"Hay..." That was a long sigh.
May pasok na naman. Mabilis lang na natapos ang Christmas break. Nagcelebrate lang kami kasama si mama at papa at syempre, ang magaling kong pinsan na si Erich. That was faster than I expected.
Hindi ko na-invite si element kasi hanggang ngayon, hindi pa rin kami nag-uusap. Well, we talked a bit but... hindi tungkol sa amin. I mean, ibang bagay lang tulad nga no'ng napili ako sa MTAP which was so surprising– though, sabit lang naman ako. Ang laki nga ng agwat ng scores ko sa kanilang dalawa.
Bukod doon, hindi niya na ako pinapansin. I think, he was just respecting my decision na space muna. Take a break... na bigyan niya muna ako ng time to realize kung ano ba talaga ang nararamdaman ko for him. Though, he didn't know what was the true reason why I needed
