LOVE ME IF YOU DARE

30 - Devil inside him

Lechu's POV

A shrill rang out just after the thud of his hand slid on my cheeks, I could taste blood inside mu mouth. Dev looked down on me still fisting my hair. He could care little, I hoped but he didn't. I could barely say a thing. This torture is continuing for some time. He was dragging me towards his room from car. I felt like I was going to be slaughtered by him. Fear was there, most terrific fear that you don't know what he is gonna do to me. How I will make him understand or how I am goin to save myself from him or how much it will hurt all these were my fear. 

My eyes shooting back the pain, but he swing his hand again making me fell on floor, he loosened his grip on my hair that time. But that increases the fear inside me. If he gave me little relief then that means something big is coming behind it. 

" You did that to hurt her right ? To take revenge on me " he asked again. 

" How many times I said I didn't..... I didn't, I didn't do it '' I cried loudly and repeated again thinking that atleast this time it will get into his brain.

Dev's hand swing again, I braced for the pain this time but it moved up higher like I couldn't. His hand hurt my skin much more than me to handle. I tried to clench my muscles but it didn't helped much. He lifted me from floor and pushed me towards the couch choking me. I held on his hand fear for my life.

" You are fully confident that no one saw your dirty work and lying looking at my face ? How dare you ? " 

My face could have became read by this time from his choking. I was sure I am going to die now.

" I wanted to burn you alive looking at your disgusting face but why should I make my hands dirty and that's for a filthy girl like you " he yelled and released his hand from my neck. 

I started coughing and took heavy breaths to get get some air. I was rolled from couch and fell on floor coughing nonstop. Throat we dry and I feel that discomfort but I couldn't control my coughs. When I tried I felt like suffocating.

" If my warnings are not getting into your brain should I start punishing you and then warn you ? So that you can remember it well ? " Dev sat on couch and I was under his foot. I shook my head as no and cried. I crawled like a baby hugging my both hands to chest and begged for some water.

" I should have taken you to my beach house and whipped you to know the real pain. You might only learn after tearing your skin . When you are strapped there and bound unable to escape your brain will start realise what to do ? What not to do ? " He kept on saying scary things made me loose all hopes.

" Trust me I didn't do anything to harm her. It was an accident or someone else did that to trap me " o said that somehow. I was keeping this inside my mind all these time not wanting to get more from him. I don't understand how I spit it out digging my own grave.

" Who ? " Dev asked

" That I don't know" I replied

" You want to take my aunt's name right ? "He asked with a scoff.

" You won't believe me even if I say truth " I yelled in my top of lungs loosing all temper.

" Shut the f**k up..... How dare you to blabber your mouth in front of me ? " He screamed making me flinch and threw a flower vase on the table near to where he was sitting. Unfortunately it was a glass vase and glass pieces scattered all over the floor. Some pierced into my skin. 

I covered my mouth all scared lying on floor and didn't even let out any sound from me to make him trigger.

" If daughter has decided to take revenge against me by hurting my people then I don't have any other options left than to...... "

Dev lift me from floor grinding my hand muscles rushing a killing pain there. He twisted it and kept me close to his body touching my back on him 

" You won't see the outside world from now on. Your life will end up between these four walls. No one is going to ask me about it. " He warned me coming close to my ears. 

" No..... Don't do that. I promise I will stay away from you and your people. Please leave me Dev you are hurting me badly. I can't endure more than this " I tried to escape from that pain somehow.

Fortunately he left me. I was relieved but it didn't last for long there comes his next command.

" Come with me and make a drink for me " When he said that I felt like land under my feet is going away. Again that pool side, his mini bar, that bench, his couch, what he is gonna do , all those fears flashed inside my mind like a horror film.

I looked at Dev to have some mercy on me. I was even ready to hold his legs to spare me for a night but he didn't wanted that. He already set his lustful eyes on me. Now without getting it he won't back off.

My hands were shaking while I poured his drink into glass. Hands were sweaty and few times that bottle was going to slip from my hands. I sneaked back to look at Dev several times. He was watching my every move sitting on his round couch very relaxing. I felt like I am naked in front of his eyes, that much lustfully he was staring at me. I adjusted my blowse several times and pulled it down to cover my belly. Cloth piece which covered it fell somewhere while he dragged me to the room. Whether all men are like this ? I doubted.

Taking some baby steps I forwarded the glass towards him. My face muscles was aching badly even if tried to move it unknowingly. Bruises were there on my skin without seeing it on mirror I can say that.

Dev sipped his drink slowly and frowned his face like that's not what he wanted. 

" What the hell is this ? " He asked annoyingly.

" You always have this " I replied in a trembling voice.

" This is how to make a drink ? " He screamed again.

" I don't know " I replied very fastly flinching back.

" Then learn by tasting it first "  he pulled me and squeezed my cheeks to make my mouth open. Without any notice he poured that whole drink into my mouth. I didn't had any other way than to drink it. Because he didn't loosened his grip until I gulp it down.

I felt like a fire ball ran through my throat. I rubbed my chest to ease me up. I felt like I will throw up that instant.

Something was happening with me. I felt like I am not the one who is standing there. Supporting my hand on pool bench I stood there trying to recollect myself. Meanwhile Dev went to make his own drink. I could see them but images weren't that much clear.

Dev snapped his fingers at me to go near to him. 

" You are ready to get on your knees now right ? Or should I start beating you up until you submit to me ? " He asked. He didn't really care one way or another. 

I needs to survive , I had no other choices than these two. I decided to keel, that's much better than to submitting to him.

I have to take his damn thing into my mouth and perform the loath some act he requires. My only hope was he will let me go once I perform it.

" I am waiting " he said.

" I will do it " I mumbled holding back my tears.

" Do what ? You have to tell me what you want to do ? " He said ina mocking tone while drinking. He was seriously teasing me by taking advantage of my situation.

" I will take it " I mumbled putting my head down in embarrassment.

Dev chuckled like a sadist and asked again.

" Take what and do what ? " 

" Suck...." I said. Seeing his eyes I understood it wasn't enough for him.

" Suck your co*k"shamed into repeating those awful words I controlled myself.

He raised his hand and signed at me to go near to him.

I walked over to Dev, not defying him. His hand pushed down on my shoulders until I kneeled down before him. Dev lifted my chin and ordered.

" Start "

He leaned back towards that huge round couch keeping his one hand over eyes and waited for my job holding his drink in other hand.

Closing my eyes I kept my hand on the knot of his pyjama pants and from there everything was really quick.

I never saw his hand coming behind my head to push me close towards that prick, only inches away from my mouth.

" Stop the drama, I know you must be enjoying inside. After getting something which you love to hold " his disgusting comment made me shut my eyes tightly.

" Kiss it " he ordered and that was quick. Dev hold his erection still when my tongue snaked out of my mouth and lightly touched it's head. That thing jerked along with my head jerked back in disgust. A drop of something which slipped from its tip fell on my tongue. 

I felt like gagging and I don't wanted to taste it, It should be bitter. I  struggled to pull away but his hand didn't allowed that.

" I am being so nice here, because last time you lacked a lot. So this time do like the way I want. Lick it , starting from the head. Get used to the taste of mine too. Soon it will be flooding inside your mouth " Dev grabbed my hand and wrapped it around his jerking erection.

" Hold it tight " my tongue made a large slurp along the head. 

" Suck it into your mouth " he looked down on my innocent face , my wide opened eyes looked up at him suppressing all the anger and hatred that rushed inside me.

That piece of meat was sliding in and out of my mouth. I could do anything but try to comply with him increasing perverse demands. I know towards end what he is gonna give into my mouth. I was mentally preparing for it. 

Meanwhile Dev's fingers tangling into my hair , yanking out hairs with a painful snap. 

" I think you are very comfortable on your knees. .... " He commented.

My muscles were cramping and what he wants more than this.

" Press your knees on the floor not on your dress " he said, actually he caught me. I knew that my knees are going to hurt if I stay on them for a long time on that cold floor. That's why I did this but he caught me. He made me released from his erection and I slowly stood on feet making discomfort  faces when I got muscles spasms.

" You don't need to be so modest, these are too much on you for this night. Take it off " he ordered snapping his fingers and pulled my skirt. 

" Please " I begged to spare me.

" Before I tear it off remove it " he said again. Within seconds that clothe piece pooled around my legs. Fortunately I was wearing a ball gown petticoat under my dress. I knelt on that cold floor on my bare knees.

" I am going to choke you with this ..... " He told gripping on my hair. I kept my hands yo either side and fists clenched tightly as his hands crushed the sides of my head.

I could do nothing as he thrusted his damn thing down to my throat. H held my head up at an angle so he could penetrate as deep as possible. I choked and gagged. It felt like a sword was down into my throat. 

I felt that thing is swelling in my throat making throat muscles ripped up and down when he tried to force it out. 

Thrusting back in and out he never pulled it free my lungs which starved for air. I felt dizzy from lack of oxygen. He was was raw and rough , still he didn't stopped.

Dev pulled it from my throat but kept it in my mouth  as he began to pump it vigorously.

" Open your mouth wide. If you spill a drop I will beat you until you collapse " he warned me and I fearfully streched my mouth like I felt my lips will tear. In this condition I didn't dare to disobey him.

A thick salty liquid came into my mouth. I never expected it so much. He came three times groaning heavily.  I gulped and swallowed everything filling my belly. Dev finally pulled his shrinking co*k from my lips. I didn't see his hand until I got hit by him again. I squealed falling on the floor .

" Get lost from here " he yelled. I quickly grabbed by skirt and left from there crawling and running towards the room. 

Dev sweated a lot , he was taking rest leaning back to couch by raking his hand through hair.

When hot water from shower fell on my skin I winched. I felt like they were also torturing me but no..... They were actually consoling me. I cried under shower loudly for everything. But I felt my tears got dried up fastly. I became like a stone simply standing under shower without any emotions. 

A doll which can cry with a key and once key is off back to a dead doll. I didn't dare to use shower gel or anything on my skin to clean, what if it starts paining ? 

I wrapped a bathrobe on me and stood in front of wardrobe to get a night dress. I was completely dead inside. I wished to cry to let out that weight increasing in my heart. Atleast to get angry or do anything. Only thing came into my mind was all those filthy acts I had to do for him.

Finally I broke down into tears when my mom's blanket fell into my hand when I pulled my night dress. I buried my face into it and started crying not letting our my sound go out. 

Like all nights this blanket is going to swipe my tears again. It will console me bringing my mom into my dreams. I will tell her everything, she will say .... Everything will be fine Lechu. I am her strongest daughter. 

I laid down on floor to close my eyes as soon as possible. Hugging to the blanket I tried to sleep which was a tough task. I hummed for myself, I patted on my shoulders gently. We should do everything by ourself when there is no helping hands. My appa taught me this. 

Right now I don't want to remember his face, as a father if his face comes into my mind now  I might die out of embarrassment. No daughter wants to remember their dad's face after enduring such a torture, molested by a Jerk. Because that time we will be hating all men in this world. We cure them to die and vanish from this world. 

There is a moment when that poor soul getting know what happened with his precious daughter. What all torture his daughter had to face ? He will die hitting his head for not able to protect me.

" Mom.... Please come fast " I chanted the same shutting my eyes and covering both ears only trying to remember my mom's face.

I saw her....she was also crying for me and running towards my side. She spread bher arms to embrace me. I was still that six years old cry baby Lechu who was ready to fell into her arms. Everything went black suddenly. Mom got vanished and I only find darkness everywhere. Because I opened my eyes. 

I woke up after getting disturbed. My blanket  was snatched from me. I got alert by seeing a pair of legs in front of me.

He can take anything from me but not that blanket. I somehow wakes up from floor ignoring all pain and tried to get back my blanket. He didn't gave it to me instead I saw a dirty smile on his face.

" I was seeing for few days that you got so much affection to this blanket right ? ' he asked

" Dev stop playing.... Give it back. I did everything you wanted me to do.  Atleast leave me alone now. What more you want ? My life ? Then take that too " I said to him very pathetically. I tried to snatch my blanket but I failed

" Why I need your life ? Even if I sell you I won't get enough money to buy a drink for me . " He said those disgusting things and played with my blanket bouncy to each hands. 

" Dev give it back.  .. I will stay here as your slave forever. Please give it back " I begged, I thought he will change his mind watching my helpless face.

" Let me survive somehow.... please " I joined my hands in front of him but he didn't listen to my pleadings.

Dev went back to the pool side and I ran behind him for my blanket. This time he didn't let me in. Before I could enter he locked the sliding glass doo in front of me. He signed at me with a smirk to see what he is going to do with it.

" Dev.... " I smacked on the door screaming his name but it was a sound proof glass. He enjoyed watching watching my desperation and helplessness free from my crying noise and pleadings.  What the hell he is going to do with it ?

Dev grabbed an alcohol bottle from his mini bar and walked very calmly dragging my blanket on floor.

" Dev . .. Dev.......... " I continued smacking my hand until they became red. I ran towards the closet to use another door but it was locked from other side. Then again I came back without no other option. 

" DEV...... DEV ..no ...... " I jumped from floor shouting and screaming when he opened the lighter to burn my blanket. I looked around frantically and ran out from room to get Parvathi mam like a mad girl. But I found her door was locked from outside. She is not back yet. I kept my hands on head not understanding what to do ? Or how to stop Dev ? 

Standing at the balcony I saw his aunt Varada coming background to house from party venue. I strides down the steps in a hurry even though I knew that she won't help me still she was a last  hope for me. I ran to her side and held on hands to help me.

"'Aunty please..... Please stop Dev . I will do anything you say. Please stop him aunty " I said by crying miserably. She looked at my face and was clearly enjoying my situation. 

" Leave from this house by your own because your job is finished here. Then I will consider to talk to Dev " Varada replied

I didn't have time for her drama so I left her hand and ran out of the house. I don't know why and for whom I expected there to help me. But Zahir was there , he was about to leave with car to garage and from there to his cottage.

" Zahir.... Zahir " I ran to his side and held on his hands for help. He was shocked when I held his hand suddenly.

" Lakshmi....  I mean mam. What happened? " Atleast he enquired to me what happened.

" Please go and stop Dev...  He is mad.... He is going to separate my mom from me. Please Zahir help me... " I cried like a weak girl at staring but then I loose my temper and screamed at him in my top of lungs.

Zahir must have understood my pain because he kept a step forward to help me but was stopped by that old hag. She didn't even let Zahir to enter into house.

"Zahir..... It's late. Park the car in garage and you go back to your cottage. " She ordered and Zahir looked at me.

" D ....DD ... " He was only a mere employee of them, he has his limitations there. My stupid brain didn't understand that much ? But I don't have a choice. I pressed on Zahir's hand and didn't let him leave.

" You know , you are holding on whose hands right ? " That old hag's eyes fell on Zahir's hand where I was holding his hands. The way she looked at us got another meaning.

" Sorry mam ... " He quickly released my hand from his and apologized to both of us.

" Zahir don't leave.... " I went behind Zahir to stop him.

" Disgusting girl'...... Stop running behind other men and get inside." She shouted but I didn't obeyed her.

I screamed like a mad girl standing in front of that Rathore villa to get anyone's attention on me at this late night 

" Ganga...     " Varada shouted for our maid head Ganga and she came there quickly.

" Take this mad girl inside and lock the door " She ordered to Ganga.

Before I could run Ganga caught me and dragged me into that jail ignoring my struggles. I was nothing in front of her strength. That witch already left to her room and Ganga closed the door. 

I ran back to the room and struck infront of that glass door watching my blanket burning into ashes. I felt a sudden voidness inside me. I sat on floor without taking my eyes off from that burning blanket. Dev was no where to see. He might have hide in his hole like always.

" Mom..... " I mumbled and hit my head on glass door , not once, not twice but again and again until o bruise my head.

Now who is going to swipe my tears ? Who is going to console me ? Who is going to give me strength ? I don't understand anything that's happened around me. I am not understanding anyones true colours. 

Fire almost finished it can put off at any second. Left is some white fumes ..... My mom is leaving from my side.

I remember........ Years back when mom's body was taken away from our house at Thanjavur I thought they will bring her back. Leaving me and crying Aadhya with my aunt dad left carrying mom on his one shoulder. I watched everything through window. They took her to cremate her , kept on top of wood, then covered with many other things. That time I didn't know that they will put fire on her body. I thought even though mom won't talk to us she will be with us in our house. Breaking all my hopes that happened. 

I cried and ran from my house to there but I was not allowed to watch it.  Appa carried me and buried my face on his shoulders and tried to console crying me forgetting his tears.  She was leaving us along with those white fumes like she is going now. My last hope..................