I hate you

Chapter 8

"Do you think that it's okay to be cheering when one of your pack members are hurt, this pack it supposed to take care of each other no matter how much you hate that person. If I was the one that ended up losing if I was her" I point at Sandy "would you guys be cheering saying how pathetic I am. You know what this shows me is that everyone here from my pack should try fighting me I have never lost before but Sandy still tried to challenge me not for the right reasons but she had the guts unlike all of you guys." I stopped talking and everyone had their heads down and a lot look guilty and ashamed. "Tomorrow 5 in the mourning if you are late there will be consequence and trust me they will not be good and there will be no complaining and everyone has to come and tomorrow will be the the first day that the Blue Moon pack will be training with us and be late apply's to all not just my pack." I looked around and my father was smiling looking at me different? Weird? "Do I make my self clue." I growled out saying it as a sentence then a question everyone said "yes Alpha" or "yes". "you guys are free to leave but someone pick up Sandy and bring her to the pack Doctors." Two pack members came over and took Sandy. Everyone left besides my Dad, Justin, Damian and Luke. My Dad came over and hugged me and by the way he is hugging me is the way he hugged me when he told me she died. Luke, Damian, and Justin were now standing next to us Luke was also smiling weird. My Dad and Luke were just sanding smiling at me. "what do I have blood on my face or something?" Luke and Dad laugh at my confused face. My Dad says "you look just like her". I look at him weirdly and confused "what do you mean you I look just like her? Who is her?" Luke is the one to speck this time "you look just like your Mother." I tense up and look at my Dad he smiles and says "you remind me so much of he-" I cut him off all my emotions gone I loo at Dad and Luke "I look nothing like the Luna or should remind you guys of me I am strong I am here and I have never left and I have be better." I growl at them my Dad says "your Mother you look like your Mother your Mom the one that helped me raise you and you sound so much like her and act like her sometimes to she is your Mother why can't you say your Mother instead of saying her or the Luna all the time?" My father voiced raised I looked at him with no emotions and I laugh everyone looks confused "she raised me? You say she raised me right where is then where was she for my first date where was she when I had to go shopping for tampons where was she was I was sitting on the floor crying because I didn't know how to do my hair or when  I was heart broken or for my first shifted? Hmmm where was that women you love so much when you had a child to take care of while on top of being a Alpha where was she when I was scared to talk to you when I first shifted or when I thought and still think if I show weakness then I am weak or how about where was she when I was outside fighting and training so just maybe you would say you were proud of me or how about when I had to take over for Luna when I was so young so you didn't feel lonely or what about all those times I  missed dances or hanging out with friends or living a child hood because I had to take care of you and this pack. I look at my Dad with no emotions and laugh "see she wasn't there she was weak and got her self killed because she wasn't strong enough to fight because she was to kind and stupid to realize that everything was not  going to be okay! She the women you talk about I never met her. She was never there for you and nether were you!" My Dad opens his mouth and then closes it I point to eyes do you she these eyes they are blood red! Do you know what that means? It means that-