Jack I never wanted to kill anyone, but right now. I want to bang Graham’s door and kill him. He is always a torment for Idris, for me. Even though she hid it, I can tell she can’t take me soaking in blood, dying in the hands of Graham. I should have acted fast, I shouldn't have let him put the bullets in me, it causes Idris nightmares and she is scared to lose me. I would be reacting the same if it was me. I tried to tell her the happy moments of our starting of our relationship, she fell asleep hearing this. “I will let you live the happiest life, Luv. Not anything with the nightmares of us.” I promise to myself. I took her phone, reduced the volume, and watched the video. She was cutting the small part of the video from the hours of video. I don’t want to see the son of b***h han

