Stone’s Hearts

Chapter 15

Kaycee

I haven’t seen Jaden since last night. I cried myself to sleep, but this morning I feel stronger, deciding not to get my feelings involved. I’m just going to act nonchalantly like nothing happened because it clearly won’t be happening again. He made that clear, so the only thing to do is to move forward. Even though the thought of his lips on mine has been the best experience of my life thus far. I can not let him consume me. It was just a kiss, I’m sure that’s what everyone’s first kiss feels like.

Blake woke me up this morning saying we are going shopping. I felt relieved I didn’t have to face Jaden.

Shopping went well, I picked out a few things and so did Blake. We mainly just enjoyed being outside and free, something we’ve never been able to do before. We found a park and walked around for a while. Talking about all the changes that are happening. We both agreed we are blessed and excited to see where life takes us. We talked about saving up since we don’t have many bills and getting a place of our own. That made me feel hopeful.

Walking through the front door I immediately feel Jaden staring at me from the living room.

“Hey guys.” Jaden says as he walks over to us.

He looks freshly showered. I lick my lips just in response to seeing him. He immediately makes eye contact and his jaw clenches.

“Food is already prepared in the kitchen. Dig in.” Jaden says. He goes behind the bar and makes a drink.

“Blake how about a drink?”

Blake looks around. “No Derek tonight?” He asked.

“No he went out. If he comes home at all it’ll be late.” Jaden responds.

“Okay a drink sounds nice.” Blake says walking to the bar. “Kaycee can have something light.”

Blake looks to me and smiles, I smile back in surprise and sit on the bar stool next to him.

“What will you have Blake? Hard alcohol or beer?” Jaden asked while he pulls out a bottle from under the bar. Twisting off the cap he squeezes a lime into it before pushing it in the bottle. He then slides it in front of me.

“This is a wine cooler, it has less alcohol than beers or wine.” He says more to Blake than me.

“That’s perfect for her, thank you. I’ll take hard alcohol, whatever you were drinking looked good.” Blake said.

At the dinner table. The guys talked the whole time about Blake’s new position and what he should be expecting. I wasn’t paying that much attention, but Jaden and I kept locking eyes, before he would bring his attention back to Blake.

Four drinks into the night and Blake is very chatty, oblivious to his surroundings. Jaden now giving flirtatious smiles. Winking at me when Blake’s back is to him. I keep a casual stance not giving in much to his game. Last night he rejected me. Making it clear that this is just a business deal. He makes it so hard not to flirt back, when just looking at him makes me weak in my knees.

“We should watch a movie!” Blake suggests excitedly.

“Alright let’s go.” Jaden responds right away.

We all head to the living room. They talked about what movie to watch.

“Kaycee, could you make us some drinks please?” Jaden asked casually.

Blake probably would of protested, but he is pretty buzzed and very invested in their conversation about the movie.

“Okay.” I said walking back to the bar.

I made them both an extremely strong whiskey drink I saw Jaden make them earlier. I decided to make a vodka cranberry for myself. I brought the boys their drinks. Sitting across the room from Jaden. He stared at me all night. Blake talked a lot throughout the movie, neither of us replied and eventually I realized he was quiet. Looking to him, he is passed out and softly snoring. The drink in his hand is tipping sideways about to spill. I rush over and pull the cup out of his hand. He doesn’t even flench.

Before I could turn back around Jaden is charging for me. He grabs my arm, pulling me to the other end of the house to his room. Not saying anything, I let him lead me to his room. He opens the double doors leaving one of them cracked, he pushes me roughly against the closed one. Looking in to my eyes he lets out a deep breath like he had been holding it. He pins my hands above my head. Looking down at my mouth where I’m biting my lip. He lets out a soft moan and starts kissing me passionately. It feels so good so right, but he can’t just keep doing this! Last night I begged for him and he turned me down! Now he wants me again!?

Feeling confused and angered again I pull my arms down from above my head, he abruptly stops kissing me and I instantly felt empty without his lips touching me. He looks at me confused.

“You can’t keep doing this Jaden. Last night I begged for you, I wanted you so bad. You told me no and I respected that, but now you are trying again? Am I just the forbidden fruit because you’re not suppose to have me you want me more?” I ask trying to sound strong, feeling anything but that.

I don’t want to even have this talk. What I really want is for him to rip off my clothes and have his way with me, but I can’t let him play with my emotions like this.

Without moving back or breaking eye contact he looks at me for what feels like forever.

“Kaycee you make me crazy. I want you so bad, I don’t want to be away from you and when I am in the same room as you my heart beats out of my chest. My d**k throbs in my pants so much it hurts. I know I shouldn’t be doing this, but I can’t stay away from you. I need my fix” He pleads.

I don’t respond so he continues.

“Your smell when I’m just near you makes all the hairs on my body stand up in alert to your presence. When my skin touches you it’s like sparks of electricity through me.”

He feels it too. Trying to digest everything he said, how do I know he doesn’t say this to all the girls he hooks up with. Feeling unsure. Screw it! I don’t fight it any more. I bring my lips to his and he devours my mouth. We kiss claiming each other’s mouths for a long time. He pushes his hard bulge in to my stomach. I moan in response to what I do to him. I am so wet and ready for him, but I’m done begging. Deepening the kiss I wrap one of my legs around him. Making him moan loudly.

He grabs my butt cheek that is curled around him. Pushing me up and now both my legs wrap around his waist. His hands holding me up by my butt. I start kissing his neck causing him to moan again. Slowly moving my spread body over his hard bulge in his pants. It feels so good and I throw my head back letting out a moan myself, I bite my lip to keep quiet.

Setting me down on my feet, he starts to unbuckle his pants freeing his erection. I drop to my knees in front of him, grabbing his large member in my hands. I have no idea what I’m doing, but I let the warmth of the alcohol take over and I pretend I know what todo. It’s just like in my books right?

“f**k. Kaycee, you don’t have to do that I just need to free it.” He said panting as I stroke it.

“I want to taste you.” I said looking up at him through my lashes. He now tosses his head back, letting out a long husky moan.

I love the affect I’m having on him. Moving my hands up and down his shaft enjoying his reaction with each stroke I do. I put my mouth around the tip of him. Then I push him all the way to the back of my throat.

“Jesus! Kaycee don’t you have a gag reflex?” He asked in a hissed voice.

Gag reflex? I guess not. Is that good or bad?

I continue to suck on him, increasing my pace. I feel him getting harder and thicker in my mouth. I taste a salty yet sweet bubble at the tip.

“Mmm you taste so good.” I moan out in between sucks.

“Shitttt.” He grunts, pushing himself to the back of my throat. Stretching my mouth to the max he begins to pump sweet sprouts of hot liquid in my mouth. I continue to slowly suck while swallowing his juices.

“Wow… so f*****g good.” He says standing there looking zoned out.

Snapping out of it, he helps me up. Picking me up effortlessly in to his arms. He walks me to the bed. I can’t believe what just happened, my heart pumping so fast at what’s to come next. I am so turned on and ready for him, but also scared it’s going to hurt, but my want for him over powers that fear. He lays me down on his tall bed, looking down over me his eyes look soft. He leans down kissing me softly. His hand trails over my stomach to my spot. He feels the heat generating from the moisture in my leggings.

“Mmm so sexy Kaycee.” He moans.

He slides his hand in my pants, just my lace panties between his hand and my flesh. I swallow hard, feeling nervous. He rubs me softly over the drenched fabric and I quiver.

“So responsive to my touch. I love it” He whispers warmly in my ear.

Starting to relax a little when he kisses my neck. He continues to rub me through my panties. He moves his other hand up and under my shirt instantly finding my n****e. I hissed at the intense feeling when he pinches it.

“I’m sorry beautiful, I got excited feeling that perfect nipple.” He says breathlessly.

When I don’t respond he picks up the pace with his thumb, continuing to kiss my neck; I feel his teeth lightly dig in to my flesh, then followed by his tongue to sooth the sting. I moan my breath catching at the pleasure building. He stands up straight pulling my pants and underwear off in one swift movement. Instantly I close my legs, feeling exposed I try to cover myself. He looks hurt, leaning down to my knees he starts kissing them. All the way down to my foot, he brings my foot up to his mouth, kissing the pad of it, it tickles and I feel a little embarrassed, but he is mesmerizing to watch. He then puts my big toe in his mouth and sucks on it. I blush pulling my foot back.

“You don’t need to feel embarrassed with me.” You are so beautiful. I want to see and taste every inch of your sweet body.” He says sexily.

I relax a little and he moves his hands slowly spreading my legs apart. Without breaking eye contact he now stands between my bent legs, my bottom half completely naked. Leaning forward he starts kissing my neck again, moving quickly down over my stomach, he slows down on my pelvic bone taking his time to get to my sweet spot. He inhales deeply, moaning in appreciation. Noise from the living room disrupts the quiet room. Bringing us out of the haze we are in. He grunts in anger.

Panic sets in. What if Blake is awake. I don’t have any pants on. Hurriedly I hop off the extremely tall bed in search for my pants in this humongous room. Jaden leaves barely leaving the door cracked for me to escape. After my pants are on I walk over to the door trying to hear what I can.

Sounds like Derek just got home.

“Shhhh he’s sleeping” I hear Jaden say.

“Who’s sleeping??” Blake says suddenly popping up off the couch. “Where’s Kaycee?” He asks sleepily.

“She went to bed a little while ago. We tried to wake you up, but you were snoring so we let you be.” Jaden said smoothly.

“I want to say goodnight to her. I shouldn’t have drank that much again.” Blake says as he starts to walk towards my room. Panic crosses Jadens face as he glances down the hall to me.

“Blake why don’t you get some water first?”Jaden suggests to him. Blake gives him a questioning look, then gives in as if he’s too tired to fight his request. Both Jaden and myself sigh a breath of relief.

Derek has been standing by the front door staring down the hall at me the whole time. He knew I was here. Jaden leads Blake to the kitchen and once they are out of sight I bolt to my room. Derek’s arms are crossed over his chest. He stares at me with a blank expression. I’m probably imagining it, but he almost looks mad. I give him a blushed look before I enter my room.