Truly Your's

Going Crazy

I just got back to the office from the meeting with Mr. Quinn. I swear my sanity level has dropped from our meeting. I mean how can anyone deal with that man. He is so confusing. He requested me because I'm beautiful. Then he sends me flowers. On top of all that wanted to get to know me. He called me sexy he even showed he can be a gentleman when he wants to be.

I think everyone around me wants to see me go nuts. Definitely Director Allen he must love seeing me go crazy from anger in m head.

Then there's Blain a crazy lunatic. Who has no shame or regurds for other. Who I personally think has a Fetish for pissing me off. He is completely unpredictable with his bipolar attitude. One night he is perverted and insane. Then the next day he acts like a gentleman. Then that vary next moment he is back to his perverted and insane self.

I'm sitting here at my desk debating whether I should read more of my book. I finished chapter Nineteen on the cab ride back to the office So here we are Chapter Twenty.

"Ms. Moore!" I heard Director Allen yell for me. Can't I get a moments peace? Or is that to much to ask for? Am I just a punching bag to Director Allen and Blain?

" Somebody's in trouble" Jessica joked as I stood form my desk.

" Shut up wanna be Barbie" I told Jessica as I walked away.

The walk to Director Allen's office was nerve wracking. I was afraid I might lose my s**t.

Director Allen was standing at his door way with a devilish smile.

" Come in" he told me pointing into his office. What is it now? Please don't tell me Blain called him. I can't handle it if he did. My question was answered when Director Allen said. " Didn't I tell you to act like another pretty face when you met with the client,?"

" What do you mean Sir" I asked but I already knew what this is about. Blain called him just to piss me off.

" The client called said you didn't even apologize to him and was calling him unprofessional." He said shaking his head in disappoinment.

" Sir he was calling me sexy. Had no regards that I know how to do my job" I stated feeling my anger build.

" I don't care I told you did I not?," He asked screaming as he looked at me. Can some please make murder legally? I want to strangle the chubby man that sits before me. See his chubby face turn blue. As I giggle hysterically at the sight.

I gladly plead temporary insanity just to have the chance. That would be a life long dream.

" Last warning Me. Moore" he screamed I just laughed in my head. Maybe I'm going crazy usually I would be getting pissed but I just wanna laugh.

" Now get out" he demanded. I just stood up made my way out of his office and back to my desk.

The moment I got back my phone rang. This better not be who I think it is. I picked up the phone answered it quickly.

" Fields Real Estate Blake Moore" I said quick doing my best to sound normal.

" Ms. Moore how did the conversation with your director go?" The man asked. And yes you guessed it it's Blain.

" Wouldn't you like to know CEO of d**k wads" I screamed quietly. I am finally going to let him have it. God I hate this man.

" Someone is touchy" Blain commented while laughing.

" I wonder why. Let's go from the top. You said you requested me for the project because I'm beautiful. You have no regards for my talent for my job. You insist on acting like an ass. Saying I'm sexy when Im angry. Send me flowers just to mock me. Shall I go on you Bipolar fucktard?" I told him spiting every word out in anger

" Haha yes it's about time. Been waiting for you to snap for the first time. I'll see you soon Ms. Moore I'll stop call your director from now on." He said hanging up the phone.

What does he mean snapping for the first time. Does he plan on making me go clinically insane? Why is he enjoying my torment so much?

I just want to go home. I know Director Allen won't let me go so im stuck her for another two hours. But I have some peace right now so lest read some more.

"Hey Blake what did the Doctor want?" Jessica asked leaning over on my desk.

" Aaah f**k come on I'm just want some peace" I screamed. Making Jessica take a step back.

" I take it it's not a good time?" She asked as I seen she wasn't trying to laugh at me.

She is lucky I consider he a friend.

" Sorry just my nerves and my mental stability is shot right now" I said cupping my hands over my eyes.

" I just wanted to ask if you still need me to take you home tonight" Jessica asked. Well now I feel like a ass.

" Yes if you can please" I asked trying my best to stay calm. Jessica nodded while giving me a smile.

" Thank you" is all I said before cupping my hands back over my eyes. I just want to go home and do my best to enjoy the rest of my night.

Okay now lest get started on chapter twenty.

Chapter Twenty

Kate's POV

It still feels like a dream Damien confessing his love for me. A moment I thought would never happen. A moment I thought would only exists in dreams. The man I love felt the same for me.

He took me to see the sea of trees. A view I would never forget. The wind blowing the trees making look as if the leaves looked like waves. It's always going to be a memorable moment for me. That astonishing view and confession of love I received by the man sitting next to me on the bench. As we both look out over the park. The sun shinned across the open field. There was couples everywhere as they expressed their love for one another.

"Kate" I heard Damien call for me. I turned my head to see this magnificent guy looking at me. Our eyes met his beautiful light brown eyes was filled with Desire. As if he had everything he ever wanted. I can relate to the feeling. I have him and his love it's all I need.

"Be honest how love have you been in love with me?" Damien asked. This is easy to answer I been in love with him for three years.

" Three years" I answered giving a soft smile. I was granted a charming chuckle from Damien. His small laugh rang through my ears like music. Music I would never grow tired of. There is no doubt that I fell in love with the man I would gladly spend every waking moment of my life with.

" Three years? That long?" He asked curiously. I nodded granting him a smile " yes" I answered.

I was interrupted from reading from my phone ringing yet again. But it was my personal phone this time. I pulled my phone from my bag checking the number. But it's a number I don't know.

"Hollow" I answered a man's voice I recognized answered back " Hey Blake it's Grant you know Grant Hall?" Grant my ex why is he calling me. How did he get my new number.

" Yes I know who you are" I spat out " what do you want I don't have time for you" I told him feeling my true hatred for him return.

" You want to get dinner" Grant asked . How could he ask that after what he did? The man cheated on me he used me.

" No I don't and I have a boyfriend" I lied but I didn't care.

" Well I'm out side your office already waiting" he replied. Really he's waiting for me the hell is this mans problem. Does he really think I'll let him back into my life?

" Leave don't come back I don't want to see you or talk to you like I said I have a boyfriend. I'm not a cheater like you are." I said " And plus he is coming to pick me up from work" I lied hanging up the phone.

Great now what am I going to do?. He's not going to leave. And if I don't get picked up from a man that's claiming to be my boyfriend. He will know i lied. Well I got a idea let's hope it works.

I picked up the phone and stupidly called Blain.

"Hollow" Blain answered

"Mr. Quinn it Blake Moore I need a favor" I asked desperately. I hope he don't think I'm a creep.

" What's the favor?" He asked I could hear him holding back a laugh.

" Okay my ex is here at my work trying to take me to dinner. I lied told him I have a boyfriend and that he is picking me up. I don't know any man that can help me so I called you. So can you come to my office as soon as possible act as if you're my boyfriend and pick me up?" I stated thinking I have gone insane asking him this.

" Hahahahahah well sounds like you're indeed in a situation if I help you let me take you to dinner tomorrow" he told me I could hear him chuckling at me

" Fine deal just help" I agreed " Okay I'll be there soon" he told me then hung up the phone.

Blake how can you be s stupid asking Blain that? I asked myself there's no going back now.

Forty minutes later Blain called to say he was here waiting in the lobby. And thankful it's time to leave.

I'm just made it to the lobby. I heard a voice from behind me but it want Blain.

" It's about time you came down I been waiting for you " Grant spoke.

"Damnit I told you I didn't want to see you and for you to leave" I screamed in fury

" Come on just one dinner I promise you won't regret it" he asked me then I heard Blain's voice from behind.

" Hey honey you ready to go?" Blain asked as he leaned down placing a soft kiss on my lips. Grant stepped in between Blain and I

" I don't appreciate it when someone calls her honey and I definitely don't appreciate it if someone kisses her other then me." Grant screamed then asked " who the hell are you?"

I stepped out from be hind Grant taking Blain's arm in mine. " I told you on the phone Grant in have a boyfriend and that he was picking me up" I repeated myself .

" This is my boyfriend so back away and leave" I demanded.

" Come on you know I'm better then who ever this is" Grant said pointing to Blain.

" Just one dinner I'll show you I have changed" he asked yet again pissing me off.

" Look if you can't respect what she told you then you haven't changed. She is not someone who would cheat so there will be no dinner between you two. so I suggest you leave now" Blain said as he stepped in front of me. He seemed serious in his words as if he actually knew me.

Grant shook his head out if anger storming out if the building. I didn't notice Blain was looking at me till I looked over meeting his eyes.

" So tell me what all this is about" Blain said as he smiled giving a chuckle at the situation.

"That was my ex Grant. He cheated on me so I ended things. But here he is thinking he can just walk back into my life as if nothing happened" I admitted. As Jessica walked off the elevator.

"Hey Jess ready to go?" I asked but she wasn't listening. She was looking at Blain wide eyed.

"I'll take you home Ms. Moore" Blain offered.

" That sounds like a great idea" Jessica said as she gave both Blain and I a smile.

There's no way I'm getting out of this I got to let Blaine drive me home that's just great. The guy that has bipolar issues and that has a fetish of pissing me off. Wonder how he is going to piss me off as he takes me home?

Thankfully the ride home was quiet. Blain didn't say anything to me as he drove. As we pulled up outside my apartment building Blaine spoke.

" Well that was fun while it lasted" you said as he smiled in a cheeky way. I just ignored his comment and decided to thank him.

" Thank you" I said as I opened the car door. He just nodded at me.

" Remember now you owe me dinner tomorrow night" he reminded me God why didn't he have to remind me of that. I was feeling so happy that I'm home now I was reminded that I have to have dinner with him. I felt my anger starting to build back up towards them.

" Thank you for the ride I guess I'll see you at dinner tomorrow night" I told him as I exited the car closing the door behind me.

I slowly made my way up to my apartment. Thinking how in the hell did I put myself in this type of situation. To where I am to have dinner with Blaine tomorrow night. Dinner with a man that has a fetish of pissing me off. A man that is definitely bipolar in so many different ways.

I walked into my den lighted apartment. Thinking if I should just go ahead and take a shower now or just wait for tomorrow morning.

I'll just wait for tomorrow I'm going to go ahead and read them more of my book.

I walk back to small hallway to my bedroom. Changed my night clothes short shorts and a t-shirt. I gracefully crawled into bed. Grabbing my book bleeding heart.

Now where did I leave off oh yes here I was in chapter twenty.

"Three years that long?"he asked curiously .I granted him a smile "yes " I answered

It has been a better part of 3 years I've been in love with Damien. Damien a man that's always been there for me stuck my by my side through thick and thin.

"How long have you been in love with me?" I asked curiously. The question gained is attention because he gave me a little cheeky smile.

" Since the first year we met" he answered honestly. When he told me it was since the first year we met. I was shocked that was fifteen years ago. So that means he's been in love with me for fifteen years.

I fell asleep sneaking up on me so I couldn't read anymore. I need my sleep tomorrow is going to be a long day. Definitely since I have to have dinner with Mr dumbass.

I shut the small lamp off beside my bed. Covering myself with my blanket laying there waiting for sleep to take me.

I felt my body starting to get lighter as the world got darker. And that was it sleep found me.