The unexpected guest
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( a bird tickle** in the dark )
- I am blessed to see you too , i miss you ! What are you doing ?
- I fell good and everybody is fine ! How did you come ? Are you going to stay ?
- No i am staying here with you for two days then i am flaying back , i am planning to return to the farm but i need some time to figure out !!
- That is awesome !! That is good news ! I get to see you often
- yes , i am happy too ......so how is school ?
- Fine , the teachers are nice ! The place is beautiful ! And you how are you ?
- I am alright but i want to ask you ?how is Josef doing ?
- fine
In a while , i added :
- why are you asking me this questions ? Did Fred or Maggie tell you something ? ( scarred )
- No nothing ......actually i found out by myself , it was that day , in the morning , i was on my phone then i saw a picture ....( i interrupted her fast )
- What do you mean ?
- It is so obvious Rose , you know what i am talking about !! ( looking at me weirdly , *reproaching* )
- Let me explain you please , don't tell my dad .....it is nothing to worry about....it is a sick joke !!
- No you have to listen to me this time !...you came here to live with oncle Fred for a specific reason !! Is to study , to success , to have a brilliant future , not to waste your time on ridiculous party or whatever is this !
I stood up with irritation and rage about what she said :
- Oh ...look who finally showed up , WHERE have you been all this YEARS ! , you don't have the right to shout at me like this , is that clear ?!..
It is to late to be a GOOD sister JOE
- No wait , don't leave ! ( i left her siting on the stairs by her one )
I went to my room , locked the door , i don't want her to follow me .
She talked with me unfairly , i don't deserve these words and these displeasure looks . She made me think like i am a young , ignorant girl !!
She came near the door and said calmly :
- Look Rose , we can find a solution !
You can come with me to France and i will take care of you ,you can get to a new hight school !
I responded quickly , i was angry :
- GET OUT OF Herre Joe !
Finally ,She returned downstairs .
Fred is on his office and Maggie is grabbing some elements from the grocery store for dinner .
They can't hear us screaming and fighting ! , and that is good , i don't want them involved on that subject again . I have to deal with this by myself like a grown girl !
I am still sensitive and fragile about what happened , i stood on my place , looking at some old photos of me and Josef , that good memories !
"I remember when we were on the farm that summer , he learned me how to ride a horse .
He was catching me to not fall down , he climbed and seat close to me , we drove until Denver's space and drove back then ."
It was a good felling , being with him ! , having fun , admiring him , talking about everything .
I really miss him , i miss seing him everyday , that is the first time that we are spereted from eatch other .
I spent hours and hours in the same position , no one came to me or call me because they know that i don't want to see anyone when i am sad or even mad !
Every pearson was minding of his own business while i fell lonely !
All the familly went to their room to sleep , i don't need to see it , or to go outside to verify , i knew it because it is to late .
I had a diabolical idea ! I have never thought about it !
It is to go downstairs without making sounds , keeping my mouth shout .
I went to a hidden corner , in the kitchen , there is a place where Fred and Maggie are keeping bottles of wine for evenings or occasions .
Sara told me about it , i know every detail on this house , i kept searching on that mentioned place , trying to not be suspicious !
I found it !
I took off a small bottle that was full of drink , i grabbed a cup from the cupboard , it made *an annoying but small voice* when i opened it .
The cup transformed from empty to covered with wine , i took it on my hand , approached it to my mouth slowly with attention .
I was on the point to drink from that cup and drink the hole bottle after that but then i realised that it is not good , it is not a great solution to forget , to get over everything .
I remembered all what was told to me , from the therapist , Sara , Maggie , their advices , their support ! !
I returned eatch thing on his own place to not show my trace !
On my way to my room , foot steps , a shadow of a women , it is Joe , she needed water because she was thirsty !
She stopped me to talk but i spook first but peacefully :
- You know Joe what i needed all that time ...., a sister ! who can be on my side , stand with me and guide me but instead you blamed me without looking at my face and get to know what i have been through !
She didn't say a word , of course she couldn't , apparently that made her sad and regretful !
I am aware that i hurted her by my speech but she have the right to know what i fell about her absence !
I covered my body with a blanket , my eyes are wild open , i can hear the tree moving , the voice of the owl from far away .
I can't close my eyes , i can't stop thinking about multiple things that bothers me , i went to the window , there was a chair .
Looking at strangers walking , at some places , felling the air in that freezing moment !
I stood there all night !
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