My Unexpected Fate Saved Me (Book 2 of the Saved Series)

Chapter 12

***TriggerWarning!!!!! 

This chapter included emotional and s****l coercion. Do not read it if you are not comfortable with this subject***

I don’t think I have ever felt this level of happiness in all my life.

Blake is our fated mate!

Following him one step behind, I keep hold of his strong, warm hand.

“Where are we going?” I ask excitedly.

“Upstairs”

“What’s upstairs?” I ask, oblivious to my own naivete.

The closer we get to the furthest door, the tighter his hold on my hand gets.

‘Is he as nervous as I am?’

As soon as he opens the door and I walk through the threshold, he slams the door shut.

Breathing heavily, he turns around to face me.

In only two strides, he’s got my back pinned against the door. His hands holding my wrist tightly on each side of my head.

When did he grab them?

Bending his head down, he nuzzles my neck, breathing in my scent, letting out a low powerful growl of satisfaction.

“Do you know how long I’ve been waiting for this moment? How long I’ve known that you were mine, but couldn't do a single thing about it since you were so young. How long I’ve had to control my urges to take you as mine? Because you are, MINE! Mine to do as I please.” He says with so much lust lacing his every word.

“I don’t know how many times I almost lost control and just let my urges take over.”

Slowly, he slides his hands from my wrist. One going down my waist, to my knees, sliding underneath the hem of my dress. His other, going up to my neck, tilting my head to the side to give him better access. 

His warm luscious lips kissing that tender part of my neck. The one closest to my ear.

I close my eyes, savoring the wonderful sensation he’s making me feel.

“You smell even sweeter now than before.” He whispers, kissing my lips powerfully.

Placing my arms around his neck, I try matching the movement of his lips.

My first kiss! It feels amazing!

I knew it would be special, but I didn’t think it would be to this extent.

“Lift your arms up” He commands.

For a moment, I hesitate, but it doesn't last long, and I do as he says.

Pulling my dress off and tossing it on the floor, I’m left standing here in only my underwear.

Shy with my almost nakedness, I lower my hands, trying to cover myself.

“Don’t!” He warned with anger, his eyes darkening.

“This body is mine. You will NOT cover it up!” HE spat, making me flinch.

With the powerfulness of his words hitting me like a whip to the floor, I lower my head and apologies lowly.

‘Why is he acting like this? Is this normal between mates? Sacha?’

‘Something… Something doesn’t feel right, Lana.’ She says, making my heart tighten in fear.

‘What do you mean?’

Before she can answer me, Blake pulls my attention back to him, his eyes softer than a moment ago.

“I’m sorry, Lana. I didn’t mean to snap at you like that. I’m simply struggling to go slowly. This is your first time, isn’t it?” He asks, his eyes searing into mine, waiting for an answer.

“It is. I mean, yes. This was my first kiss, and…”

“And?” He repeats, his lustfulness coming back.

“You’re the first wolf to touch me… like this,” I say, lowering my eyes in embarrassment.

“Glad to hear. I don’t know what I would have done if some other bastard had touched what’s mine.” He said with a satisfied smile.

“That also means, I’ll be teaching you a few things tonight.” He says, a weird expression crossing his features, making me pause.

“Teach me?” I ask, clueless in my innocence.

With a wicked smile, he pulls me forward, him backing up, turning us around with every step we take, until the back of my legs hits the bed, making me fall backward.

I try sitting up, but with one of his hands, he pushes me back down until I’m laying flat on my back, him towering over me.

“I will make you feel things you’ve never felt before. And I will teach you to do the same for me.” He says with a lustful, yet sinful grin.

“What do you mean?” I ask, confused.

“You’ll see” He answers devilishly.

In the next moment, he lowered himself, pulling my underwear over my butt, down my thighs, and off my feet, throwing them carelessly on the floor.

I can feel his warm breath on my nether region, making me squirm.

“Don’t move” He commands, but not as harshly as before.

The moment his lips make contact with my nether region, I gasp!

Oh, dear Moon Goddess!

A moan escaped my lips after a few stockings of his tongue, my hand moving unconsciously into his hair, holding his head in place.

How can this feel so good?

“Spread your legs wider,” He asks, pushing on them at the same time to open them up further.

His hand slides along my inner thigh until he’s so close to my entrance. 

Slowly, he slides one of his fingers up and down my entrance, while his lips are still suckling on my sensitive nub.

“What are you doing?” I ask breathlessly, loving this sensation, but also nervous at what’s coming next.

“Getting you ready.” He says between strokes.

He keeps stroking my entrance, slightly inserting his finger a little more each time.

I love and hate the way it’s making me feel. It hurts, but it does at the same time.

“Relax, princess. You’ll feel more pleasure that way.” He whispers, sliding his entire finger in, making me gasp in surprise.

In and out, he goes faster with each thrust, rubbing my inside, making me squirm.

He then adds a second finger, stretching me even further. 

This hurts… Is it normal to hurt?

“You are so wet for me. I think you’re ready.” He says, lifting his head, his hungry eyes devouring me.

I know what he’s referring to, and it’s making me even more nervous. If his fingers hurt like this, how on earth am I supposed to take him in? He must be bigger than his finger, right? 

I was proven right. Taking his pants and underwear off, his hard length springs out, making my eyes bulge out.

“That will never fit in!” I exclaim, trying to sit up.

“Don’t worry, it will. You were made for me, remember. You are mine.” He says, pulling me back closer to him, settling himself between my legs.

“No, I’m not ready,” I say, panic rising in me.

“You will be fine. Trust me.” He says, cupping my face, still pulling on my thighs to bring me closer.

Can I trust him? 

Keeping a stronghold on me, he pushes himself slowly inside of my nether region.

“Argh! Stop! This hurts too much!” I cry out.

“It’ll be fine once it’s in. Don’t worry.” He coos, still pushing himself in.

This hurts… this really hurts!

Once he’s all in, he stops moving for a moment. 

“Just breathe and relax. This will be more pleasurable soon. You’ll see.” He says, wiping the escaped tears from the corner of my eyes.

Nodding, trying to convince myself that he’s right, I take in a deep breath. 

Moving in and out slowly at first, my body starts to move with his. 

“Goddess, you feel so good.” He moaned in between thrusts.

It doesn't hurt as much now. He was right about that.

“I’m almost there. I need you to open your mouth, and when I tell you, you will suck as if you are eating a melting popsicle. Do you understand?” He asks, still pumping himself in and out rapidly.

What does he mean, suck? Suck what?

I don’t even have time to process what he asked, he takes himself out of me, pulling me upright. My mouth half-open from the sudden change, he takes that opportunity to place his length in my mouth.

“Suck!” He commands, holding my head in place with his hands.

He meant suck his…

I barely have the time to register what’s happening, he’s already moving his length inside my mouth.

Choking a little, I try my best to do as he asked.

His length is so big, and so long. It’s hitting the back of my throat. 

I’m gonna throw up…  I think to myself, tears pouring down my face.

“I’m about to come. You will swallow it all. Understand?” He says breathlessly, going a little faster, hitting the back of my throat a little harder.

He wants me to swallow his…!

A warm, salty liquid shot out of his length. 

I try swallowing it, but I gag, making it spill out on each side of my mouth and down my neck.

Breathing heavily, he takes it out and cups my face with his hand.

“You did good for your first time.” He affirmed, making me feel proud of satisfying him, even though I’m not too sure how I truly feel about this experience. 

Although I’m glad I satisfied him, something still does feel right about all this.

It was supposed to be a special moment between us, so why does it seem like something is wrong?

I’m about to slip out of bed and go to the bathroom to wash myself when he stops me.

“Where do you think you’re going?” He questioned, grabbing my arm.

“The washroom?” I reply, uncertain.

Did I do something to make him angry?

“Not just yet. I’m not done with you” He says with a shady expression.

“What do you mean?” I ask, confused.

“Come over here and sit on this chair,” He says, pointing at the chair next to his desk. 

Unsure, I hesitate.

“Sit on the chair, now,” He says through gritted teeth.

Why is he acting so controlling? He’s never talked to me like this before. What’s going on?

Getting up from the bed and slowly walking towards the chair, he turns me around and sits me a little hard.

“Put your hand on the back” He commands.

Shakily, I do as he says.

“Why do you want my hands behind my back? Why am I sitting on a chair?” I ask, disoriented by everything that's happening in such a short amount of time.

“You’ll see.” 

I can feel the smirk coming from him, even though he’s behind me now.I sense something rugged wrapping around my wrist.

“What are you doing?” I ask, trying to pull my hands away.

“Something I want. Now, keep your hand in place while I tie them up.” 

“Why do you want to tie me up?” I ask, my heart pounding against my chest. 

Why is he doing this? What’s going on?!

As soon as I’m tied up, the doorknob rattles.

Who’s trying to come in?! I can’t let anyone see me like this.

I don’t even have the time to say anything before Amira walks in with a wicked grin.

I freeze seeing her here.

She takes off her robe, revealing her naked body.

What is she doing here?!