boxes of earth. At noon set sail. East wind, fresh. Crew, five
hands … two mates, cook, and myself, (captain).
On 11 July at dawn entered Bosphorus. Boarded by Turkish Customs officers. Backsheesh. All correct. Under way at
4 p.m.
On 12 July through Dardanelles. More Customs officers and flagboat of guarding squadron. Backsheesh again.
Work of officers thorough, but quick. Want us off soon. At
dark passed into Archipelago.
On 13 July passed Cape Matapan. Crew dissatisfied about
something. Seemed scared, but would not speak out.
On 14 July was somewhat anxious about crew. Men all
steady fellows, who sailed with me before. Mate could not
make out what was wrong. They only told him there was
SOMETHING, and crossed themselves. Mate lost temper
with one of them that day and struck him. Expected fierce
quarrel, but all was quiet.
On 16 July mate reported in the morning that one of the
crew, Petrofsky, was missing. Could not account for it. Took
larboard watch eight bells last night, was relieved by Amramoff, but did not go to bunk. Men more downcast than
ever. All said they expected something of the kind, but
would not say more than there was SOMETHING aboard.
Mate getting very impatient with them. Feared some trouble ahead.
On 17 July, yesterday, one of the men, Olgaren, came to
my cabin, and in an awestruck way confided to me that he
thought there was a strange man aboard the ship. He said
that in his watch he had been sheltering behind the deckhouse, as there was a rain storm, when he saw a tall, thin
man, who was not like any of the crew, come up the companionway, and go along the deck forward and disappear.
He followed cautiously, but when he got to bows found no
one, and the hatchways were all closed. He was in a panic of
superstitious fear, and I am afraid the panic may spread. To
allay it, I shall today search the entire ship carefully from
stem to stern.
Later in the day I got together the whole crew, and told
them, as they evidently thought there was some one in the
ship, we would search from stem to stern. First mate angry,
said it was folly, and to yield to such foolish ideas would demoralise the men, said he would engage to keep them out of
trouble with the handspike. I let him take the helm, while
the rest began a thorough search, all keeping abreast, with
lanterns. We left no corner unsearched. As there were only
the big wooden boxes, there were no odd corners where a
man could hide. Men much relieved when search over, and
went back to work cheerfully. First mate scowled, but said
nothing.
22 July.—Rough weather last three days, and all hands
busy with sails, no time to be frightened. Men seem to have
forgotten their dread. Mate cheerful again, and all on good
terms. Praised men for work in bad weather. Passed Gibraltar and out through Straits. All well.
24 July.—There seems some doom over this ship. Already a hand short, and entering the Bay of Biscay with wild
weather ahead, and yet last night another man lost, disappeared. Like the first, he came off his watch and was not
seen again. Men all in a panic of fear, sent a round robin,
asking to have double watch, as they fear to be alone. Mate
angry. Fear there will be some trouble, as either he or the
men will do some violence.
28 July.—Four days in hell, knocking about in a sort of
maelstrom, and the wind a tempest. No sleep for any one.
Men all worn out. Hardly know how to set a watch, since no
one fit to go on. Second mate volunteered to steer and watch,
and let men snatch a few hours sleep. Wind abating, seas
still terrific, but feel them less, as ship is steadier.
29 July.—Another tragedy. Had single watch tonight, as
crew too tired to double. When morning watch came on
deck could find no one except steersman. Raised outcry,
and all came on deck. Thorough search, but no one found.
Are now without second mate, and crew in a panic. Mate
and I agreed to go armed henceforth and wait for any sign
of cause.
30 July.—Last night. Rejoiced we are nearing England.
Weather fine, all sails set. Retired worn out, slept soundly,
awakened by mate telling me that both man of watch and
steersman missing. Only self and mate and two hands left
to work ship.
1 August.—Two days of fog, and not a sail sighted. Had
hoped when in the English Channel to be able to signal for
help or get in somewhere. Not having power to work sails,
have to run before wind. Dare not lower, as could not raise
them again. We seem to be drifting to some terrible doom.
Mate now more demoralised than either of men. His stronger nature seems to have worked inwardly against himself.
Men are beyond fear, working stolidly and patiently, with
minds made up to worst. They are Russian, he Roumanian.
2 August, midnight.—Woke up from few minutes sleep
by hearing a cry, seemingly outside my port. Could see
nothing in fog. Rushed on deck, and ran against mate. Tells
me he heard cry and ran, but no sign of man on watch. One
more gone. Lord, help us! Mate says we must be past Straits
of Dover, as in a moment of fog lifting he saw North Foreland, just as he heard the man cry out. If so we are now off in
the North Sea, and only God can guide us in the fog, which
seems to move with us, and God seems to have deserted us.
3 August.—At midnight I went to relieve the man at the
wheel and when I got to it found no one there. The wind was
steady, and as we ran before it there was no yawing. I dared
not leave it, so shouted for the mate. After a few seconds,
he rushed up on deck in his flannels. He looked wild-eyed
and haggard, and I greatly fear his reason has given way. He
came close to me and whispered hoarsely, with his mouth
to my ear, as though fearing the very air might hear. ‘It is
here. I know it now. On the watch last night I saw It, like a
man, tall and thin, and ghastly pale. It was in the bows, and
looking out. I crept behind It, and gave it my knife, but the
knife went through It, empty as the air.’ And as he spoke
he took the knife and drove it savagely into space. Then he
went on, ‘But It is here, and I’ll find It. It is in the hold, perhaps in one of those boxes. I’ll unscrew them one by one
and see. You work the helm.’ And with a warning look and
his finger on his lip, he went below. There was springing
up a choppy wind, and I could not leave the helm. I saw him come out on deck again with a tool chest and lantern,
and go down the forward hatchway. He is mad, stark, raving mad, and it’s no use my trying to stop him. He can’t hurt
those big boxes, they are invoiced as clay, and to pull them
about is as harmless a thing as he can do. So here I stay and
mind the helm, and write these notes. I can only trust in
God and wait till the fog clears. Then, if I can’t steer to any
harbour with the wind that is, I shall cut down sails, and lie
by, and signal for help …
It is nearly all over now. Just as I was beginning to hope
that the mate would come out calmer, for I heard him
knocking away at something in the hold, and work is good
for him, there came up the hatchway a sudden, startled
scream, which made my blood run cold, and up on the deck
he came as if shot from a gun, a raging madman, with his
eyes rolling and his face convulsed with fear. ‘Save me! Save
me!’ he cried, and then looked round on the blanket of fog.
His horror turned to despair, and in a steady voice he said,
‘You had better come too, captain, before it is too late. He
is there! I know the secret now. The sea will save me from
Him, and it is all that is left!’ Before I could say a word, or
move forward to seize him, he sprang on the bulwark and
deliberately threw himself into the sea. I suppose I know
the secret too, now. It was this madman who had got rid of
the men one by one, and now he has followed them himself.
God help me! How am I to account for all these horrors
when I get to port? When I get to port! Will that ever be?
4 August.—Still fog, which the sunrise cannot pierce, I
know there is sunrise because I am a sailor, why else I know not. I dared not go below, I dared not leave the helm, so here
all night I stayed, and in the dimness of the night I saw it,
Him! God, forgive me, but the mate was right to jump overboard. It was better to die like a man. To die like a sailor in
blue water, no man can object. But I am captain, and I must
not leave my ship. But I shall baffle this fiend or monster,
for I shall tie my hands to the wheel when my strength begins to fail, and along with them I shall tie that which He, It,
dare not touch. And then, come good wind or foul, I shall
save my soul, and my honour as a captain. I am growing
weaker, and the night is coming on. If He can look me in the
face again, I may not have time to act… If we are wrecked,
mayhap this bottle may be found, and those who find it may
understand. If not … well, then all men shall know that I
have been true to my trust. God and the Blessed Virgin and
the Saints help a poor ignorant soul trying to do his duty …
Of course the verdict was an open one. There is no evidence to adduce, and whether or not the man himself
committed the murders there is now none to say. The folk
here hold almost universally that the captain is simply a
hero, and he is to be given a public funeral. Already it is arranged that his body is to be taken with a train of boats up
the Esk for a piece and then brought back to Tate Hill Pier
and up the abbey steps, for he is to be buried in the churchyard on the cliff. The owners of more than a hundred boats
have already given in their names as wishing to follow him
to the grave.
No trace has ever been found of the great dog, at which
there is much mourning, for, with public opinion in its
present state, he would, I believe, be adopted by the town.
Tomorrow will see the funeral, and so will end this one
more ‘mystery of the sea’.
JOURNAL
8 August.—Lucy was very restless all night, and I too,
could not sleep. The storm was fearful, and as it boomed
loudly among the chimney pots, it made me shudder.
When a sharp puff came it seemed to be like a distant gun.
Strangely enough, Lucy did not wake, but she got up twice
and dressed herself. Fortunately, each time I awoke in time
and managed to undress her without waking her, and got
her back to bed. It is a very strange thing, this sleep-walking, for as soon as her will is thwarted in any physical way,
her intention, if there be any, disappears, and she yields herself almost exactly to the routine of her life.
Early in the morning we both got up and went down to
the harbour to see if anything had happened in the night.
There were very few people about, and though the sun was
bright, and the air clear and fresh, the big, grim-looking
waves, that seemed dark themselves because the foam that
topped them was like snow, forced themselves in through
the mouth of the harbour, like a bullying man going through
a crowd. Somehow I felt glad that Jonathan was not on the
sea last night, but on land. But, oh, is he on land or sea?
Where is he, and how? I am getting fearfully anxious about
him. If I only knew what to do, and could do anything!
10 August.—The funeral of the poor sea captain today
was most touching. Every boat in the harbour seemed to
be there, and the coffin was carried by captains all the way