Rose And The Other World

It has to be an end

After four days of long summer that i had to spent with my dad it is unfortunately over because we have so mush things to do exept having fun or going to the beatch .

We have other subjects to think about whitch is school .

This part of a year that always seperate me from my dad and i hate that but i learned how to leave with it , it is what i have to do .

My eyes opened suddenly from the light that came from the window, i used to like this felling , looking at the sun in the morning but this time it really bathered me because i am leaving .

I know i have to be strong but this is not my fault that i don't want to leave the house and my dad .

It is the time i have to get ready for a whole journey full of emotions and sadness . I got off from the bed then run to my closet i have to be prepared before it gets to late .

I throw eatch pease of my clothes on my bed near the baggage without looking at them because i didn't really care that moment .

The baggage couldn't close , it was full of so mush things that i don't even need .

I had to be more awake and not act like a crazy women so i organized it again .

Sara and everybody was waiting for me outside and i wanted to stay more time in my dear room but then i wore quickly my brown dress decorated with some flowers , it was my lucky outfit .

I put on my shoes and left the room carrying with me the heavy bag of my little trip to town .

I was on my way to go , i saw everyone waiting behind the door looking at me with a nice smile , trying to be easy with me because they know that i am not fine .

I approached one step to the door with regret but it is ok , i am going to see my dad other time .

I took the courage to join them to the car , they were putting all the things and the bags that are on the floor to there and i helped them .

That is when i have to say goodbye to my dad for the second time , i hugged him and he looked at my face , said with a small voice of wisdom and faith :

- Be careful my dear ! , this is your new year of heighschool , i can't beleive that you grew up this fast but i want you to know that this year everything is going to change you are going to change so ....( then i stooped him acting strangely)

- Of course i am not going to change! , this is me Rose and i will always be your little girl !

- I am happy to hear that from you , i trust you and i love you !

This words will not be erased from my mind , it was the best speech that i heard on my life .

Now , enough drama , it is time to go , i went to the car , seat near Sara .

I was so upset , i am going to miss him so mush .

she tried to cheer me up , she is good at that but not enough to make me forget about what i am going to let it behind me .

A few minutes later , Sara hold my hands slowly and spook announcing me that Josef has already returned home and he will be waiting for us there .

He left his grandfather Denver yesterday , before us , he was so afraid to let him alone because two days ago this poor man was so sick than the usual .

I guess it is not just me who fell that way , Josef was sad too and i have to be with him and not be selfish .

It took so long , we have to wait until the morning to get there .

It is 2 am in the morning , we finally arrieved to the house , i can't deny that i didnt missed everything there .

Fred said to us that we have to get inside because it is cold while he and Maggie reach us with the furnitures.

I aggred and entred with Sara .

I was so tired , i lied at the couch , lying on my back thinking about what happened before we left and couldn't took of my mind the words that came from the mounth of my father , it is worrying , i don't know what he really means by that .

Sara left me alone went to her room to get to sleep .

For me , it is the most hard part , i couldn't close my eyes and fall asleep like a normal pearson does so i opened my closet began to full off the bag and put my things there .

I thought it would be better than doing nothing .

After an hour , i finished getting everything organized but i still not have the desire to sleep .

I don't know what i should do anymore .

I had this crazy idea to sneak out of the house and go to Josef since he leaves near here .

I took a quick look at the sky , it was so dark and scary to go there by myself , alone without protection but i considered this idea , maybe it would be a great opportunity to not make all the familly notice and to get back in the morning .

I took with me a purse that contains my phone and some other necessities, went to the window , thanks god it is not a hight level to jump in .

It was so close from the garden and i closed it but left a little meanhole so that i can go back without being suspicious.

I know that it is not a great idea and it is not safe but i did it anyway .

I hurried up to Josef's house and climbed from a small tree that is near his window ....