Kaycee
Is this actually real?!? Jaden is kissing me! I’ve never been kissed before, but this is so much better than I could have imagined. His lips are so soft. Our tongues start twirling around in each others mouths. He smells so good, I feel like I am in a dream. I never want this moment to end. He starts picking up the pace of his kiss, grabbing my head he wraps his hand around the nape of my neck, his fingers lightly pulling at my hair. I immediately got goose bumps and have to squeeze my legs together.
“You taste so good.” Jaden moans in between kisses.
Ughhh so sexy.
Continuing to kiss me like he never wants to stop and I don’t want him to. He starts moving his hand over my boobs. He instantly finds my hard n****e poking through the sweatshirt, he lets out a soft moan as he feels it. This makes my n*****s even harder. He plays with both of my n*****s while still kissing me. Moving his hand under my sweatshirt. My heart drops. Not sure I am ready for this, but it feels so good.. so right. I don’t have it in me to stop him. He reaches my bare boob and moans louder this time. Electricity shocks me as our skin meets, leaving me breathless. The kiss getting more passionate now, he starts leaning me back on the bench, partly leaning over me. One hand under my sweatshirt massaging my boob and the other supporting himself. I want him to keep going. To rip my clothes off and do whatever he wants to me.
I’ve never had thoughts like these before but not even questioning them I KNOW I want him…no I NEED him. I deepen the kiss even more, putting my hands around his neck to pull him fully on top of me.
“Mmmm” He moans.
Not breaking the kiss he moves his other hand up my sweatshirt. Massaging both my boobs and lightly twisting my n*****s.
“Sooo good.” I moan out breathlessly.
“You feel so good on my skin. I want to feel all of you.” He says in a sexy husky tone.
“Yes!” I moaned too quickly.
I can feel his hard bulge through his pants resting between my legs. He moves his hips rubbing it over my area. Even through our clothes it feels so good. I am soaking through my panties.
“More.” I said throwing my head back as he grinds his hips.
“You are too tempting.” Pushing himself up off the bench.“We shouldn’t…” He says more to himself than me.
“No one has to know.” I say sounding a little desperate, but he does crazy things to me. I feel almost in a daze from our kissing and his touches that I don’t even care. I just want him so bad. My skin feels cold and empty without him.
He sits down next to me, propping his elbows on his knees and putting his face in his hands. He huffs out a deep breath before quickly standing up.
“I want to Kaycee, believe me I do. But I don’t want your feelings involved. You are so sexy and tempting and that’s all it would be. Sex.” He says curtly before continuing.“And for you, your feelings would get hurt, our whole business deal would be complicated, and your brother would not be happy with either of us.”
Wow he really brought up my brother right now. Feeling rejected, disappointed, but I can’t say surprised. Looking at this magnificently handsome man in front of me makes me feel stupid to think he would even think of wanting me. This inexperienced teenager when he could have anyone. Plus he’s right this is a business deal. Without thinking anymore in to it so I don’t start crying.
“Yeah, you’re right.”
Not trusting my voice to say anything else I turn and walk swiftly to my room. Praying he doesn’t say anything to make me turn around because tears are already streaming down my checks.
Jaden
What The f**k.
I don’t know what I expected her response to be, but it wasn’t that. I guess I wanted her to fight about it a little bit. I’ve never had a woman walk away from me so easily. Should I go talk to her? No it’s better this way, if there is some awkward tension maybe it will be easier to stay away from her and have some self control. I mean I lose it around her. That perfect sexy little innocent body, her smile sends my heart straight to my stomach like l never want to make her stop smiling, and her kisses are out of this world. My d**k instantly got hard thinking about that.
Fuck I need a release, my balls hurt being around her. Maybe I should call Veronica, she has always been a great sub and even though we don’t have an official contract she has kept our business private and I trust her to just be a booty call. No strings attached, I get to have my frustrations released and someone to release them on.
What a great plan. Feeling hopeful I will be able to get these thoughts of Kaycee out of my head. I start texting Veronica.