Rose And The Other World

You are my refuge

Finally arrieved , and got what i wanted .

I was in Josef's room , i was watching him sleeping , he seamed that he was getting good time sleep and i didn't want to wake him up .

I thought maybe i could just stay near him and do nothing just be there and not be alone on my room .

I moved a little so that i can seat in an empty part of his bed but that didn't go as i wanted .

I saw his eyes opened slowly and started to see my shadow walking .

When i was seating i must have made a noise , i accidentally drop his alarm clock .

He was scared so he jumped out of his bed with fear .

He was looking at me and i blocked out , waiting for his reaction .

When he finally knew that it was me who came to his house in the middle of the night , walking to his room he didn't beleive his eyes so he started asking me so many questions , so confused by my arrival :

- Rose ? Is that you ? What are you doing here ?!

I answered him acting like it was nothing and it is just for fun :

- I thought maybe i will pay you a visit don't you want !( fake smilling )

- No really aren't you supposed to be in your room right now

I seat in the chair that is close to the bed and decided to tell him the truth , i said :

- I am felling so sad Jiji i am sorry that i scarred you like that and came suddenly from no where

- No it is ok ....you can tell me now i am listening! ( taking a comfortable position )

- I don't rather be alone this night ....i fell unhappy about me leaving the farm and my dad ....( he stooped me )

He took me in his arms , it was so sweet of him , i really needed it .

It was a long night that i didn't fell that the time was going so fast and it is getting so late .

I woke up like a zombie , i was so surprised when i found out the time therefore i ran to the window after saying goodbye to Josef .

I have already packed my things and went straight to my room .

My legs were hearting me so mush from running , i didn't stop for a while like i was in marthon.

Then , i climbed to my room , i couldn't beleive my eyes when i found out that there was someone who found out about my little game .

I stayed shocked and not making any move , Sara was standing in front of me , looking with a evil eyes like she was sending me a message , a warning .

When i approached to her and talked to explain , she didn't let me finish my words and said with anger :

- Well what a surprise Rose ! I came here in the morning and thought i will wake you up then i didn't find you ...

- I can explain that ...

- What ? Is there any excuses? Where were you last night ?

- I was in Josef's house !

- And why ? Why you didn't tell me at least

- Why would i tell you that i am going to my boyfriend , it is not of your business Sara !

- I was worried about you ....i thought maybe something bad happened to you

- Well i am fine and i am here in front of you !

We were still starring at eatch other then i spook with regret :

- I am really sorry ...i know that is all false ....your not mad at me aren't you ?

- No it is ok ....maybe it could be our secret , i won't tell my parents

- Thank you so mush ! Did you come here to tell me something

- Yes , we have to go shopping for school before tomorrow!

- Ok i will be ready in 5 minutes !

- Don't be late

She went downstairs while i was wearing my clothes and got my bag .

I joined her minutes later , Maggie was waiting outside to pick up us .

We got in that place , we have to shop and buy some things to be prepared for school .

This place was so crowded with people because it is close to get back to study .

It was full of furnitures like books from any kinds and pencils with all the colors .

I enjoyed looking at them i must be happy that i am going to be on high school for the first time , it is new experience and i will be seeing growing people right there and even new teatchers .

That really helped me forget my horrible situation and focus on other things that are important .

Sara took a lot of time to choose the items and she was searching a bag that she wanted it when she saw it online .

I put some things in my bag that i bought them with the money that i saved .

We finished with all the shopping part then i asked Sara to go get some ice cream from the corner .

Maggie left us and went to her work , she has so mush to do , i remember seeing her not sleeping all night and working non stop .

I went with Sara to eat something sweet and flavours in this sunny day .

On my way , i got a message from Josef telling me with his nice words :

" hi i hope you are fine , i am sorry if you got to trouble because of me . Don't forget to text me , don't make me worry *a smilling emoji * "

I was on the point to text him back but Sara took my phone suddenly and told me :

- Wait is this from Josef ! Enough of that . You are going to have a rest and don't see him for a while is that so hard for you ?! ( joking with me )

- Please give me that phone !

She didn't let me have it so i redesigned and said calmly :

- Ok i will text him later !

- Good girl ...now let's go ( she grab my arms and continued our way to the store )

I think she is right about that , i need to stop being so obsessive about Josef .