I am excited to begin a new day on this highschool . I was happy to find out more about who is around me such as teatchers and students.
I want to make new friends , i have always wanted to be loved by my classmates .
We all need friends who loves us and care about us but we can't oblige people who don't like us to be our friends , that is why we have enemies too .
Amy was a good friend when we were on the same school last year. She treated me right and she was nice all the time but now i don't recognise her anymore , i thought that i did something bad to her but all that doesn't justify her acts .
I finished my hours of studies of the morning and on my way to the dinning hall i saw Amy from far away , i didn't fell so fine that moment , i don't want to see her face right now .
Also i was concentrated on the people that were around me , they appeared so diffrent , their acts were so weird .
They were looking at me with offence and whispering behind my back .
Sara came to me running so that she can tell me something important that involves me , she said with fear of my reaction :
- Heu ...Rose i have to tell you that Amy was talking about you ...
- What did she say ?
- She lied to everyone even her friends and she told them that you are not that kind as you appear and that you kicked her from your house
- Wait what ??!
- Yes i heard it from one of our classmates
- Sara are you sure ?
- Of course Rose .....( she took a minutes then added quickly)
- Please don't listen to her , she is doing that just to make you mad !
- Then she achieved her goal ....ok don't worry i am going to talk to her calmly .
I went to Amy , i was so angry that no one could stop me from punishing her face so hard but i had to be calm and act normally in front of her like it doesn't concern me or bother me .
First , i started by asking her the reason of what she did so i looked at her small eyes and said :
- Amy can you tell me why you said that words about me ? This bad things ?
- Because it is true , i am telling the truth !
-No of course and you know that right ? ( still making some progress )
- Oh Rose did you forget that night when i went to your house while you were with your friends playing some stupid games ....( i stopped her suddenly)
- But may i remember you i apologized about what i did and you forgave me that time
- Oh poor Rose do you think people will beleive you ! ( starring at me with her tiny evil eyes )
I couldn't stop myself of being so angry that time so i yelled at her saying :
- Look Amy , i have no idea what is your sick game , ok ? So you will get out of my life ! and my friend's life or i swere i am going to make you so miserable !!
My words were so intense and scarry and i don't remeber saying something like that before but she was so annoying .
I left the hall , all the people were present and watched our fights from the beginning , they were shocked about the way i spook to her and afraid of me at the same time .
I couldn't forget their looks , they made me fell guilty and cruel , i don't want anybody sees me like that .
It is the evening , i was on my desk trying to find some solutions to some math questions . I wasn't fine and ready to study so i went to Sara's bedroom , hopping that i found her .
She was on her bed , reading some magazines of fashion and women who are styled like a barbie girls .
She told me instantly :
- Rose you were so good , i liked how you yelled at Amy ! That was fire !
- No , i was wrong i shouldn't of done that , i seemed so impolite !
- You did the right thing , she deserves it and you know that !
- Anyway , Sara please could you help me with my work , i don't know why maths became more difficult than before , i used to be good on this subject ( holding on my hands some books )
- Ok come here !
She began to explain me the course and i stayed concentrated for a while then my mind changed from derection and i thought about what happened all over again .
Sara found out that i wasn't focusing on my work so she told me to take a break and go to "chillie" to eat something .
I obeyed because i needed it to relax , we went to our place .
When we arrieved , we found a paper outside , putted on the wall that says :
" This hamburger place is going to close after two days for some reasons that we musn't say ..... ( and other things )
I was surprised by this announcement and i couldn't beleive so we entred and i asked the worker on that place he said that he has some economical problems so he is going to sell this small restaurant and work on another place that could help him provide his needs . What is he talking about ?!
I was so sad , eatch of us seat on the chair and enjoyed our last moments there by eating flavours foods and trying to absorb this sudden information .
Why all this bad things is happening today , first my big fight with Amy and then our favorite and usuall place is going to close and i don't how long it is going to last .
No matter what happened , i wanted to relax and forget everything, just being their on the right place with good pearson having fun and enjoying our last moments .
For me Amy is my target and she represents a real danger , i don't know what is capable of anymore but i must avoid her so that i don't get to trouble .