Rose And The Other World

The big discover

I run , i run all the way , i don't know where i am going but i was still running until i get tired .

In the night , in the middle of the street , running like i was afraid of something , a goest is haunting me that is why i have to escape .

To escape from all the problems and sensations of fear that is terrifiing me .

I can't stop thinking about that party and that night , i felt like something bad is going to happen , something inexplicable .

I was practicing sport at night , alone , i had to clear my mind , to earase my memorie and forget everything .

My legs hurt from running so i changed my mind and walked until i reach the house .

I looked at the clock , it was too late but i don't care , i am not paying attention to myself anymore , the single thing that is important to me , is to remember yesterday , to find out everything by a wink of my eye .

I can't diny that i didn't get some flashbacks and recaptures but they were not clear , darkle and sometimes unclassified .

When I arrieved , i saw Sara coming to me from the door , she was frightned and nervous , she wanted to tell me some news , i don't know if they are bad or good ! But i can see from her eyes that she is hesitated to speek to me .

She putted her hands on my arms to comfort me and in the mean time catch in case i am going to fall , she showed me a picture .

The screen sent a picture , it is an image , i was there , someone else too close to me and to my face especially to my lips .

I was kissing this guy , i was near him , sleeping on the coutch when i woke that day , he was the same one who opened the door for me in that party .

I can't beleive i did that ! What am i going to say to Josef ?, how other students are going to react when they see the photo on the page ! Maggie and Fred !

I fell embarrassed ! , i fell ashamed!

Did i do that on pourpse , did i want that to happen !

No i was drank , it is not my fault ! But it is still a mistake !

That is right that i can't remove and change what exist !but i can try to remember at least to not fell guilty and punish my self for something that i didn't .

" At the party

on Angelia's house , In a street named Rainbow land "

I took one shoot , Sara and Angelia left me there , i was serving my self .

Minutes later , i couldn't resist i took another shoot .

I approached to a crowded place of people , the music turned on , it was so loud ! I was excited to dance , i danced for almost two hours !

I was dancing like a crazy women , i made some funny movements , it was humiliating!

Then , i got my third shoot , i was drinking to mush and no one stopped me . Sara was too buzy , talking to some strangers most of them guys and then i saw her going upstairs with a good looking men .

After a while someone drove me to his place , it is Cooper , i didn't think that time , i wasn't conscious of what i am doing !

He took my hands and we made a slow dance , i became so exhausted i can't fell my legs , i think i am falling , i couldn't catch myself so i lied on the coutch , i was going to sleep but my eyes were a little beat open , trying to not fall asleep .

He was playing with my hair and looking at my eyes , i became hypnotized . Suddenly , he approached to my face , putted his mouth in front of mine then kissed me .

I couldn't stop him from doing it , i wasn't sure of what i fell about it !

My brain wasn't thinking well ! , my head is not functioning as it should be !

When i felt tired , i closed my eyes and got some rest .

" In the house , outside

Street called Northwall "

I was still looking at the screen , thinking this time i wasn't trying to remember , i was done with that ! i can't change anything .

I was analyzing instead , searching for a logical answer that can explains everything .

I was lost on my thoughts for 15 minutes then i came with a conclusion and i wanted to share it with Sara to illuminate her with my idea :

- Sara don't you think it is coincidence right ?

- What are you talking about ? ( she thought that i lost my mind when i saw the picture )

- Angelia inviting us , this popular rish girl who doesn't even know our names

- No don't relate her to what happened she is innocent !

- Listen Sara all that was an acting , all what she is doing is a plan to get me into trouble .....she told Copper what he has to do , he was the one who opened the door that was suspecious ....and let me remember you she told me to drink from that cup !!

- and so what we are in movie now ?!

- I am serious , and i knew who is behind all this !

- who ?

- Amy , all that happened after Amy got punshed of what she did to me !

- Oh Rose you became so preoccupied with her lately , i know she did bad things to you even worse but that doesn't mean she is always behind everything that happens on your life !! Calm down !

- Angelia is her friend she would do anything to protect her ...they have the same personality they are bad girls !

Sara thought about it for a lot of time then knew that what i am saying maybe right .

She was so angry about the mess that she found in and at the same time sad about me .

She had a pity about my situation and the problems that are going to come .

She hugged me with compassion and sensitivity , she was so sweet , she cares about me a lot !