"You can do this Amanda! You gat it!" My heart was filled with a mixture of anticipation and trepidation as I approached the entrance of the hospital. After enduring a long and exhausting flight, my mind was consumed by a whirlwind of nerves and excitement. The weight of my decision to pursue a career in nursing had finally settled upon me, and doubts about whether I had made the right choice began to plague my thoughts. 'what if I just go back?' I asked myself. What if? I can start tomorrow. I can do something else today and resume tomorrow. Shit! When will I stop been a chicken? Standing at the entrance, I found myself hesitating, uncertain of whether to proceed. Just as my uncertainty threatened to overwhelm me, a friendly face emerged from the crowd. "Hi, I don't Normally do th

