I waited for Louise to arrive at the restaurant she said she’d meet me. I looked at my phone. I am twenty minutes early than the time we agreed upon. She texted me earlier. Ang sabi niya ay malelate siya dahil traffic. Hindi ko raw kasi siya sinundo. Okay. Why is it my fault now? To be honest, I don’t know what I am feeling right now. When I was with Margaux a while ago, wala akong ibang maisip kung hindi kung gaano ako kasaya na nangyari ito because finally, all the walls that hinder my relationship with her are gone. Pero ngayong mag-isa na ako, habang naiisip ko lahat ng sinabi ni Margaux, hindi ko mapigilang malungkot. I thought Louise was happy with me. But she wasn’t. Well, she wouldn’t look for another man if she was contented with me. I know the feeling of cheating. It is

