In Jessica's shop , it is called "Chouchou " , Jessica is a friend of me , i am a regular client on her store .
I like her shop , the workers are nice and the outfits are perfect for me .
I told Sara to come with me for shopping , i need new outfits .
The old ones doesn't fit to me anymore !
I am on the wardrobe , Sara is outside waiting for me to show up so that she can rate my outfit .
There were two dresses next to me , the one that i picked it because it seamed cute and the other one that Sara choose .
I trurely trust her choices on make-up and dresses but i wanted this time to find something good and comfortable to wear .
I tried on the first one and left the wardrobe , Sara did like it but she wanted me to try the outfit that she picked it out .
I aggred , maybe it will look nice on me so i wore it .
It is a black and short dress , it is not that bad for a movie night .
Sara loved it and said with a loud voice :
- Wow that is the right one !!....take it and add with it a jacket jeans !
- Yes i like it too !
- I think Josef will be amazed by this look !
- Really ? Do you think ?
- Of course , and i want you to spend a great time ! Be happy just for a day !
I smilled kindely and i turned out then looked at the mirror to see myself , how pretty i am with this clothes .
I was thinking and i had an idea so i asked Sara about something :
- what's his name ?
- who are you talking about ?
- I mean your friend , the one that you are telling me about all this time !
- Oh yes , Ronie , we are still knowing about eatch other ! We hang out sometimes ....Why are you asking me about him ?
- You can come with me and Josef tonight !
- No i can't come between you two and be alone , watching you two flirting !
- I wanted to say that you can invit your friend and come join us .... we will have fun ! ....it will be like a double date !
- Do Josef agree ?
- Don't worry about that , i know him he won't say no !
- Ok then cool ....it is going to be ammusing ....i will tell Ronie about the plan ! ( *excited* )
I wanted to help her , she is the reason why me and Josef returned back together .
She was joyful to hear that from me , i thought she needs a pushup so that she can talk with Ronie .
I don't know him well but i do have some informations about him .
I see him in school , he is a good looking guy , he is friend with Angelia but he doesn't seam like her .
He came to that party , i could barely see him , he was on the DJ space .
He likes music that is what i figured out when i saw some photos from the social media page because we have friends in commen .
I hope that he will be a good boyfriend for her because she deserve to be loved !
When we finished shopping , i was holding on my hands large bags and a purse i took off my phone to send a text to Josef , let him know about the change of plan .
Immediately he answered and said :
__I thought it will be just the two of us .... i wanted to spend a romantic time with you ___
I left Sara alone and i had the time to talk to him and explain why i did it so i made a phone call :
- Hey , i want to tell you that i invited Sara and her friend , i wanted to thank her about everything ......i am sorry if i ruined our night ! I know that you would rather spend this night with me in intimate but i promise you that the next time , it will be just the two of us !
- No that is ok ....you are right , it is good idea , we should thank her !
It is 5 pm , i was on my room getting ready to go to the cinema , i wore my outfit and i took care of my hair then prepared myself to go !
I was on my way downstairs , i reached the door , Joe was coming to me !
I had evil thoughts that time , all it was on my mind is rejection .
I thought she would yell at me , stop me from going and refuse about the hole idea of going out tonight .
She affirmed calmly :
- You look really good !
A large smile appeared on my face , it is nice to hear this from her .
It is true that i am mad about her but she is my sister and i love her .
I know from this words that she regrets treating me badly that day , she doesn't have to say sorry i understand her saying when i first look her on the eyes .
When we were young , we used to fight a lot . She always wanted to keep my favorite toy , it was a stuffed animal that i was usually playing with .
She wanted to posses everything that i own , we were always arguing about that .
When one day , she was sure about her decision to complete her studies on another coutry .
She felt enough immature to have big responsibilities , to follow her path and to help me and dad economically .
I was on a deep sadness that time , i couldn't handel another lost after my mother's death , i needed a sister who understands me and protect me , be there on every moment on my life .
It was so hard for me to beleive that she is gone .
However , it is a long time ago , now i had to be strong and learn how to accept about her leaving .
She has so mush things to do , she is a pearson who wants to reach her goals and i respect that .