Chapter 33: The Only DifferenceTHE ONCE FAMILIAR HALLWAYS seemed strange to Janina now. And she felt like a stranger to herself. How could all of this have been a mistake? A moment ago in Dr. Lutkin’s office she had been so excited, but now she felt like crying. Wasn’t that why they had thought she had a mood disorder, because her emotions were prone to take such sharp turns?
Why did she feel more at home here than she ever did with her parents? Her room here felt like it was her own. Her room at home seemed like a shrine to a girl who had never existed. Just who was the real Janina, anyway? And where did she really belong? Once she was back in her room she did what she’d learned to do, what had been prescribed to her as a possible treatment for her craziness: she wrote her thoughts in he
