are a couple. I have too many things to experience yet to owned, I like that I can be with as many men as I want without having to commit myself. I like to be f****d by several of men at the same time and I probably couldn't do that if I'm owned.

"Isn't there anyway I can get his attention?" I ask.

"Yeah misbehave, but I don't think you wanna face the consequences if you do that again, he was being easy on you that night and he most definitely won't be that easy again."

"You don't think I can handle it?" I ask as he's the one who knows best what I can handle.

"I'm just saying that his punishment can be very hard." He says but he doesn't answer my question.

"Do you think I can handle him?" I ask him.

"I don't know." He says honestly. "You're very stubborn which I think is a good quality to handle that level of punishment." I should probably be scared now, right? But I'm not. I'm so curious and I just want him to use me, I'm going crazy over this and I feel like I'm obsessed with him.