Fallen in Love with My Twin - Redemption

Episode 6 - Adam's Swearing

JACK

“You can hate me for your whole life, but that doesn’t change my feelings about her,” I say sternly, changing the tire.

 He takes a seat, “She is your sister for f**k sake. Shouldn’t you be the one who is protecting her like guys from you?” He still thinks I’m a player and I will break her heart. I don’t blame him, and I don’t want to explain to him either. Idris knows about me and she trusts me and I don’t care about what others think about me. 

“You should mind your tongue before you say anything loud, If you want to keep the tongue,” I warn him. I don’t want to hurt him, he is my brother and I’m proud that he stood up for his sister and he even went to the gym and built his body which he never did. In these ten months he worked out very well, he still can’t take me. But he almost reached 6 feet and with muscles. He is not the same boy I have visited last. He has grown a lot but he doesn’t stand a chance with me. 

“I swore that anyone hurt Idris or even thought of hurting her. I will make sure they regret ever meeting her.” He repeats my words from my junior year in high school. 

“Good. You should have known that I will never hurt her.” I say 

He scoffed, “You should have seen her yesterday. She was crying, she was hurt…” I can sense the anger building in him. 

“It was different. It was…” I was cut off by my father, “Sons, Thank you for changing it. Your friends are waiting for you.” He says. I ignored the death glare from Adam and walked home. Idris is combing her hair, I locked the door and silently walked her behind. I hugged her behind, “I love you, baby girl,” I say, she blushes and tries to turn but I hold her still. I kissed her shoulder, she turned her head giving me better access, I sucked hard on the same spot until it turned into a red hickey. She moans, God, I miss her warm skin under my tongue. “Did you miss me?” I ask. 

She moans, “Jack.”

I slid my hand inside her t-shirt, touching her soft skin, “Did you miss me?” I ask her again. 

She nods, “Say it Luv.” I demand. “I missed you a lot, Jack,” She says turning this time kissing me hungrily. She wraps her legs around my waist and rubs me making me harder for her. I heard someone try to unlock the door, I tossed her on the bed and turned to the closet when the door opened. 

“Why is the door locked?” Elizabeth asks. 

I cleared my throat and hid my bulge, “It wasn’t locked. Maybe I…” She cut me off. 

“Idris, I’m going somewhere and I want your dress.” She says. 

Idris takes a moment to collect her feelings to reply to her, “Um… Yeah… I can give you mine.” She tries to sit up. I chuckled at how much she was cursing Elizabeth to open the door and me to toss her on the bed. 

“Wait, Where are you going?” I ask Elizabeth.

“Ahem.. “, “It’s just a party in my friend’s home.” She lies. 

“Which friend is that?” I ask. 

Idris pushed me, “Shut up Jack. She is old enough to date.” She gives her a very bad influence. 

“Would have been better if every other girl you dated had the same type of brother like you,” Elizabeth smirks at me. I turned to her, and her expression completely changed into fear. 

“Shrug it off. You are going on a date. He is not gonna stop you. If he tries, he will not get anything from his girlfriend. I will make sure of it.” Idris smirks at me. 

“My girlfriend will hear nothing from you” I smirk back. She can’t resist me like I can’t. 

Idris c***s her brow, “Is that so?” 

I slipped into a black t-shirt, I don’t want to risk that. “Okay, You win,” I say, turned my heel.

“Jack has a girlfriend?” Elizabeth asks. 

“You and she are friends?” She asks again. I turned to see Idris nodding to her as she selected the dress for her. “What does she look like?” She asks. 

“She is the most beautiful girl I ever met,” I say, I caught Idris blushing and hiding it. 

Elizabeth's face lits up, “When can we meet her? Can I see her?” She asks. You are seeing her, 

“Very soon,” Idris said, surprising me. She just wants to procrastinate but now does she really want to? When I look at her, she winks at me. 

“What does she look like? How long have you been dating?” She is being nosy. 

Idris scrunched her nose, “We can talk about that later. Let’s get you some dress for you.” 

I left the girls to talk about my mystery girlfriend. When I walked out, Marcel and Ginny were already sitting on the chair on the porch, waiting for us. 

 “She is really a nice person,” Marcel says, which is expected. 

“Yeah,” I said, scrolling my phone. 

After fifteen minutes, Idris walked me and made me gasp. She wore leggings and a top that is neither long nor short. It came below her mid-thigh. She c***s her eyebrows at me to know my opinion on her dress. “You look beautiful,” I say standing but put her hand on my chest stopping me and looking around. Yeah, Right. 

“I can’t wait another minute.” Marcel whines. 

We drove to the Allen Berg Racing Schools. “Are we late?” Marcel asks. 

“Nah, It’s fine. I have people inside.” I say walked inside. 

Dan walked to us and gave me a bear hug, “Hey, Man. It's so good to see you finally. I have arranged everything, You need to take a class. Of course, I know you need one. But it’s a rule. After instruction about the Gearbox and Trackside and some Track Exercise as three of you are very new to this. Once all is done, We are good to drive the babe.” He says in his usual rapping voice fastly. 

“You need to remember to breathe while talking,” Idris says to him.

He laughs, he is not a skinny black kid like back in school. He is grown and masculine now, “Idris. You are always the charming one.” He says with a friendly hug. 

“This is Marcel, she is Ginny.” I introduced them to Dan. Dan shook their hands and smiled his brightest smile. 

“I never thought you would be cutting your hair,” Idris says touching his half-inch hair. 

He shrugs, “Yeah, it’s difficult to maintain. Wish I had your type of hair.” He says and A guy with blonde hair kissed Dan, “Well, this is my boyfriend. Lucien” He introduced him to us. I had never seen him before, not here or school or anywhere. 

After a little chat, the introduction classes started, It's the same class as I have taken before, So I focussed on Idris who is very seriously listening to the trainer. I tried to poke her, but she shrugged and focused on the words which Dan and Lucien were saying. 

“That’s all you need to know before you enter the field.” Dan finishes and guides us to the track. 

Idris thinking about what needs to be kept in mind and how to drive and everything that they told us. 

“You can chill,” I say It took her a few seconds for her to realize I’m talking to her. “I’m fine. I’m just trying to remember everything.” She proves to me I’m right. 

“It’s time,” Dan announces. After we are all dressed up and given the helmet to save our heads, we are ready to ride the cars. 

Idris is not nervous but Ginny is, Marcel says and assures her, “I got a feisty girlfriend,” I say in Idris’s ear. She dodges me on the rib. 

We all completed our first session, Idris was taking all the precautions, she didn't want to hurt herself so she drove the car in the limited speed which I saw as amusement but she got her thrill when I said no one can beat me and I was the first one to reach the destination. Idris was ignited with that and drove fast to beat me and yes will all my heart I let her do it.

“Told you, I can kick your ass in the race,” She says, making everyone laugh. 

Dan announced our lunchtime, “I’m vegan” Ginny says in a weary voice. 

After lunch, the same training continues, “We should buy a day or two for Adam” Idris says.

“Yeah, I will,”  I say taking her hand, but she shrugs and folds her arms. I hate it, I hate that I can’t hold her hands in public and I can’t be with her like I want. Because it’s a taboo? I hate it. 

“I’m sorry, We will be home in an hour.” She pouts and gives me a puppy dog face. I nod. I can’t wait to have her all myself. Marcel and Ginny will be staying here three more days but they already planned to stay in a hotel. So, Adam is not staying in our room and It’s just ours. I know I can’t have s*x with her, knowing how loud she can be when I touch her. But that doesn’t mean I can’t stay away from her two nights in a row after I saw her after ten f*****g months. 

“I can’t wait,” I say, she blushes and turns her face away hiding it. I went to take a quick shower and was done with dinner. Adam is still glaring at me, It is my last concern right now. Idris is helping our mom in dishes. She is taking forever to come, I’m losing my patience. I called her, but her phone is in the room. I groaned out of frustration, I ran my hands in my hair, and the door opened. Idris walked in after locking the door. I slightly pushed her to the walls to kiss her. She giggles on my mouth, “What is it?” I ask. 

She wraps her hand around my neck and plays with my hair, “Someone missed me so much.” She declares. I smiled sheepishly and turned my head to kiss her arms and there I saw… 

“You got a tattoo?” I ask, completely not expecting. 

She took a long breath and uncomfortably tried to hide the tattoo by pulling her sleeves down. “Don’t” I say, pulling it up till her elbow to see the triquetra type of tattoo. It surprises me that she got one, she hated the tattoo. 

“I.. I..” She stutters, I know what she wants to hear, “I like it, I love it.” I say putting her gently on the bed as I take every curve in the tattoo. 

“You don’t have to say if you don’t..” I cut her off with a kiss on her lips. 

I hovered her, keeping my weight on my elbow and knees, “No, I’m not. I was just surprised to see it. That’s all. I love it. Really.” I say taking her left arm and kissing the tattoo. She wouldn’t have done it without a reason. And the hell I want to know what does it mean to her, 

“When you had it?” I ask, still admiring the blank never-ending infinity. 

She bites her bottom lips, I c**k my eyebrow at her, “The Seventh-day.” She says, 

“What? The seventh day? What seventh day?” I was confused and it took me a few seconds to get it. 

“The day I walked out.” 

“The day I shut you out” 

We both said at the same time. I know, I shouldn’t have left her that day, I want to explain. 

“Idris, I..” I try to explain but she cut me off. 

“It’s okay. It’s okay. You did what I asked you to.” She says but I know how much she was hurt, I hurt her. The tears in her eyes tell me. I was a bastard, I was stupid to leave her. 

“No, It’s…” 

“I love you, Jack. I heard from you. I was right next to the door. I know how much it hurt you. I know how much I hurt you. I’m so so sorry.” She cries. 

I wipe the tears that are falling, It’s not even two days we are back together, and all I made her is cry. “No. No. I’m sorry. Let’s leave it at that. Just know, I love you and believe it.” I say. None of the words can bring the ten months back or the pain I caused her. I can be there for her. To show my love I will spend every second of my life with her. 

“I believe you, I love you more Jack. I will never make that type of decision anymore.” She promises. I nod. 

“Idris, Promise me. Don’t ever shut me out.” I ask.

She nods, “Promise me, whatever happens, we fight together, love each other always and forever.” I say.

“I promise, I will never leave you or make you leave. Whatever happens, we fight together, for our love, I love you always and forever.” She vowed. I kissed her forehead. 

“Please don’t cry. I’m so sorry that I'm the reason you always cry.” I say. 

She laughs and wipes the tears, shaking her head, “No, Silly. You are the reason for my happiness. You are the only reason.” She says. 

“And you are the only reason for me,” I say kissing her. 

“It’s a Celtic symbol of inner strength. To fight for us when I don’t have you beside me.” She explains the tattoo. She says I’m her inner strength.  I love her so much. 

“Thank you, baby girl,” I say kissing the tattoo. 

“Thank YOU, Jack. For still loving me, for still fighting for me when I …” I cut her off.

“Enough talking, I missed you so much,” I say, pressing myself on her. She moved her legs enough to feel me. 

“I need to take a shower.” She whispers in my ear. 

I leaned to kiss her neck and continued till her earlobe, “You don’t.” I say. 

She takes my face, “I do.” She looks at her legs. I don’t care if her legs are hairy or not. 

“It’s fine. I want you” I say kissing her collarbone. She gaps. 

“I’m sweaty,” She says. 

I sniffed, “No, You’re not,” I say, she laughs. 

“You know, we can’t... Here…” She says. Yeah, Of course, I know that.

 “I know. I just missed you for so long.” I admit. 

She pulls me to kiss me, “I missed you more,”  She says. 

I climbed out of the bed, I removed my t-shirt and tossed to her, she smiled and wore it after sniffing it. I removed my shorts and joined her on the bed. I kissed the perfect lips, she is so responsive to me. I put my fingers inside her panties and massaged her c**t, She half gasped and half moaned, “Jack..” f**k, I missed her saying my name so much. Before she became loud, I closed her mouth with my other hand. She was so wet for me, I put my finger inside and pulled in and out as I massage her with my thump. Her nails are digging on my back, scratching and giving me half pain and half pleasure. She will climax soon, I sucked her bosom while my fingers are busy making her c*m. Once she climaxed, she tried to get her breath normal. I put my forehead to hers, looking into her eyes, I want her to know how serious I’m when I say this, “I missed you a lot, every day was hell and I know it was the same for you too. Let me make you every day as heaven to you from this day on.” I say. 

She smiles and lets the tears fall as she nods. “I love you so much, Jack. so much I can’t…” I kissed her forehead. I know how much she loved me and yet took some stupid decisions like ten months we shouldn’t see each other. But I trust she had some reason behind that, and I will give time until she wants to tell me that, which she will do eventually. I hope.