BESTFRIEND
EPISODE 7
DARSHAL POV
The feeling of having one's crush with you in flesh and blood is superb
It feels so good to stay close to her and have her in my arms but I still need to becareful
When I kissed her, it felt so good and I can say its the best kiss have ever had in my life
But I want to know what's happening in her life, I'm sure she's going through some pain but she's trying to cover it up with smile
How I wish she can confide in me, even if I want to make love to her, I want to make her feel loved , I want her to know I also love her not just only her
I won't reject her at the same time I won't do anything that she will regret later
Can you tell me what you mean by you have limited time, I asked her
She was silence maybe she's contemplating to tell me or not but if she claims to love me as she claim, she should tell me her pain
I carry her from the couch and place her on laps , she didn't struggle with me , she just stair at me
I place my lips on her forehead and kiss her hair
I scuse her hand gently, you know you can talk to me Diva... I promise to keep it a secret if you want
I lift her chin up and I discover she's crying , I use my thumb to dry her tears and kiss her cheeks
Why I'm I doing this, why do I have strange feelings of protecting her , I want to take away her pain, am I actually in my right senses
I keep battling with my inner mind
Whatever it is , I hope am not making mistakes
Diva talk to me, I don't want to see you crying , you can trust me okay?
I told her and Pat her back so as to calm down
After few minutes, she's calm , Darshal I went to hospital last week because I hate going there but have not been feeling fine for a while, I went last week to know what is going on, after the check up the doctor told me I have Cancer
Cancer?
I asked asked as if its my first time of hearing that word,
Yes she replied
Why don't you tell your parents or Ted about it
I don't want to disturb them and I don't want my fans to know
I will tell Ted anyway but not my parents Diva said as she placed her head on my chest
Do you intend to go for Chemotherapy?
No, I don't plan for anything like that she said
But are willing to die, don't you think about your parents , your best friend and your love ones?
You have to fight this so as to live for people that care so much about you.
I look down to her face when I didn't hear her say anything and discover she's already snoring softly
I smile at the sleeping beauty and take her to my bed.
I cover her with duvet and sit beside her on the bed
I use the opportunity to watch her and make up my mind to do anything in my power to make you whole again and keep your secret from your Fans
I kiss her forehead and left the room.