It is the worst night of my life and the worst experience that happened to me .
I am in a huge problem .
I can't remember anything , i can't remember a single event .
I woke up like a dead body , i fell like my brain is going to explose from pain ! , my mind is out of control !, i can't see clearly with my eyes , i guess i am hallucinating , my body is exhausting . I think it is the effect of the drink . I don't really remember but i think i got six shoots .
I told Sara a hundred time that i don't want to go the party! , she didn't listen to me !
I shouldn't have gone to this stupid party !
I blame myself for following Sara !
Why i didn't refuse from the first time ?!
I was laying in the couch , sleeping close to the men's arms all night so i jumped from my place and opened my eyes quickly . I was still in Angelia's house !
Oh my god I can't remember a thing , that is a nightmare how did i get to that couch ! And how did i found myself on that situation!
I hurried up to search for Sara's traces , i couldn't find her , like she wasn't here .
I fell completely lost , i looked around me , i still see people in a silly positions from drinking .
Finally , i found Sara in one of the rooms upstairs , she was in a catastrophic site , i had to wake her up and tell her to change .
She was looking at me with a mind-blowing and she said to me awkwardly :
- Hey Rose what are you doing her ? Why you are not dancing !?
She doesn't seam to understand what is happining and the mess that we are in .
When she wook up from her dreams , she was so worried and confused .
I took her from her arm and we went to the bathroom slowly without making noise .
I have to get red of the evedance so i must go to shower because i smell awful .
I changed my clothes and putted so mush perfume to cover up .
After finishing preparing myself , i watched the watch and waited for Sara to come join me to the car .
It is 7 am , thanks god no one can suspect , Maggie who usually sheck up on us and call us for breakfast everyday maybe still asleep on that time .
The right thing to do is to run and return home fast .
Sara came to me holding on her hands her heels since she can't run with them , if she does she will fall down and get hurt .
She got to the car , i speed up as mush as i can .
I can't beleive how i got the nerve and the courage to do this , to save our sakes before we get to a problem .
The first idea that appeared to my mind is to sneak in to my room , i know a refuge , that is the same when i got to go to Josef in the middle of the night that day .
The window that leads to my room is too hight and hard to get in but i know a trick .
Of course i have to think of something in this case .
There were some large rocks near to the tree , we putted our foots on it with so mush fear but we had to be careful .
I climbed the tree first and then i hold Sara's hand catched her and she followed me to the room .
It is miracle ! that we arrieved to the room after this efforts and hard work !
It is by magic that we got on time , i heard suddenly some foot steps that was coming to my room . It is Maggie , it is so scarry !!
I ran to my bed , coverd my entire self with a blanket .
Sara hided behind the closet , wishing that her mother doesn't go to her room too .
Maggie was calling us for breackfast she didn't enter , i fell so lucky!
I answered acting like everything is fine and under control ! :
- Yes we are coming ....heu ..I AM coming !
I was dispersed that time , i couldn't imagine that we were on the point to be exposed !
I joined the familly at the table , wearing my pijamas , nothing bad happened , we were sleeping deeply on our rooms , the party is over and we were here on time
That is the words that we have to say to both of Fred and Maggie , that is the deal that i had between me and Sara .
Maggie was asking us questions from the middle of nowhere like she knew about everything and about us acting all that time :
- Why you seam tired Rose ?
- Did you had fun at the party my dear daugther ? ( asking Sara )
- Angelia is good girl right ? She invited you to her party , she is nice !!
I responded straight to all of her questions to stoop her from asking so mush :
- Oh yeah it was incredible ,! Angelia is kind girl and pretty too ! , ....you know we didn't stay for so long ....we returned here before midnight !!
Fred was surprised of the way i spook , he was watching me with astonish and added with a large smile :
- That is great ! I am happy that you enjoyed your day !
When we finished eating , i took Sara with me outside to talk about all this , i started saying , horrified :
- What happened to get to this embarrassing situation ?!
- I don't know Rose , i don't know !
- Please help ....tell me did i do something stupid that i will regret later ?!
- I saw the part whem you were so drank , you were dancing like a crazy women !!
- and what else ?
- I don't remember !
- How can you do this to me ? ....it is all your fault ,! first you are telling me to come to this CURSED party then you leave ALONE when i needed you !!
- Don't blame me..... i was drank too !
We didn't talk for minutes then Sara said to calm me down :
- I am so soory ok ?! But now you are angry and you have to calm down and find a solution together !
- Ok i will try , i have to find out what happened that night and you are going to help me too !
- Of course i will , we are on this together !