One again I know that it was a dream. I pushed him away. I ran for the stairs thinking that if it wasn't a dream I hope I live through this. I throw myself off the top. I woke up again. “Thank god.” I whispered softly. Sean sat up rubbing his hand on my back. “You okay sweetheart?” I looked at him. “Yeah just a bad dream well dreams.” “Do you want to talk about then?” He moved me closer. “No its okay it’s just Louise.” I said as I laid back down. “Again?” The same worried look in his eyes. “Yeah.” I said softly. He kissed me on the forehead and laid back down. Pulling me in to him and hugging me. I must have fallen asleep again because when I opened my eyes the sun was high in the sky. I rolled out of bed and walked to the bathroom to see Sean cleaning up. I wrapped my arms around h

