Flynn
FlynnIn the most f****d up scene ever, Lake and I sit in Cadence’s living room with her to try to figure s**t out. They’re both hitting the w**d to get through this.
I’m stone sober.
I know better than to turn to a substance when I’m in this dark of a place. I’ve been around drugs and alcohol my whole life. I know how bad it can turn when you don’t have your s**t together. And I am about as far from having my s**t together as I could possibly get.
I’ve been mostly catatonic on my couch for the past six days trying not to think about how much I miss Nadia. I played the shows we had booked, but it was just going through the motions and as soon as we finished our sets, I bailed.
I actually spent a lot of the time this week not thinking at all. Just blank as f**k.
The lights are on
