To Know Who I Am

Before or After

Never thought that you would be the one to do this to me.

And I never thought that I would be the one to do this to you....

I never knew when and why it happens but yet it does...

I never thought that I would go and say this to someone but I love you and always will.

I know now that it doesn't help because now you can't hear me.

I'm nor alive or die.

But yet I can see my body from here, but then I really can’t say were here is.

I was told that everything was going to be okay but to me something went wrong.

When they said that it was for the best, that it happened this way. But what they didn’t say was that it would hurt this much.

Not to know what is happening to me. Everything is to the point that I can’t see what is going to happen next but yet here the point that I know what is to happen next, it scares me to know but it calms me as well.

Is it because I love you or is it because I know that everything will soon be okay.