Chapter Six

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「 ✦ Halsey's POV ✦ 」 For one long, humiliating second, I forgot how to stand. He didn't move from the shadows beneath the oak, and yet the entire yard seemed to contract around him. Moonlight caught the sharp cut of his jaw, the dark wave of his curls, the powerful line of his shoulders beneath that black shirt. Out here, away from the flashing party lights and the noisy blur of the house, he looked less like a man and more like something old and dangerous that had wandered accidentally into civilization and decided not to leave. I tightened my fingers around the edge of the swing. "I didn't run from you." His mouth curved. It wasn't a smile. Not exactly. It was smaller than that. Darker. Like he knew I was lying and found it interesting. "No?" he asked. His voice moved over me like warm smoke. No one should have a voice like that. It was deeply unfair. I lifted my chin and summoned the last scraps of dignity available to me. "I wanted air." Hero took a step forward, slow enough that I could have convinced myself he hadn't moved at all if not for the grass whispering beneath his boots. "And that had nothing to do with me." I swallowed. "No." That earned me a soft, disbelieving exhale through his nose. My pulse jumped. Up close - because now he was close enough to count as up close - he was somehow worse. Better. More. The tattoos on his arm were clearer now, black ink crawling over golden skin in intricate lines that disappeared beneath his sleeve. His shirt fit like it had been tailored onto him. The night breeze shifted and brought his scent with it - cedar, clean skin, something smoky underneath that made me think irrationally of danger and fireplaces and being held against a hard chest until I forgot my own name. I hated the way my body reacted to him. I hated it even more because I didn't entirely hate it. He stopped a few feet away, giving me space I had not asked for but noticed immediately. Good. Because if he'd come any closer without permission, I might have bolted. Or done something much worse. His gaze moved over me in one slow pass, not vulgar, not rushed, just devastatingly thorough. It lingered on my face last, as if confirming something he'd already decided inside. "You always lie this beautifully?" he asked quietly. I stared at him. That was not a normal opening line. "Do you always interrogate strangers in sorority backyards?" His expression shifted again, a flicker of something like approval. "Only the ones who stare at me like I set the room on fire and then disappear." Heat rushed into my face so fast it almost hurt. "I did not stare at you." He arched one dark brow. That one small movement nearly knocked the breath from me. "You looked at me," he said. "Everybody looked at you." "Maybe." His head tilted slightly. "But they're not sitting alone on a swing trying to calm their heartbeat." My entire body went rigid. The bastard. He noticed that. Of course he noticed that. "I wasn't calming my heartbeat." "No?" he asked again, that low scrape of amusement there now. "Then what were you doing, pequeña?" The unfamiliar word slid over my skin like a touch. I frowned. "What does that mean?" For the first time since he'd spoken, Hero smiled properly. And God help me, it changed his whole face. Not softened it. Nothing about him was soft. But it broke open something in his expression that made him look younger, rougher, more human. More dangerous, somehow, because beauty was easier to survive when it stayed cold. "It means little one." I blinked. Then glared, because that felt safer than processing the rest of what my body had just done in response to his voice. "I am not little." That smile deepened. "You are standing in high shoes and still barely reach my shoulder." "I am fun-sized." He gave a slow nod, solemn as a priest. "Very terrifying." I should not have laughed. I did anyway. The sound slipped out before I could stop it - soft, quick, and real. Hero's gaze sharpened instantly. Not predatory this time. Something worse. Interested. Like the laugh mattered. Like I mattered. The thought unsettled me enough that I pushed to my feet, too restless suddenly to stay seated. The swing creaked behind me as I stepped away from it, smoothing my palms down my jeans for lack of anything better to do with them. Standing made the height difference offensively obvious. Hero looked even taller now, broader somehow, his body blocking part of the moonlight. I had to tilt my head back to hold his gaze, which felt like an immediate tactical error. His eyes dropped briefly to my mouth. My breath caught. He looked back up. Silence spread between us, but it wasn't empty. It pulsed. Tightened. Drew itself thinner and thinner until I felt like one wrong word might split the whole night open. I crossed my arms. It was defensive and we both knew it. Hero glanced at the gesture, then back at my face. "Do I scare you?" The question caught me off guard. Not because of the words. Because of the way he asked them. Not smugly. Not with ego. With actual curiosity. I looked at him honestly before I could stop myself. "A little." His jaw flexed once. "And yet you came outside instead of running home." "I didn't come outside for you." "Mm." I narrowed my eyes. "You make that sound like a lie." "It is a lie." I should have been offended. Instead, an unwilling thrill traveled down my spine. He took another step closer - only one - and stopped again. Still giving me room. Still watching me like I was speaking a language he'd decided to learn fluently before dawn. "What made you leave?" he asked. I knew what he meant. The room. The eye contact. That impossible, suspended moment in the living room where everything in me had lurched toward him like some internal compass finally finding north. I could have lied. Probably should have lied. Instead, because the night had already gone strange and because something about him made truth feel less dangerous than performance, I shrugged one shoulder and said, "You looked at me like you knew me." Hero went very still. The music from the house thudded faintly in the background. Someone laughed near the patio. A bottle broke somewhere far off, followed by delighted shouting. Neither of us moved. "And that frightened you," he said. "Shouldn't it?" "Maybe." His voice had gone quieter. "Did it frighten you because you didn't want me to, or because some part of you already knew me too?" The question stole whatever breath I had left. No one spoke to me like this. No one had ever gone straight past flirtation and landed somewhere beneath the ribs, fingers brushing against things I kept boarded over. I opened my mouth. Closed it. Hero's gaze stayed fixed on mine, mercilessly patient. Finally I managed, "That would be insane." He gave the barest nod. "Probably." "That's not comforting." "I wasn't trying to comfort you." He said it without cruelty. Just fact. And weirdly, that made me trust him more than if he had fed me something practiced and gentle. I exhaled slowly. "You don't seem very bothered by it." A shadow of something moved through his expression. Not fear. Not confidence exactly, either. Recognition, maybe. Like this unsettled him too, but he had lived longer with being dangerous than I had with being undone. "I'm bothered," he said. "I'm just not afraid of being bothered." I stared at him. There was no good response to that. None that didn't involve my own unraveling. So I did what I always did when I felt too exposed. I reached for humor. "That sounded rehearsed." His eyes warmed. "Now who's lying beautifully?" I rolled mine, and to my horror he smiled again. This time it lingered. God. Hazel was going to be unbearable about this if she ever got details. The thought of Hazel brought the world back into shape just enough for practical concerns to return. My sisters. Halo. Niko. The party. The very real possibility that I was alone in a dark backyard with a gorgeous stranger whose name I knew but whose life I knew nothing about. Sense finally elbowed desire out of the way hard enough to be heard. "So," I said, clearing my throat, "what exactly are you doing out here?" Hero's gaze dragged over my face once more, slower now. "I followed you." The honesty of it hit harder than any clever line could have. "You don't even know me." "No." "Then why?" His answer came without hesitation. "Because I wanted to." Something dangerous and electric tightened low in my stomach. No one had ever answered me like that. No excuse. No performance. No false softness. Just want. Raw and simple and apparently reason enough for him. That should have terrified me more than it did. Maybe it did terrify me. Maybe that was half the problem. I looked away first, toward the house glowing gold behind him. From here I could see blurred shapes moving through the back windows - girls dancing in the kitchen, someone climbing onto a counter, people living loud and reckless lives that suddenly seemed to belong to another species entirely. When I looked back, Hero was still watching me with unnerving concentration. I wrapped my arms tighter around myself. "What if I didn't want to be followed?" He studied me a beat too long. Then he said, very evenly, "I would have stopped the second you asked." That quieted something in me. A real thing. Immediate and involuntary. Maybe he saw it happen, because his face didn't change but the air between us softened by a fraction. Good, I thought wildly. That's good. I should hold on to that. Instead I asked, "Do lines like that usually work on women?" One corner of his mouth lifted. "I don't use lines." "That sounds like exactly what a man who uses lines would say." "Maybe." He slid one hand into his pocket. "Do they usually work on you?" The question was simple. It still scraped over old bruises. I laughed once, without humor. "No." His expression shifted at once, sharpening not with suspicion but with interest. Why had I admitted that? I didn't know. Maybe because lying suddenly felt exhausting. Maybe because the dark made honesty easier. Maybe because he seemed like the sort of person who noticed when truth bent. Hero's eyes moved over my face as if he could read the history there if he looked long enough. When he spoke again, his voice had changed. Less teasing. Lower. "What happened to you?" My spine went stiff. There it was. The question I should have expected and still somehow wasn't ready for. Every wall inside me reached full height. "Nothing," I said too quickly. Hero didn't call me on the lie this time. He just looked at me - really looked - and the silence he gave me felt stranger than pressure would have. He wasn't demanding the answer. He was making space for it. That was infinitely more dangerous. I stared at a point somewhere near his collarbone because looking directly into his eyes felt too much like standing in open flame. "You ask very personal questions for someone I've known all of ten minutes." "Feels longer." It did. That was the horrifying part. I shook my head once, needing distance from that truth. "I should go back inside." Hero was quiet for a beat. Then: "Do you want to?" I hesitated. Because no. I didn't. Not really. Inside was loud and crowded and full of people I could vanish among, which should have been comforting but suddenly felt like the opposite. Out here, under strings of distant patio lights and moon-filtered leaves, standing across from this impossible man who made my body feel newly invented, I felt overexposed and strangely more like myself than I had in months. Hero noticed the hesitation. Of course he did. His eyes held mine as he said, "Stay a minute." Not a command. Not quite a request. Something in between. Something warm enough to invite and dark enough to tempt. My heart gave one brutal kick. I should have said no. Instead I heard myself ask, "Do you always get what you want?" Hero's gaze dropped to my mouth again. When he answered, his voice was rougher than before. "No." A pause. "But tonight, I want to know your name." That startled a soft laugh out of me, partly because of the answer and partly because I had somehow forgotten we had skipped that very basic social step entirely. "Halsey." He said it back immediately, like he had been waiting to. "Halsey." The sound of my name in his mouth did something unholy to my nervous system. It sounded richer. Deeper. Claimed in some impossible way that should have offended me and instead made heat unfurl all the way to my fingertips. I swallowed hard. "You're Hero." His smile returned, quieter this time. "So you do know who I am." "I know your name," I corrected. "That is not the same thing." "Then ask." The invitation hung between us. I looked at him - really looked - at the dark clothes, the tattooed forearms, the heavy-lashed eyes watching me as if he'd burn the whole night down for one honest conversation. "Who are you?" I asked softly. Hero's expression changed. Not dramatically. Not enough anyone else would notice. But I did. A shadow passed through him. A tension. A history. When he answered, his voice was careful in a way it hadn't been before. "Someone who didn't expect to walk into a party and find you." My breath caught again. That was not an answer. It was, somehow, much more dangerous than one. And before I could decide whether to call him on it, the back door to the house slammed open. "HALSEY!" Hazel's voice tore across the yard like a firecracker. Hero's gaze cut toward the patio. I closed my eyes briefly. Of course. Of course this was how reality would return. Hazel appeared on the back steps in her electric-blue dress, scanning the yard with the wild-eyed expression of a sister prepared to commit murder if necessary. She spotted me. Then she spotted Hero. Her entire face transformed. "Oh," she said faintly, stopping dead. "Oh my God." Hero glanced down at me. And for the first time all night, he looked amused and resigned in equal measure. "Yours?" he asked. I pressed my lips together, fighting a smile I did not want him to see. "Unfortunately." Hazel started walking toward us, much faster now, and I knew with perfect certainty that whatever fragile, impossible thing had just started between me and Hero under this tree was about to get a lot more complicated.
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