Journal #115
One of the hardest things you will ever have to do, is to grieve the loss of a person who is still alive.
I'm driving. So fast that i cannot hear anything other than the sound of the car's engine and my thoughts.
I need to be there.
I need to keep her safe, because god knows na hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko kapag may nangyaring masama kay Chelsea. Hindi na ako napigilan ni Kate na umalis, she knows i cannot possibly stay in there with my thoughts all messed up.
Yes, Chelsea and I barely talk anymore, tanggap ko na ang mga sinabi nya sa akin. Maybe we weren't meant to be, maybe she was right.. There are certain things in life na hindi pwedeng ipilit kahit na gaano mo pa ka gusto.. but that doesn't mean that I've forgotten about her. It doesn't mean that i no longer ca
