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It seams diffrent , it is not normal , i don't know how to fell anymore , i don't know if i am hurted , sad , mad .... those fellings are not so clear to me , i fell nothing , i lost all my sensations . I think it is normal because i have been through a lot of things on my life and now maybe i want to stay in pease . Last night was a mess and i don't remember telling anybody about it , i just kept it for myself , i wanted things to be done , to be forgotten and never talk about it . It was aweful , at first i was so angry and frustrated about Josef , i asked myself many questions , why he did that to me ? Is that some kind of revenge ? Does he still love me ? I was confused and i couldn't think of one reason but then i considered my thoughts again . Josef will never do that to me ,
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