Journal #112 Leave and they'll search for you In everyone else and fail. That is when they'll understand, What they lost. "Umuwi ka muna Syd.. You're staying up all night for the past two days and it's not healthy anymore.. Ako na muna ang bahala dito." I looked up and shook my head at Kate. She look seriously worried about me by now. "No. I need to be here kapag nagising si Mom." I said and sighed while I hold my mother's hand again. I need to be here. I will not let anything happen to her again.. Hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko kapag nangyari iyon. We're on a hospital right now. It's been three days simula ng mangyari ito kay Mom and until now she's still unconscious. She's been tortured, the doctors said. They found cuts in her body and she's emotionally traumatized. Kaya na

