Alvarez…didn’t seem to understand what I meant when I told him I saw myself as the problem that needed to be addressed. Instead, he just blankly stared at me with his ever-deadpan expression.
To be completely honest, I feel so disappointed that he’s not showing compassion towards me even after seeing me break down. That was one of the things I despised about him.
If I could, I would have tried to recover the feelings of animosity that I have harbored towards him and everyone else. But unfortunately, I was never that kind of person. And that is also why I am being subjected to this.
I was furious and confused, and that is why I am weeping. I despised the fact that I was shedding tears for a man, but I can’t do anything about them anymore.
“Diaz, there’s nothing wrong, really. Why did yo
