+It was my visit to doctor Grey and only mom, dad, and Chase was coming with me today. "How've you been doing?" Asked doctor Grey. "Horrible I replied and they all looked at me. I feel like I'm going crazy" I admitted. "It could be side effects from the medication you've been taking. I think we'll need to change your medication", suggested doctor Grey. "Have you been having suicidal thoughts?" and I nod stating a yes. "Oh God", mom whimpered. "London please let's try the surgery please stop killing yourself", she replied. "Ok let me have a word with your parents and Chase", stated doctor Grey. Ok, I replied and went outside, within 15 minutes they were out and we headed home. I don't even wanna know what doctor Grey told them but I'm too overwhelmed right now to even care. "Hey,

